DISPUTE OF HEART
Hi ... Ayang ...

“Briyan back come in my life”

The beautiful girl let out a heavy sigh, then exhaled slowly, her hands squeezed against each other withstanding the tremors, cold sweat began to pour out, her stomach was so nauseous.

“Lantas what did he do to you?” the middle-aged woman who had been handling her mental health since long ago began to gently ask again.

“Nothing, she came just to bother me just like.” The girl expressed her feelings again.

“Not necessarily, is not now Asha has learned a lot about religion? In religion we suggest that we should always be prejudiced against others, can't Asha do that too? Prejudiced by the arrival of Briyan this time” the doctor smiled soothingly.

“I'm afraid, I'm afraid when the shadow of Briyan's mistreatment always haunts my life” Asha's hand gets more vibrating.

“Alright, no need to be forced, do what makes Asha comfortable” the doctor spoke softly again.

“Only, try Asha little by little to be able to forget the past, well .. I know everything will not be easy, but there is no harm if Asha tries” the doctor smiled gently, I know everything will not be easy, it gives Asha a lot of comfort.

“A I will try it” Asha looked up, then smiled thinly, her pale lips looked a little quivering.

“Still frequent nightmares?” the doctor asked again.

“Sometimes, and it torments me so much, I can't sleep after the nightmare comes again” explained Asha recalls.

“Alright, the medicine is still taken?” the doctor asked again.

“Yes, still” Asha nodded slowly.

“Can you see your hand?” the doctor stared softly, watching Asha's hand.

Asha thrust her hand out, the doctor nodded then smiled.

“Asha doesn't do it anywhere else does it?” the doctor examined Asha's body which was completely covered by the clothes Asha was wearing.

“Ti not” Asha shook her head, her legs docked like hiding something.

“Do not do it on the thigh or leg?” ask the doctor again to convince.

“Ti no” Asha back shakes doubt.

“Alright, I believe you” the doctor nodded then gave some medicine that Asha should consume.

“Last-lately how do you calm your own mind?” the doctor asked again with a smile that did not fade from his lips.

“Thinking, it was very calming and I could forget all the bad shadows that were alternating in my head” Asha explained.

“Good child, clever” doctor stroked Asha's shoulder then hugged her gently, rubbed Asha's head with sincere affection, until Asha felt loved properly.

The doctor looked at Asha's back which had now disappeared behind the door, her head shaking slowly, feeling compassion for the almost perfect beautiful girl of her patient.

“Briyan's arrival back in Asha's life is not good for Asha's mental illness, Briyan can re-trigger Asha's mental to be bad” the doctor re-wrote something on a piece of paper, then keep it in a thick map, from the cover is clearly written if the map contains about Asha's mental health, the doctor closes the map and then store it in a drawer that is quite safe.

***

Asha was stunned when she looked at a creature who was lying down with her eyes closed, then her legs led her to walk over, sit next to her and then sit on one of the chairs with eyes of pity.

“Flag ..”

His greeting to the man who now his eyeballs began to move slowly, then his eyeballs began to look, immediately his own look replaced by a sparkling look even though his face looks pale.

“Asha? It's Asha? Princess Papih?” the man tried to lift his body, fix his sitting position with the help of Asha.

“Asha here make a look Papih, sorry Asha can only come now” the girl put on a sorry face that looks sincere.

“It's okay, knowing if Asha looks healthy like this, Papih happy Nak, you are getting beautiful dear” Papih smiled, admiring Asha's changes are so significant, as well, for the first time the man headed to the old man reviewed his smile after a long time lying down and went back and forth to check the doctor.

“The wean should be healthy again, Papih is young, but why is it sickly like this?” Asha smiled, then thrust out the food that was on the nightstand.

“Eat first, Asha bribin” he continued later.

“The wean will be healthy again, if the one who cares for Papih is Asha” the request makes Asha sculpting, the spoon he is holding hangs in the air.

“Do not think too much, it is only Papih's hope, but if Asha feels uncomfortable, it's okay, Papih there is still Mamih who takes care of” the man reviews the forced smile.

“Feed first, then take medicine” Asha back thrusting food in the mouth Papih, until the old man opened his mouth and then chewed the food that was thrust Asha to the toilet.

“Thank you so much for coming to visit Papih” Papih again said after Asha managed to give him medicine.

“Sama-sama, Asha is also happy to be back with Papih, Asha hopes Papih can be healthy again and can return to carry Asha” Asha smiled bitterly considering all the memories of her togetherness with her ex-husband's family, the former husband, Mamih and Papih were very good people and contributed to raising Asha since both Asha's parents died.

“The wean will be healthy again” his murmur was soft, the next second the drug taken by Papih began to react, Papih began to sleepy and fell asleep afterwards.

Asha exited the room, closed the door slowly, sighed heavily and took it out slowly.

“Hearts complications Sha” sound Mamih disperse daydreams Asha.

“Tadi Papih had told a lot to Asha Mih” Asha glanced at Mamih who was now standing next to him.

“Sorry to trouble you Sha, but Papih keeps asking to want to meet you, after knowing if you have returned home” Mamih explained.

“Asha seneng can come back here again Mih” Asha circulates her gaze, suddenly her heart feels uncomfortable as her eyes circulate staring at the details of the room of her ex-husband's house, and her husband's, in this house there were too many painful memories for Asha, too many rude rejections from Briyan for her.

“Mamih has prepared dinner for you dear, dinner first here ya” Mamih lead Asha's hand towards the dining room, then guide her to sit.

“Mamih masakin your favorite food you know, Mamih know, living abroad must be difficult to eat soto” Mamih thrusting a bowl of soto that is still steaming, mamih, once Asha was so fond of Mamih's soto, Asha accepted it with pleasure, for a moment Asha forgot all her nonsense that continued to gnaw at the heart. Asha and Mamih engaged in small talk when they were still enjoying dinner, Mamih said that the Bintang marriage was forced to retreat a few months because Papih's health had not improved.

“Assalamualaikum ..”

Asha and Mamih looked up, looking at the source of the voice, Asha recognized the voice, as soon as Asha kept her spoon, decided to end her eating session, and intended to leave the house, as Briyan stepped up and tried to approach Asha.

“Hai ... Ayang ..”