Getting Married Due to Misunderstanding
5. The importance of lowering expectations
...In fact I was just too expecting, which in the end I fell in my expectations were too high. ...
...-alisha Adnan...
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The woman has high intel talent, even being a hacker seems like I can afford. Women when given the initials of only one letter must be very fast to know until the roots and branches. Yes, even though I was only able to hijack Kak Hanzal's Instagram account, and it happened last night. But this is only from my mind, there seems to be no journal that proves the characteristics of a woman who has intelligence talent.
And it looks like last night's business won't be missed. I think Kak Hanzal wasn't so meticulous when I opened his instagram account by posting a photo that Kak Hanzal didn't once.
"This is what does Alisha mean? Brother's self-esteem is destroyed because this post knows not?" he said with annoyance.
"Which photo?" tanyaku pretended not to know what Kak Hanzal meant. Though my memory is high enough to remember something even if it's trivial.
"Look at this," said Kak Hanzal giving a silver iphone tab. I just smiled knot, when I saw there were 17,200 just to comment on the photo with a really cute caption deh wkwkwkwkwkwk. They lack this job. There was not a single comment Hanzal replied. And here's the picture, I took this photo while he was out at the hospital.
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I can't help but laugh, laughing at a brother's disgrace is the greatest happiness for a brother.
"The photos are still good. Let that person not always think, if Doctor Hanzal always seriously continue as seen on your instagram, Brother." I said give a comment.
"So, my self-esteem is falling." He said, then I caught a glimpse of Hanzal's sister archiving the post feed I posted last night. The schedule of being a child ppds is indeed rather solid. Actually from a long time ago, Hanzal was the type of person who was ambitious to learn. Wherever there are books, seminars, and opportunities to get knowledge, then there Kak Hanzal is. I feel that Hanzal's energy is inexhaustible. Precisely as an introvert is very difficult to keep up with the character of an extrovert as well as hyperactive.
"Sister, I'm sorry for hijacking my Instagram account." I said as sincere as possible. The man just nodded without making a sound. Brother Hanzal once angry, his silence is more frightening than he utters a painful sentence.
"But Brother, next time Brother also does not need to fad so that I as a bet with his best friend Big Brother." I clearly reminded you of yesterday's problem.
"Oh about that, Brother has no intention to make you a bet. Just yesterday the Shaka wanted to know you, he was very curious. But even Barra who gercep pick you up to campus." Evidently. It is hard to trust a Hanzal Adnan.
"Why, don't you believe me?" other than being an annoying Big Brother, this man was so quick to analyze everyone's facial expressions. Maybe because it is used to analyzing and diagnosing the disease of patients become like this. Habits at work to get carried away in everyday life.
"Mom ngajakin we to the mall," he said made my eyebrows wrinkled. "Sir Didi, please anterin us to the mall in a normal place."
"Well Mas, Ma'am Alisha wants to come or want.I drive home?" asked Mr. Didi as if I knew what I should do.
"Aren't you wrong to make me go there?" many ensure. Because it's pretty extinct when Mama took me to the mall.
"Yes, Al. Brother suggests you do not always avoid the invitation of Mama continue. It will make you awkward when talking to Mama and Papa. They're our parents Al." Evidently.
"Sorry, I can't go. Shabiya sent a message to all the children." I said reasoned. I'm not sure if Brother Hanzal will let me go.
"Are you more concerned with your friends than your own family? Friends and friends can be found anywhere, Alisha. Parents cannot be found everywhere. If Mama knew why you were like that, I'm sure, Mama would be disappointed." Evidently.
"This time Brother will not let you avoid again. Aren't you tired? lying continues by making excuses that are not clear, just want to avoid our parents."
"Sister, if you can be so disappointed with all my reasons and actions, what about the illogical decisions and reasons you often make for me?" ask her.
"I don't know, Mama and Papa were never fair with you. But this time I'm asking for help, please meet Mama. I'm sure everything will go normally."
"It's not that easy, brother. You know, until now I won't be able to be Alesha Kak,"
"Sister didn't tell you to be Alesha. You deserve to be Al."
"But Mama never cared about it. My mom wanted her son to be perfect. And I was far from perfect. I'm not as pretty, as smart, or as famous as Alesha."
"But your face remains sweet and pleasing to the eye, Al."
"liks. Big Brother's praise won't make my mind change." I said very flat.
"Actually Brother does not want your meaning to do things that you do not like. But Brother also does not want if later you will be very far from our parents." Clearly holding the back of my hand. He deliberately grasped both palms of my hand.
