DISPUTE OF HEART
Just as Painful

“A Abim ..” Asha was stupefied, only to realize that from yesterday she had not been informed at all or even replied to all the messages Abim looked so worried.

“If you are very busy, can you at least reply to my message Sha? I'm worried and also I miss you”

Asha did not mean to ignore the chat messages and phone calls from Abhimanyu, just that Asha was very busy, not just the message from Abim that he ignored this hri, he said, but many messages from the consumer have also been ignored.

“Sorry Bim, I ..”

Abim opened his eyes, then smiled wistfully, the man looked at Asha deeply then walked closer eroding the distance.

“I brought you breakfast” Abim thrust a parcel to Asha, Asha just sculpted not to immediately accept it.

“Thanks” finally Asha received the package, Asha forgot one thing, Asha made breakfast for Mamih and Briyan but He forgot his own breakfast.

“Although you are busy, do not forget to have breakfast Sha” Abim smiled again, the man's gaze was really unusual, making Asha feel a great sense of guilt.

“Thank you very much Bim” Asha can only sigh with a squeezed body.

“Sama-sama, do not forget to eat, then I go first Sha” Abim say goodbye, then immediately move away after Asha nods her head sign allowing her to leave.

“Abim .. sorry”

Slowly, Asha said sorry even though he knew, Abim would never hear it.

***

Time passed, but the Papih state still did not improve, Papih still lay in a coma, and did not show any signs of awakening, often Asha tried to come to Papih to visit him, also to just strengthen Mamih who must be very sad.

“Sha? You coming again?” Mamih wiped her tears, this time Mamih was alone waiting for Papih, which Asha knew Briyan was working on a project to make her so busy, and her time to be with Mamih was automatically reduced, as well as Bintang, Bintang, because her wedding ceremony was postponed due to Papih's pain, Bintang became have other activities that somehow, Asha did not care and did not want to know.

“Yes, Asha brought this cake for Mamih, yesterday Asha made it with Bi Inah” Asha thrusting a pastry brownies mamih, making Mamih a little smile then immediately try it, Mamih, as a form of appreciation and acceptance for the gift of Asha.

“You are getting smarter cooking dear” Mamih praise after one bite swallowed perfectly.

“Asha is still learning Mamih” Asha shook her head while smiling gently.

“Mamih hear you one office with Briyan Sha?” Mamih suddenly asked, actually Mamih already knew how Briyan ensnared Asha to always be near him, but all this time Mamih pretended not to know.

“Ya Mamih” Asha nodded, honestly lately Asha rarely met with Briyan.

“How's Briyan? Did Briyan go through many changes after that time?” mamih's ambiguous question made Asha fumble over what Mamih's words really meant.

“Yes, of course Mih” Asha nodded again.

“What's Mih?”

“What now Asha is close to returning with a man? Mamih means does Asha already have the desire to re-build the household?”

Mamih's question was really one thing that Asha wanted to avoid, it felt uncomfortable and embarrassing, how could her former in-laws ask such a thing, really Asha felt bad in her heart. Especially before Asha had given the green light to Abhimanyu, really Asha felt tight, confused to answer what.

“Sha, before falling into a coma Papih had expressed his greatest desire to Mamih” before Asha replied, Mamih has returned to voice.

“What's Mih?” ask Asha doubtfully.

“Great desire Papih and Mamih to be able to see Briyan remarry Sha”

There is discomfort in Asha's heart, come on! How do you feel when your ex-parent says he's getting his son back married?

“Yes, maybe it's better Mih” Asha replied in a doubtful tone.

Mamih sighed softly, took a breath and then resumed his speech.

“Mamih hope, Asha will be able to accept Briyan again to be Asha”'s husband

The deg!

“Mamih understand, at that time you were not old enough to be able to live the household well, but this time try to reconsider, Mamih always felt if you were the most harmonious couple in this world, and this time you are the best couple in the world, more trust from your late parents must still run Sha. That day, maybe Mamih was forced to let you go, but this time, Mamih please consider the wishes of Mamih and Papih Sha, Mamih believes this time Briyan has changed a lot Nak”

Mamih's speech is like a spiked flower, beautiful to look at but painful when held, Asha is confused after Mamih finishes her last word, not knowing which word Asha will use as an answer.

“Mamih knows you need time to consider it, it's okay not to answer now, but great hope Mamih especially Papih to be able to see you reunited.” Mamih's eyes glanced at Papih who was still faithfully closed.

Asha was still silent, in Asha's mind was still stringing words to say a wise word that would not hurt anyone.

“Asha doesn't know Mih, Asha is confused, it's not easy for Asha to get through the day after the breakup” Asha tried to be honest, her memory goes back to five years ago, where he spent the day like a madman abroad, many things that Asha had passed alone after his divorce with Briyan, if now Asha returned to the man who had inflicted wounds on him, he said, isn't that the same as pulling out an old wound?.

“You do not know one thing Sha” Mamih paused his words, looked at Asha inside then breathed heavily, exhaled her slowly as if to throw away all the burdens lodged in her chest.

“Briyan also went through everything not easily, Briyan was also almost crazy because of your loss, you guys are both hurt because of the past. Now that you are healed, there is enough time you spend to close the wound, Mamih hope you can mengikhlaskan each other and re-open the new sheet” Mamih hope still remains the same, making a Berliana Asha a part of her son's life, no matter what has happened in the past, only one thing is certain Mamih does not want to lose the son of an Asha.

Asha is silent, she never knows what kind of struggle Briyan went through the hardest time after divorce with her, which Asha thinks might be Briyan happy, then find a new woman better than Asha, who is thinking of Briyan, Briyan gets married again and has a new family, which is what Asha always thought about while away from Briyan. But, hearing Mamih's story just now made Asha realize one thing, both the togetherness and separation that happened between them was equally painful.

“How's Sha? Would Asha consider the wishes of Mamih and Papih?”