DISPUTE OF HEART
Love Can't Be Forced, Can it?

“Aaaaahhhkkk!”

Asha woke up from her nightmare, her breathing was panting, her chest was up and down, her hands were instantly covering both her ears.

“Mamah, Papah ..” Asha's eyes glazed over when the nightmare came back.

“I miss Mamah and Papah” the clear water was sliding without warning.

“Bawa me with you” betrayal Briyan again shadowed his face, Asha increasingly desperate, until He could only return to shouting bitterly, his legs continued to wriggle as if to be released even though no one was holding him back, the weight on his shoulders felt so heavy, even though no one was pressing him.

“Asha?” the almost middle-aged woman came, seeing Asha's condition deteriorating again, Asha's mentality was disturbed! The woman sat down beside Asha and hugged her affectionately.

“Asha strong, Asha can! Sincerely yes, sabar” the woman repeatedly suggested Asha with words of encouragement.

“I found Mamah's diary, I had read it” Asha stared fixedly at the doctor who handled it.

“O yes?” the doctor looked at Asha with a gentle smile.

“Hmh, Mamah loves me so much” Asha's tears come back.

“Sure, all Mothers in this world love their children” doctors smile.

“But, I found one thing ..” Asha's speech paused, the girl stared at the expanse of tea plantations visible from the large glass window of her bed.

“What?” the doctor asked calmly and patiently.

“Briyan ..” murmured Asha slowly, but the growl was held back, as if to withstand a turmoil that was difficult to express.

“Why with Briyan?”

***

“M means Om what?” briyan's tears almost flowed, her hands clutching her head tightly which felt increasingly painful.

“I mean is ..” the man Om Hans called glanced at Briyan with his eagle glare, furious with the young man who had dared to hurt his dearest nephew.

“Do you not remember the kindness of Asha and my family?” the words of Om Hans increasingly make a puzzle for Briyan, until the young man is more confused made.

“Keepage?” of course, Briyan's mind immediately wandered on all the sacrifices and struggles Asha, Briyan knew that the Asha family had poured a lot of funds to help the family's corporate business, Briyan could also feel how a Berliana Asha struggled to take her heart.

Nah! Not that Briyan doesn't understand, it's just that whose heart knows? In the deepest heart, Briyan also wants to reciprocate the feelings and all sincerity of Asha, but what power, love can not be forced, right?.

“Hmh, the kindness of Asha and my family, they are willing to sacrifice a lot for you” Om Hans is still staring hard at Briyan.

“Money? I will replace it, how much money has the Asha family given to my family?” brazenly Briyan smiled disdainfully at the middle-aged man before her. His dream is still very long, there is a lot of time for a man as young as Briyan to raise money and replace all his family's debts to the Asha family, so that his life in the future is not burdened anymore by a debt of gratitude.

“Money? Hey young man! you think that money means so much to me?” Om Hans laughed cynically, underestimating the amount of money with a total of not a few used by the Briyan family.

Young Briyan's soul turbulent, her pride hurt, her ego hurt, it felt like Briyan roared violently and pounced on the arrogant man before her.

“Himwa! Replace my brother's life with yours! Give me back my brother you killed!” Om Hans instantly growled violently, his jaw tightened, his teeth chattered, his face reddened, his voice heard growling. His eyes highlighted Briyan very sharply.

The deg!

Briyan rounded her eyes, what the hell is this? Is Om Hans crazy? How could he have asked for his life to take the place of his late brother? Both of Asha's parents.

“Kill? Haha ... Oh Hans is joking? How could I possibly kill Mamah and Papah Asha?” Briyan chuckled in amusement, but instantly her head felt throbbing pain when the blurry shadow came back.

“You really don't remember it? You're the killer of Briyan!” Om Hans kicked the table, until the cold drink in front of him spilled the whole water in the glass he had not drunk.

“Killer?” Briyan gripped her head that was getting clenched, her vision was already twitching, her hands were shaking violently.

‘Kak Briyan killer!’ it was the voice of a little boy she knew.

“If only that time you didn't leave! If only you hadn't asked my sister for help, then today Asha my niece is the happiest child in the world! He won't be as miserable now! Nor will he beg for your love just because he is so lonely!” the voice of Om Hans growled when the memory of where his beloved brother died, with the stammering Brother left the child so that he took care of him. The sound of Asha's scream due to trauma was also getting more and more fixed in her hearing.

The test!

A drop of tears streamed down his cheek, the adult man immediately wiped it.

“You have to account for everything Briyan! You're the reason this happened! Your selfishness that made my niece suffer all her life” Om Hans voice weakened because of her crying.

Briyan was still silent, the shadows still flashed to each other.

‘You killer!’

‘Do not touch! I'm scared!’

‘You who made Papah and Mamah died!’

“Now, you go home and reflect! Watch your eyes! Who do you think has kept you alive with normal vision now?”

Om Hans immediately stood up, the man immediately left without further ado, leaving Briyan alone who was still contemplating his own life, the blurry shadows becoming clearer, and more vivid, Briyan covered her ears as the voice of the little boy began to sound again.

“Asha, sorry I Sha” Briyan tears back down, trying to stand up even though she is still limp, intending to leave the place in a state of view that is twitching, the pain in her head is getting unstoppable, he said, until finally his consciousness floated, his hands reached for anything, until all the glasses on the table spilled over to cause a noise, some servants immediately approached, and some of them came, and some visitors just look at Briyan with a curious look.

“Asha ..” said it was the last word from Briyan's mouth before she lost her consciousness.

***

‘Today, is the happiest day for me, I tested positive for pregnancy after many years waiting for this good news, ah. It feels impatient to meet my daughter soon, yes! The doctor said the child I bear is female, she is so precious, her presence is like a jewel in my life, my daughter ... I will name you ‘Berliana Asha’ in Sanskrit and Hindi, Asha means hope, you are the jewel of hope for Mamah and Papah’

Asha's tears fell back as she opened the handwritten sheet after sheet of her beloved Mother, there was attached a photo USG Asha when she was five months old in the womb.

“Mamah ... Asha miss Mamah ..”