"Al, this time please beat Brother. You can definitely fight the fear in yourself!" He said it made my tears hard to hold back. Just this time Brother Hanzal treated me like his sister. And only this time was the man sitting next to me acting like an older brother.
"If you want to cry, cry!" he said again, he pulled me up, then hugged me.
"It's as loud as possible, if it makes your heart calm Al. From today on, I promise you and myself, I'll take care of you."
"Please excuse me Brother, it may be too late, because you never understand your whereabouts."
"Pak Didi's sorry, please ask for dong's fist." Said Hanzal asked Mr. Didi to get a tissue in front of the driver's seat.
"Thank you sir."
"Together, Mas.
"It's his snot clean itself." He said it was so annoying. I just feel comfortable now it's a different atmosphere.
"I couldn't have expected more to be in Alesha's position. I don't want to miss Hanzal, too, dear to me." I said.
"Down yuk, Brother wants to buy you a doll."
"I'm not a kid, and I don't like dolls either." My answer. There's actually a sense of trauma about why I don't like dolls. In addition to her simple eyes, I was once colonized when I was in elementary school, I was locked in a dark room and accompanied by a large doll with sharp eyes. I don't know who the owner of the doll is, which they must have been cheating on me until I cried hysterically. Plus there's a kuntilanak sound that doesn't know where the source is. Until the morning I was found by the school officer in a fainting state. After waking up from fainting, I was just scared while crying. I was locked up in a dark room for one night. My stomach is rumbling, plus my weight is fat.
"Why not like it?" asked Brother Hanzal to break my daydream. Remembering moments that happened in the past that were full of wounds and traumas is like digging your own grave. Because it was too painful when the dark moment suddenly had to be recalled.
"Yes because his eyes are serem." I answered with a trembling voice.
"Let's get off!" said Brother Hanzal. I was quite hesitant when my right leg had to get out of the car. I calmed down before I went to the mall.
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I saw Mama and Alesha joking happily while choosing the clothes they liked. His activities stopped when Brother Hanzal and I walked over to them. "It's good that you're here. Please change your clothes with this dress!"
"For what?"
"For Alesha and Barra's engagement. The show will be held tomorrow night. You have to come." Obviously Mama. I was quite shocked when I heard Mama's explanation. Even the big things that happened in our family I don't know. Alesha was getting engaged, and I, as sister and twin of Alesha, had no idea. I pretended to be ordinary, as if I wasn't disappointed by something that happened all of a sudden.
"This is the dres you'll wear later." Said Mama gave the old ash paper bag. I decided to change my clothes first.
"Thank you,"
It only takes a few minutes to change clothes. Now I've changed my shirt that was wearing light blue jeans and black outer abaya, now turned into a jet black dress with a little print on the chest, and now I'm going to change into a jet black dress, and the rest of the fabric is unraveled plain without motif from waist to toe. The arm of the hand is also long up to the wrist.
I saw from the reflection of a large glass board in the dressing room. I was a little surprised by the change in my feminine appearance. Something a little different about me. I look a little charming in this dress. Because I don't really like wearing tight jeans, so I really like the dress that Mama chose for me. When I came out of the dressing room. The three of them were a bit surprised to see my current appearance. Not very pangling. My face is without any heavy makeup. I just use the powder and lipstick.
Hanzal's sister is circling my arms with her hands like a dancing man. My body's reflexively twisting. "Is this really you Al? Really pangling. Well gini new women, not like brothers anymore." Said. Is he praising or mocking?
"I'm not a meatball salesman's brother." I said not accept. For the first time I saw Mama smiling sincerely at me.
Mama came up to me, she made sure of something, maybe afraid that there was something wrong with the dress I was wearing. Mama played me, "Mom, I chose this one for Alisha." Mama told one of the boutique employees.
"Are you comfortable wearing this?" mama's asking managed to make me like a dazed person. I'm not dreaming anymore, am I? Why is his action so sweet. Sweeter than honey.
"Alisha, are you comfortable wearing this dress?" mama asked back to break my daydream.
"It's safe Ma" I answered briefly.
"Well if that's the case, Alesha and I should go home first. Hanzal, please take Alisha home first." Said Mama.
"Yes Ma,"
"Thank you." Said Brother Hanzal. I think Mama's actions will last long enough. But in fact I was just too expecting, which in the end I fell in my expectations are too high. Mama and Alesha had already left until her back pu was nowhere to be seen again. I sighed, then I asked Brother Hanzal to wait for a while, because I wanted to change clothes.
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...To be continoude. ...
...Hugged Alisha from far away. Relax Al, you can definitely get the love you want....
...Thank you for stopping by sha&sha hopefully like it and not disappoint. If you have any advice, please come. Thank you. ...
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