Getting Married Due to Misunderstanding
12. Start Praising

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When I opened my eyes, the first people I was looking for were Mom and Dad. But the two people I really wanted to be by my side were not in this room. Somehow I have to end up in the hospital? All I remember last night was still at Alesha's engagement. Then how did I get here? Why do I feel so sick when I seem to be okay. What's wrong with me? My heart feels broken. Oh my God, what's wrong with me? 

A stranger entered my room. He smiled kindly greeting me. "Alhamdulillah you finally woke up too. How are you doing now?" the question was first after sitting on the sofa not far from the bed I was wearing.

"Well, are you and Dad not here?" My toot. A stupid question I shouldn't have asked. 

"Here we go, they just happen to go home first. There are some things to do." Evidently. I don't see the truth of the explanation in his eyes. 

"What about Hanzal? Didn't he come to see me?" my question is, what is wrong with me. My question is as if I am the person most cared about by family members. I shouldn't have asked that. 

"Hanzal is still guarding. Oh yes Al, I deliberately bought ice cream matcha waffle for you. He said you like anything that has to do with matcha. And this is matcha's drink." He said to come up to me and give me a bag of plastic.

"Thank you very much, sorry for taking nicotine." I said, I decided to sit down. Barra helped me set a pillow on my back to lean on.

"No, no." He said he looked at me closely. At least there were still people who cared when I was hospitalized. I don't know how to get genuine affection from my family. I was just a shadow of my parents' life. There is but never seen.

"Aren't you busy?" my many. I do not like to trouble others, at the end of which I have to think about how I return the goodwill of that person. 

"No, it's a break."

"When am I here?" ask again. 

"Seven days ago. And in those seven days, you fell into a coma."

"Truly, how can you? I don't think the wound is that bad?" I asked, Barra just smiled knots. This man has his own charm when talking and smiling. Aih, how can I praise him. It seems like he's the kind of person who's friendly, he's going to specialize everyone he meets. 

"Do you know where the wound is from? You were operated on a week ago. And went through a critical period long enough plus a coma too." Evidently.

"What's that long, Mama and Papa come here often?" I was a bit doubtful. I'm afraid the answer will hurt. 

"Yes, from yesterday Mama Rumaisha and Papa Fatih visited you. And the dried flowers on the nightstand, that's their default." Evidently. Is he lying to make a sick person happy? 

"What explanation can you believe?" ask me while eating waffles after reading basmalah.

"As far as you are." He said it made me unable to dodge anymore. 

"Al, even if you don't feel like anyone cares about you, don't hit it flat if nobody cares about you. I'm sure there are a lot of people who love you. Even if that person isn't who you want to be." Evidently. 

"What is so wise, Doctor?" I'm a little relaxed. He even chuckles. 

"Can it be funny too?" he said dengen meledek.

"Not a comedian" I replied.

"Jude, I'm going home. If there's anything left call me or Hanzal." He said very well. If Brother Hanzal were to be this kind, I might be fine. 

"Barra wait!" I said I stopped Barra's steps when Barra was on the doorstep almost closing the door to my room. 

"Why?"

"Call you through what? Telepathy?" my many. Then suddenly my phone rang. I took it and saw who was calling. Turns out the number doesn't have a name because I don't keep that number. I shifted the green panel. 

"That's my number, Barra Ebrahim." He said first with a smile. 

"Waalaikumussalam warahmatullah."

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At night, Mama and Papa haven't seen me yet. Alesha sent me a message to see her in the park. It just so happened that Barra met me with Brother Hanzal. But Hanzal's brother just got in he went right out because there was an emergency call from the IGD. 

Finally I walked out accompanied by Barra to meet Alesha. He said the boy was waiting for me in the park. Why can't the healthy see me? These even sick people meet healthy people. The world has been turned upside down a lot. I walk because my legs are fine. It's just that my hands are still infused. We walked slowly too. It feels so long when you have to walk this graceful. If I wasn't sick, I might have walked faster. Unfortunately, my physical condition is not good

When we arrived at the hospital park, Alesha was sitting talking to a man. Then we approached Alesha. Oh my God, Alesha is not sane. How could Alesha be that calm? While beside me was Alesha's fiancee. And strangely Alesha was acting ordinary when Barra met her boyfriend Alesha.

"Hi Alisha, I thought you were alone here? Thank goodness there's something that's keeping you." He said as if he cared. "Hi Barra, this is Kevin my best friend. And Kev, this is Barra, she's my fiance." He said he introduced them both. Barra kindly reached out to shake hands with Kevin. 

"Barre,"

"Kevin, man," 

Really no sane. How could a woman who was my twin sister turn into a playgirl? I swear, if there were no Barra and Kevin here, I would gladly chop this kid up. Why did he have to follow in his footsteps, Hanzal? I think Alesha is out of touch with Kevin, because Alesha is engaged. It turns out my guess went far. 

I immediately pulled Alesha's arm away from the two of them. "Sorry, talk to Alesha for a second." I said without waiting for an answer from the two of them. They said yes when Alesha and I had gone a little far from Barra and Kevin. Then I saw the two of them talking to each other like old friends. Barra seemed to be a friendly and sociable person. He seems to be quick to adapt wherever he is. If he knew who the man was talking to, maybe he would keep his distance. 

"You're crazy Sha? Make sure your fiance is the same as your girlfriend for acquaintances. I swear, I really didn't think the same way your brain did. Why do you have to emulate his bad style, Hanzal?" I said I started nagging with all my grievances. 

"I don't love Barra, Al." Answer it calmly. But it does not seem as calm as the face shown. I was really surprised by the answer.

"Why do you want to accept Barra's fiancee? while you still love Kevin, Alesha Adnan?" I'm very upset. Kevin is Alesha's boyfriend since first grade High School. I don't know, I don't know much about their relationship. That's all I know.

"Same Papa forced me to be betrothed to Barra." Evidently.

"If you don't like it, you can refuse, Alesha. You're Mama's favorite son with Papa." I clearly. 

"It's not that easy. Do you know how Mama is like Papa? I am not as free as you. You can do what you want. If I'm always restricted to Al." Obviously Alesha turned the facts on me.

"You said I was that free? That's Alesha's big mistake. I was never that free. I never get what I want. Even from childhood Mama always prioritizes what you want. And until this moment, Mama always sided with you, and never squirmed that they also had one more daughter, which is me." I definitely made Alesha feel guilty. My tongue is sharp, even I feel that everything I say is a curse that can happen at any time. 

"Sorry" I said before Alesha said that. 

"I should have said that. Sorry, I never knew what you wanted. I don't know, either, if you're not okay." Said. I'm really sick of Alesha acting like this. Wherever all this time. We were always one place, yet he was never sensitive to my feelings. Let alone the feeling, assuming I exist seems like a great miracle to an Alesha.

"Give me, no need to discuss. It hurts too much when I talk about a childhood that I should never have gone through." I clearly. 

"Al," call Alesha. But I immediately switched the conversation by interrupting his words. 

"I'll go back to the inhouse. I need a break." I said to take Alesha's hand off my arm. If anyone says I'm so mean, let it go. I've been too sick to hold everything back from childhood. Alesha immediately returned to Kevin and Barra's place. 

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