Getting Married Due to Misunderstanding
23. Alesha knows about Alisha
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Anger and the sudden arrival of Mama made Kevin and Alesha surprised not play. Actually, Mama is not a person who likes to scold anyone, including her child. But once Mama is angry, then whoever is affected is angry by her, we can not dwell. With the exception of Alesha. The boy always said when Mama was scolding him. Which makes your emotions even more heightened. Alesha was when advised against his will, he would argue. He doesn't care who's arguing. Even though when parents are advising or scolding, then we continue to say, then the problem will widen everywhere. If I thought if it happened to me, then I would rather just shut up, and talk when needed.
"Alesha," said Mama, shaking her head. Mama never thought if Alesha did anything so far.
"You guys still dating?" mama asked directly to interrogate the two of them. Alesha was silent for quite a while. Same with Kevin. Mom started to calm herself down,
"Your silence is already the answer to the question I just asked." Mama said so calmly. But his words contained a thousand meanings that they did not want.
"Don't you remember Alesha getting engaged?" ask Mama to both of them.
"Kevin, please leave us! I need to talk to Alesha." Said Mama. Kevin immediately stepped away from Alesha's room.
"Barra, Alisha, please leave me a moment. I need a four-eye talk with Alesha!" tell Mama to both of us. Barra left me alone. While Barra walked ahead of my steps. Before the door was completely shut, I could still hear the conversation between Mama and Alesha.
"Sha, I'm saying goodbye. There's still a lot of work to do." I nodded when Barra said that. I saw Barra's back getting further away from me.
"Is everything Mama gives you less, Alesha?" mama asked very intimidatingly.
"Don't you ever think that you're engaged? Put Kevin down now! Or you'll have a big problem." Mama threatened.
"Udahlah Ma, I am an adult. I can choose the best. Mama's not tired of what, meddling in my business?" alesha asked in a less-than-liked tone.
"It is precisely because you are an adult that you must realize that what you are doing is wrong. Mama's doing all this for your future. Mama won't calm down if you're okay, Alesha." Said Mama.
"If Mama counsels you in the truth, you will live. No need to use backlash. Mama's been thinking of you many times, don't hook up with Kevin again. That kid's not a good kid, Alesha." Obviously Mama.
"You said that, 'cause you don't know Kevin."
"That's exactly what Mama said it was because Mama had found out who Kevin was. He's not a good boy." Mama said no less to argue Alesha. This isn't the first time Alesha has debated every single Mama warned her.
"Udahlah Ma, I'm tired. Stop meddling in my business!" Alesha.
"Alesha, Mama will interfere with whatever you do. Especially when it comes to something you shouldn't be doing. And Mama won't be tired of telling you, just so you can keep going in a good direction." Said Mama.
"Why is Mom always like me?" ask Alesha. Stupid, why would he ask that? Does he not realize, if he is very dear to Mama and Papa. Supposedly with the actions of Mama who always meddles in Alesha's affairs, it is a form of care and love Mama. But unfortunately the child only has a low sense of sensitivity.
"Because Mama loves you, Mama loves you more than anything."
"Why?"
"Because you don't want to lose you a second time. How your parents felt, when they had to face the condition of their daughter who was in and out of the hospital every week. And it happened when you. Even the doctor has sentenced you, if you don't live long." Obviously Mama was holding back tears, her voice was shaking as she said that. Which makes me not believe in Mom's explanation.
What does that mean, Mama specialises in Alesha just because she used to be in the hospital? What does that mean? But why should I be the one whose position is abandoned. Why Mama can only specialize Alesha. While I've never been special to them just because I never used to be sick. Do I need to be seriously ill first, so that Mama can give her affection to me. Wh why?
"Mama confessed this all because Mama dear and do not want you to do anything, Alesha." My mom said that made me cry. Is the wound too heavy? until I never cared what Mom felt all this time. And I kept asking God that I might be given affection like Alesha.
"Then what about Alisha, Ma?" alesha asked suddenly. Why should my name be taken.
"Alisha? What's wrong with Alisha?" mama tried to stop her own crying.
