GREY MARNI
Self-Esteem or Opportunity?

As promised by Rudi, he wants to help mbak Kos to go to his friend's event. Mbak Kos also does not regulate Rudi in how he will look or he must behave when he arrives at the theme ceremony. Everything was left to Rudi.

On Friday at seven, Rudi was already dressed up with a little special in a black t-shirt and checkered shirt, wearing black pants and shoes he had brought from home. After a while after Rudi dressed up, Kos approached Rudi who was still in the room.

"Rudi" call mbak Kos slowly.

"Yes, just a minute"

Then Rudi came out, and saw the figure of an adult woman who was likely several years older than him, with a red dress and a small bag held in her right hand. Rudi was like looking at a young woman, there were not the slightest wrinkles. Make up soft and natural look, red lips blush and gold earrings that beautify the face of the aunt and aunt of the cost owner.

Mbak Kos also invited Rudi who was addressing himself from earlier to leave. Rudi and Mbak Kos went down the stairs and mbak Kos took something from his bag. It turned out to be a car key with a golden horse logo. Rudi was a little surprised to see that, it seemed like he had underestimated the boarding business from long ago. A car parked in front of his house lit up as a sign the key had opened.

"Can you drive the car?"

"Can!" Rudi replied with a stutter.

They both ride the red car, Rudi is driving and mbak Kos is next to him. The two of them set off to attend an event called Mbak Kos. Rudi driving very well made Mbak Kos amazed and smiled, he did not expect one of his boarding children to understand how to drive an expensive car.

"When do you drive a car like this?" Ask about Kos.

"Emmm, from when did I forget"

"Learn from where"

"Emmm, I forgot too! Hehe"

"Ahahaha, fine if it's a secret"

Mbak Kos guides Rudi, directing Rudi to turn right and left. After about 30 minutes they arrived at the location of the party.

"Call me Laura yes, don't mbak!"

"Laura?"

"Yes"

"I guess the name mbak is a little to the name of the village, it turns out to be more modern than I thought"

"Aahahaha, you can do it!" answer mbak Kos/Laura by directing his hand and holding Rudi's hand. Rudi was shocked but spontaneously he did not reject it, after all it was just a play to help Laura. Moreover, Laura's hands were so soft and supple.

The two of them walked in, a very festive yet not very formal party with full guests from end to end, all dressed as they pleased.

After walking a few steps Laura suddenly pulled Rudi's hand towards a table adjacent to a window. There were three people there, two women with Chinese ancestry and another one with Arab ancestry.

"Hayyy", said Laura to the three women.

"Haayyyy Ara-Araa!!"

"Rabraha!!"

"Yepuuu"

Several calls were made to Laura and the four of them hugged, Rudi still standing still with his hands folded under his stomach.

"It's Rudi, Rudi It's Seila, Zola and Ani"

"Hay, I'm Rudi" Rudi tried to introduce himself to the three women by shaking hands.

"Uhhh, it seems like step-grandmother can change in droves", Cetus is a Chinese woman in a black dress that Laura calls as Seila.

"Ahahaha, Ra the toothless grandfather never contacted you again?" Ask a Chinese woman in an easy blue dress named Zola.

"Ahahaha, she dared to contact me I would kill" Laura's unequivocal answer that made Rudi understand why she was called a step-grandmother by Seila.

"Rudi, are you drinking this?" Ask the Arab-faced girl in a black dress who is thrusting a glass of yellowish-painted life water with a slice of lemon on top.

Rudi was already used to such drinks, besides smoking Rudi also drank some alcoholic beverages. But Rudi is a quiet man and not arrogant when he is drunk. Maturity helps him stay in mind both when he is drunk and angry. Besides being drunk.

The five of them continued the conversation, discussing their ex-husband and some things that existed in their past. Laura also tells her what really happened, about who Rudi was and why she took him to the party. Rudi was relieved, before he thought his show would be like televised stories that must lie to be someone's wife or girlfriend. Or even worse as a heavy hangover and do not do good in the room.

After some chatter, Rudi was a little curious and looked around for a figure who should be a primate in a party or a party attendant but Rudi did not find it, he said, everyone was partying with some grub and some of their partners.

"What a weirdo?"

"Sweird why Rud?” Ask Laura.

"Where's the party?"

"Fttt..." Zola who was drinking was made ngakak by Rudi.

"Ahahaha, yes too! Who has a party where?" Ani continued with a slightly mocking tone.

"Ahahaha, I'm sorry Rud, I haven't told you yet, the one with this party is Zola"

"Well?!!" Rudi was startled and saw Zola who was still laughing.

They all laughed out loud after that, including Rudi as the puppeteer as well as the person they laughed at.

They enjoyed the party Zola held, sparkling party lights with music that made the listeners' heads shake. The party goes on so well no one makes a party.

Rudi asked Zola what the purpose of the party was when Laura left. The party was made for entertainment only and has been running for three years consistently. The party was held without invitation, but not just anyone, all of Zola's friends who brought their friends. Rudi who heard that all thought of "How is this event after ten years?" There will probably be more friends bringing friends who bring friends and friends who bring friends. Rudi also asked about whether Laura had ever come here with her ex-husband and it turned out that she had been here with her ex-husband.

The festive party went three hours without stopping and the three hours were also Rudi familiar with Laura's friends. Laura then took Rudi home. Rudi still regained consciousness after drinking a few glasses and Laura Already looked tired and sleepy. The two of them walked out of the party after saying goodbye and got into the car. Laura has fallen and Rudi justifies the car seat so that Laura can fall asleep comfortably.

They walked home in that comfortable car. In the middle of the journey, Rudi was driving from earlier to see Laura's dress unfold and suddenly Rudi felt the heat that ignited from head to toe, A smooth, pure white thigh was clearly visible in front of his eyes. Rudi faded and pointed at her hand and slightly opened a little further to Laura's dress and after a few seconds waiting for Rudi to stretch out her hand to almost touch laura's white thigh, Rudi was in a tremendous thirsty frown, Rudi desires, Rudi wants it, Rudi has a chance and even a chance once in a lifetime. A beautiful rich woman and a sexy body of pure white, Rudi observed Laura's smooth thighs, slowly sticking out her hands, the closer the more desirous Rudi made. And...

TTTTIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!

Rudi slammed the steering wheel to the left, almost head to head with a large trontoon in the opposite direction. Rudi realized from his perverted lust, Rudi called his god's name saying a sincere apology and gratitude. It was as if God did not agree to what Rudi would do to Laura.

"Emmm, what's up Rud" Laura asked half-consciously.

"Emm. It's okay Mommy"

"Still far?"

"Almost until Ma'am"

Rudi oh Rudi are you going to throw away the identity of yourself that you have built long ago? That's how Rudi's heart says. He continued his journey and reached the front porch of Mbak Kos's house. Rudi woke her up slowly and Laura got out of the car and went into the house after thanking Rudi. Rudi left Laura's house after closing the fence. He walked towards his room by stroking his chest. I feel guilty and God still loves me. Rudi still did not accept what he just did to Laura. Rudi went into the bathroom washing his face and looking at himself in front of the glass, shaking his head as if still in disbelief and then went out of the bathroom and dropped his body on the bed. Ahhhhhhh!!!

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...ik** God's meddling is a darkness brighter than light...

...the set and arrangement of invisible destiny...

...who will guess...

...god is not like his creation...

...God was neither born nor gave birth...

...his power protects the arrogance of his servant...

...you unfortunately ignore the selfishness of his servant...

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