DISPUTE OF HEART
Meeting With Mamih

Love for a Berliana Asha is something that He had, but now He chooses no longer to care, a failed household hickstaw, pain that persists to leave a deep trauma, a, asha's somersault reimagines her once-torn world, leaves the homeland for five years, and returns with renewed vigor and hope. It was obvious that Asha hoped that she would never meet anyone related to her past.

But ... who thinks of God's destiny? No one knows including his reunion with his former in-laws, as Asha and Gendis are having lunch together at a Mall.

“Asha? This is Asha Mamih's daughter right?” the middle-aged woman who was still beautiful at this age pointed to Asha in disbelief, even the gentle woman dropped her shopping bag to the ground, inviting the attention of several other visitors.

“Ma Mamih?” Asha was wide-eyed, why on her first day to set foot in the homeland, even her first meeting had to be together with a part of her past? Seeing Mamih shed tears of longing for her, was the same as sowing vinegar on a wound that had long wanted to be sewn tightly, a little bit gaping back, he said, but Asha tries strong to keep looking tough as usual.

“Darling, Mamih longs for Asha, why is your number off? What now Asha hates Mamih?” his sobbing, made Asha's heart feel the same pain, but also could not do much.

“Sorry, Asha did not inform Mamih” Asha to return the warm embrace gently.

“Nothing dear, Mamih understood” Mamih stroked the smooth top of Asha's head covered in hijab, smiling gently in admiration at the transformation of a Berliana Asha.

“You are so beautiful Son, as your name says, you are like a Diamond, you are so shining” Mamih smiled, Asha rubbed Mamih's cheeks which still drained her tears affectionately, Asha said, this woman once loved him very sincerely.

“Thank you, Mamih is also getting beautiful”

“Oh yes, what a coincidence, Star will soon be married, she decided to marry young with her lover, later you can come at her wedding?”

Mamih's eyes glared expectantly, leaving Asha stuttering and confused.

“I Yes Mih” there is no other option for Asha other than nodding her head forced.

“Thank you dear, it feels like Mamih invited you home for dinner together, but considering you have just arrived, you must be tired right?” Mamih asked with a worried look.

“I Yes Mih, next time, Asha stopped by and had dinner at Mamih” Asha's house again nodded with a stammer.

“Thank you dear” Mamih smiled gently, her hands re-enfolded Asha's body, hugging her full of joy and affection.

Meanwhile, in Mamih's embrace too many things were lodged in Asha's mind. The star has decided to marry young, so what about Briyan? Was he also remarried after parting ways with Asha? Uh! Asha wanted to curse her own mind, shaking her head slowly, Asha brushed aside all her delusions. Asha has changed, Asha has moved on!.

***

“Pak, later give the paint cream color for this room, I want this room is not too formal and want there to be a touch of his family, also in this room, please provide a place to relax, please, just the first floor that looks formal as a place to work, on this second floor, please give a touch of a relaxed atmosphere and also warm”

Various orders Briyan said to several employees of his trust, two years ago the man tried to build a two-story building that will be used as a place of business as well as a private home for the residents later, he said, very comfortable occupancy is also strategic if this building has been completed one hundred percent later.

Briyan smiled at this building, there were many struggles and sacrifices he made for this building, his own hands designing and even occasionally working on this dream building.

“Pak, already six o'clock, soon adzan maghrib reverberated, should not you go home?” Roy who had been following Briyan told him, Briyan sighed, too excited to be in this place, making him forget time.

Briyan walked straight to his car, Roy still followed him from behind, in Roy's heart save a little pity for the employer.

“Until when do you continue like this Sir?”.

***

“Bry? Already home?” the soft greeting was immediately heard when Briyan opened the main door of his house.

“Mih, is Asha home? I saw her car just past her house, is that really Asha?” not heeding the question of the Mamih, Briyan immediately confronted the mamih with his question, his heart was so flowery when he saw the gate of the house was slightly open, he said, indicating that the house is now re-inhabited after a long time only occupied by Bi Inah, the household assistant.

“Why does Big Brother's face look have to be that happy? Brother didn't forget, did he? If Asha was already an ex-wife? Does Big Brother still expect him to refer back?” it was the sound of a Star that happened to pass Briyan and Mamih as the girl headed for the kitchen.

“Bin ..” Mamih immediately denounced the spicy speech of the youngest child.

Briyan lowered her head, self-conscious too much expecting the presence of Asha, making her forget herself, too excited, too hopeful, making her forget her own words, to not disturb Asha anymore.

Briyan walked past Mamih, then rushed to his room on the second floor, his hands touched the clothes that Asha had given him, now the clothes were small, but Briyan still hung them, and he was still hanging them, even keeping it beside her bed, only those memories were left of Asha.

Briyan shed her tears while hugging the shirt “Sorry I Sha”. His steps again moved towards the balcony of his room, staring at the increasingly dark night sky, despite the flickering stars at the end of the horizon there.

“I'm cool, it turns out you're fine Sha”

***

In a room on the second floor of a house, Asha was laying her body on a bed she had just slept in again after five years had passed, this house ... home with all the bitter and sweet memories that He has gone through, his eyes again closed when the shadows of his past with someone he once loved each other.

Her body shivered again, cold sweat began to fall down, Asha bit her lower lip, closing her eyes tightly. His hand grasped the medicine that had been in his check.

“Until when should I do this?” mumbling slowly.

“Non Asha?”

Asha re-opened her eyes with a glare, looking at Bi Inah who was now smiling looking at her.

“You want to pray together with Bibi and Mang Diman?” tawar Bi Hinah soft.

“Hmh ... Asha Mau” Asha nodded, then moved with a staggering body shaking violently, while Bi Inah immediately secured the sedative that almost Asha consumed. Bi Inah knew, Asha passed her day very easily.