DISPUTE OF HEART
It's Strong Enough

Hygiene ...

The atmosphere was created when Asha and Abhimanyu were now sitting together in a park opposite the hospital where Papih was treated, forced Asha to explain all the circumstances now. From the beginning Asha had intended to do it, but Asha felt that he did not have the right time. 

Some time Abhimanyu was not tired of contacting Asha, but the busy Asha almost forgot the man who had given him the spirit, made his day a little colorful, and made his chest a little relieved because of every sweet treatment, he said, but ... Asha did not expect that this day would come, but in an unexpected way. 

At first, Abhimanyu came to the hospital because he got the news that Briyan's father was sick, as a friend of Abhimanyu felt sympathy and wanted to see him, but who would have thought, as a friend of Abhimanyu felt sympathetic and wanted to visit him, if Abhimanyu now finds that reality hurts his heart enough. 

Too much hope in humans will indeed be disappointing, Abhimanyu knows exactly that, as a man who lives with God in his heart, Abhimanyu regrets his actions are too obsessed with Asha, Abhimanyu forgot, Abhimanyu forgot, if Asha belongs to Allah, it is clear that whatever the reaction of the heart of Asha is, it also depends on how God controls it. 

As powerful as Abhimanyu tried to reach Asha, but if Allah did not want, then what could Abhimanyu do?.

Abhimanyu should leave all his heart's affairs of Asha to Allah alone, but ... if Abhimanyu does not make any effort will it make his heart feel heavy?.

Now, what should Abhimanyu do? 

Single-minded?

Abhimanyu heaved a heavy sigh, it seemed like it took him a very long time to get to the point of sincerity. 

Abhimanyu knew that from the beginning, Briyan was a winner for Asha's heart, without being asked, Asha's heart had been linked to Briyan for a long time, after knowing the fact that Briyan and Asha had a serious relationship, and that they had a long-term relationship, and again now that they were back near, Abhimanyu felt lost already all his hopes, Abhimanyu felt blown away after being lifted up as high as the sky. Now Abhimanyu realized why Briyan's attitude was always excessive to Asha when in the office, especially when Abhimanyu tried to get close to Asha, Briyan as if pairs with many weapons in his hands to get rid of Abhimanyu.

So why wasn't Asha honest from the start? So that Abhimanyu's heart is not as disappointed and not as painful now? Ah ... Abhimanyu is too naive!.

“Sorry .. I wasn't honest from the beginning to you” 

Asha started the word in this very awkward situation, the night sky accompanied them, as if he was mocking a hunk of heart that looked no less dark.

“Since when?” only that word Abhimanyu was able to say, the rest of all the questions he wanted to say were swallowed back in his chest, Abhimanyu closed his eyes tightly. 

Finally, without hesitation Asha told all the stories of his past to Abhimanyu without anyone left behind, all the stories about them flowed out of Asha's mouth, Abhimanyu faithfully listened, not wanting to reproach let alone judge. Abhimanyu also knew, if this was not an easy matter that Asha had to go through, let alone Asha going through it all alone. 

Abhimanyu nodded his head, He now understood the position of Asha, everything was not easy, the relationship between Briyan and Asha was complicated enough to cause a heart dispute between them, even to this day, although their status is no longer anyone, they seem to be connected because of their parents' relationship in the past also because of a debt of gratitude that will be brought to death. 

“So, now how do you feel?” Abhimanyu turned to look at the woman who was looking up at the sky after telling everything, the face of Asha was so relieved. 

There is nothing that makes Asha's heart become relieved and feel free from heavy burdens other than after saying an honesty, honesty may be heavy to say, but will feel relieved after being said. 

Asha looked over, then smiled. 

“Do you still love your ex-husband Briyan? Are you still going to stay with him?” there is an unseen sense of tightness in the heart of an Abhimanyu. 

“Not good to break the cord silaturahmi not?” Asha smiled, then stood up intending to leave. 

“Sha! We're not done talking, don't say anything ambiguous Sha! Say something to make me feel better” Abhimanyu looks frustrated. Asha's answer really drove her almost crazy! Whatdoes thatmean? Does that mean Asha will return to Briyan?.

But again Asha smiled softly, Asha looked at Abhimanyu who was looking at her with teary eyes, if the night atmosphere did not cover their faces, maybe now Asha could see how red Abhimanyu's face was because it was holding back his emotions. 

“Bim, I will leave the matter of my life to my lord, whatever the decision of God I will live with the best, whoever my soul mate will I accept it with room and sincerity, including if my soul mate is you, I hope you do the same thing” 

Asha twisted her body, rushing to leave Abhimanyu who was shaking his face in frustration, Asha knew that maybe the answer would make Abhimanyu a little confused and unclear, but Asha also can not decide everything in this condition, Asha's heart is still gamang on the two men, and to strengthen her heart, Asha prefers to discuss it with the creator only. 

*** 

“Lo says Lo told me to come here, what's up?” with judges a girl landed her butt in the chair right in front of Asha, making Asha look up and immediately stop the sketch. 

“Yes, I want to give something for you Bin” Asha responded with a smile, the girl no longer wants to hold a grudge for anyone, He wants to make peace with his own heart, he said, hope everything will be better if He tries to sincerely accept every destiny that God has pinned on him. 

“What?” still with a jutek tone the Star sister of Briyan stared cynically at Asha. 

“Casual dong Bin, before that I want to talk first something to you, can?” ask Asha softly. 

“Do not long! I'm busy looking for a wedding dress” she said sarcasm. 

“OK, sorry to have disturbed you Bin a lot, the first I just want to say sorry to you” Asha started the word so gently and gracefully. 

“Sorry for what? Lebaran is still a long time!” with a annoyed face. 

“Sorry for making Mamih and Papih's affection for you divided with me, sorry I am insensitive to your heart and all your worries, I should have known myself for that one thing” Asha paused her speech, looking at the face of the Star that had turned weak, weakened, from the very beginning Asha knew exactly if the Star hated him for not liking the affection of Mamih and Papih that had to be shared with Asha, the Star was too afraid of loss, and she was too afraid of losing, growing up with all the ease of making Bintang a spoiled girl and not wise to respond to the situation. 

“G is not so kok” Star shakes frown. 

“Sorry, because I became a self-informed human being, after my parents died, I really thirsted for everyone's affection, I felt empty and felt only living alone in this world, she said, until long ago I had to beg for Mamih's affection, Papih also ... Briyan, back then I didn't care about your heart, all I wanted was to get the family's attention and affection, only that” Asha smiled as she wiped her tears.

“One more time, please forgive me, I promise I won't beg your family any more affection, now I'm strong enough to live by myself” Asha again smiled, while the Stars are just stunned, I'm happy, his heart felt pinched with every remark of Asha, The Star never knew what bad day Asha had gone through.