"Do you know what you're asking?"
"Yes, I'm sober." Alesha. My mother did not answer Alesha's question.
"Mama believes, if Alisha can find her own partner. And Barra is for you. He knows how you are. While Alisha will not match Barra. Alisha is very inversely proportional to Barra." Obviously Mama made me want to get out of their lives. But I don't know why my legs are hard to move. The ears don't want to listen, but my body is very difficult to move. In the end I heard all their talk even though it was painful.
"Mama know? alisha never considered me as her twin sister. He thinks of me as his life opponent. Because Mama and Papa never paid attention to Alisha. Until Alisha often tries a lot to be first in everything, just because she wants Mama to pay attention to her." Obviously Alesha made me not believe. How could the boy know? I'm sure, if it's Sister Lia who has opened my secret. Because almost everything that happened to me, only Allah and Sister Lia know.
"That's impossible. Alisha's son is cute, he never envies what you get all this time. He also never sought attention, so that he could be noticed by us. How can you say that?"
"Sir Lia said all this yesterday, when Alisha was still in Turkey." Alesha. My guess didn't miss. I ran straight away from the hospital. How could Sister Lia say all the things that happened to me to Alesha? Arghj …
I immediately ordered the grab car, my mind completely unable to think clearly. Just waiting for about five minutes, the car I ordered has arrived.
"On behalf of Alisha Adnan?" asked a young man to make sure of me by lowering the windshield.
"Yes right,"
"Please come in, brother." He said, I immediately got in the car in the passenger seat. I asked Mas driver to hurry up home.
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The car stopped at the elite residential area of Menteng area, precisely on white housing with three floors of European nuances. I got out of the car immediately after paying for the car I ordered. I opened the gate and closed it again.
"Loh, Madam Alisha did not want to look at Ms Alesha? not going to the hospital, Mommy?" aunty Rana asked deliberately to turn off the faucet first when I arrived. He was watering flowers around the large front yard.
"So, Bi. Oh yes Ma'am Lia at home what to market?" much
"Oh Lia's still home."
"Oh that, thanks Bi." I immediately ran into the house. I went straight to find Lia's mom around the kitchen. I finally found the man I was looking for.
"Sir Lia, why is Ma'am talking all the same to Alesha?" I said I really can't be arrested anymore.
"By the way, ma'am?" mama asked Lia instead asked back.
"Mom should know what I'm talking about. I've told you the same Sister Lia, never say anything that happens to me from a small to anyone, including the house. It's even Alesha knows everything." I clearly. Looks like Sister Lia is not connected at all.
"Sir Lia, Ma'am what did Alesha say when I was in Turkey?" ask me with a soft tone full of emphasis.
"Sir didn't say anything." He said still evasive.
"liks. Alesha was talking to Mama. If all this time I never considered Alesha as my twin sister, but as an opponent of my life. He also said that he knew everything from Mbak Lia. Why did Sister Lia say it was all the same with Alesha?" my ask is very angry.
"I believe Lia, that Lia's mother would never say anything to a house person." I said making a defense so as not to cry ended up collapsing.
"I don't want anyone to know about me, Mom. Including Mama and Papa. I don't want them to know everything that happened to me from childhood. Because they never cared about me."
"I'm jealous of Alesha even from childhood. Because Mama and Papa are very attentive to Alesha from small to big things. I'm enough to say it's the same Lia's sister, not the others."
"Don't know, yesterday I really wanted Mama with Papa to present me in Turkey at the horse race. But they can't because of work. It's not the first time, but it's a rejection from them. But if Alesha asks, they won't refuse."
"Mbak should understand, if with Mbak Lia saying all that to Alesha, it will never change anything." Obviously I made Mbak Lia apologise many times for being sorry.
"So reallywhat does Alesha say?" mama suddenly asked not far behind me. I looked at Mama with tension. How could Mama be behind me? Isn't Mom still in the hospital?
"Mama?" I said very surprised. What I'm gonna tell Mama. I immediately wiped the tears violently. Mama looked at me with an unfathomable look.
Am I going to get angry too?
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