DISPUTE OF HEART

DISPUTE OF HEART
Sha, where are you???


“I'm home Sha.”


Briyan muttered that word with an excited look as her feet were on the airport floor, soon her family's pickup car would arrive, Mamih and Papih still standing beside her.


Briyan inhaled a deep breath of air, the last year she did not come home, there was a longing to sneak in the chest in her homeland, could it be that what her parents said the past year was true? That Briyan's choice to leave his country over leaving Asha is a mistake, regret will be obtained if Briyan does not follow the orders of his parents.


But who would care then? Briyan's heart is too passionate to realize his dream, in accordance with his nature, teenagers with high curiosity, want to try and realize many things that are in his mind, whether it is right or wrong, he said, the important thing is to try it first, the rest Briyan does not care. That was Briyan's thought one year ago, but now ..everything seems to be karma for Briyan, she lost everything in the same time, postponing her dream for a while, also have to lose Asha for now. Briyan was regretful, deeply regretful, just could it be that regret would be useful for now? Briyan inhaled a heavy breath, her struggle will start soon now.


“Bry, let's ride” Mamih's voice interrupts, Briya immediately nods then keeps her suitcase in the trunk, and gets into her pickup car.


Along the way only silence was created, the faces of Mamih and Papih were tired and tense faces, they were like storing such a heavy burden.


“Mih, Asha is there contact Mamih?” Briyan broke the silence, opened the conversation with a still sideways gaze, looking at the streets that had already begun to solidify.


“Nothing” Mamih shook her head with bated breath, Briyan smiled grimly, her story with Asha will be complicated now, instantly regret for having betrayed her soon reigns over her heart.


‘True what people say, someone will feel his presence, if he has gone from our life’


Briyan screamed in her mind,


Arriving home, Briyan immediately got down from the car, walked to his room that he had not occupied for a long time, his hands immediately shrewdly opened his closet, and his, staring at the nanar on the few pieces of clothes hanging in it, the clothes were handmade Asha, Asha who designed especially for him, Briyan smiled wryly when considering his treatment of Asha, as she was, the man grabbed the shirt and kissed her inside.


“Sha, where are you?”


***


“I want to go home!” Asha snapped at her doctor rudely, the girl returned to her initial mode, going bar-bar-like if her wishes were not fulfilled.


“Sabar Sha, the condition of your house will not be conducive to your situation now” the doctor patiently calms down.


“I want to meet Bi Inah” Asha still reasoned, but everyone knows exactly, if there is one big plan that Asha is designing, if there is one thing, everyone was so afraid that Asha would hurt herself.


“Bi Inah will be here for you Sha” doctor again provide the best solution, really, let Asha again occupy a house full of memories with her parents will make Asha more soluble with her hatred.


“No! I want to enroll in college, I also want to be a normal human being, I already have no one, so I have to be strong myself” Asha's eyes have now changed, not as happy as before, so I have to be strong, his eyes were full of pent-up anger.


“Sha ..”


“I don't need permission from anyone, I want to go home to my house!” the stubborn girl remained pushy, until finally the doctor could only bow down allowing, after all if Asha was forced, then there would be no point, the girl would be even more traumatized.


“Alright, go home, but promise, don't make something that could hurt yourself Sha” the doctor reminded and Asha nodded confidently.


***


“Bi, I want to meet Asha”


“Non Asha is not here Den” Bi Inah shakes his head, according to the interruption of Asha and his Om, if there is anyone who wants to meet Asha, then Bi Inah must say do not know anything.


“Loh? Asha where?” Briyan frowned, instantly her panicked face was so noticeable.


“Emh, Non Asha .. she .. she is not at home” Bi Inah who is not good at lying it becomes a rage.


“Bi, tell me the same, where is Asha?” Briyan clasped Bi Inah's hands together, looking into her intimidating eyes, Bi Inah was getting into a dilemma.


“Auntie doesn't know Den, really, which Bibi knows, Non Asha did not return to this house after his return from abroad to meet Aden” Bi Inah explained with eyes stuck on the ground.


“Bi! I know, Bibi knows something, let's say it to Bi, where Asha” Briyan frustratedly ruffled her hair.


“Aibi really does not know Den” Bi Inah again shook his head, when Briyan's body became weak, he was confused, where else to look for Asha? Instantly his memory was fixed on the place where Asha always wanted to go when Asha was missing her parents, yes! Briyan had to look for him there, he thought.


Immediately, Briyan drove his car at high speed to get to where Asha thought he was, Briyan was sure he would find Asha.


“Who came Bi?” a beautiful girl got down from her luxury car, walked towards Bi Inah who was still fixated on staring at the departure of Briyan's car.


“D Den Briyan Non” Bi Inah says with stuttering.


“Cih! Just remember I apparently” Asha screeched, clenched both her hands holding in anger, then entered into her room by slamming the door, Bi Inah knows exactly what will happen after this. His hand stroked his chest when he heard the sound of shouting as well as some other broken items.


“Killer!” the word was so shrill in Bi Inah's hearing, the old woman immediately wiped away her tears that almost spilled.


“Non, eling Non” Bi Inah knocked on her little employer's door to calm down, meanwhile, Asha still sounded hysterical, roaring bitterly over her tragic life.


“Non, Auntie please, open the door cah ayu” Bibi is still not giving up, keep knocking on the door of Asha's room with trembling hands.


The sound of a cell phone immediately distracted Bi Inah, the woman immediately picked up her phone.


“Ya Sir?”


“ ... “


“As usual Sir, Non Asha state is not fine”


“....”


“Sorry, Bibi also does not know if Den Briyan will be here”


“...”


“Sorry Tuan”