Khadija
feel weird's!

feel weird's!

The sky is still dark as well as the wind gusts that feel fresh have not been contaminated by air pollution when Kha finished performing dawn prayers. Kha sat in a rattan chair hanging on the balcony terrace, her gaze thrown far out of nowhere. Right now, the atmosphere out there was increasingly foreign, empty like his mind as well as his heart. There was not a single time he spent with joy since then, since the wound came without a sign and hit the likes without pause.

The situation with Blue has not changed still has not met nor communication, Kha really stopped making podcasts. Her parents and in-laws rarely visit her in the store, only by phone. The busyness of what they are living makes Kha lonely in the middle of a series of activities.

“Eat this fruit alone, do not daydream continuously.” reprimand Dipa who stayed at home since the content of Kha is getting bigger.

“Not hungry, Dip.”

Dipa sat in front of Kha, gently rubbing the stomach that is more perfectly rounded. Her amazement was not only with Kha's pregnancy, but also with the patience and strength that Kha had.

“It's almost time, right?” ask Dipa while still rubbing Kha's stomach.

“Late this week the forecast. Hopefully not missed, I can't wait to see my son.” Kha smiled bitterly, implied sadness at every inch of her smile width.

“Do not stress, there I will accompany you to give birth.” said Dipa strengthen Kha.

Kha rubbed Dipa's palms on her stomach with teary eyes. “thank you so much for taking care of me, accompany me, and strengthen me all this time, Dipa.”

“Teh, what I do for you now is nothing compared to what you love to me and Fateh. Never hesitate to ask for help to me, now I can be here and this is also because of your kindness. Remember no? Though I used to not use my mind twice for evil sma you, the important thing is that I can go home with money to eat Fateh the same Idah mom, Idah, had you reported me to the police it might have been another story, I would have never seen Fateh go to university, I also will not be able to fulfill my promise to Ningsih to take care of her mother until the end. I learned a lot with you, maybe what I got from here will not be enough just with an apology and thank you.”

Kha's bead eyes bristled at Dipa's story during their first encounter. His thought at that time felt right even though there was a bit of frustration because of Dipa's actions, but after knowing the reason behind it, even Kha repeatedly chuckled in admiration.

“Kok even cry?” ask Dipa.

“You talk a lot, still early in the morning let's not make people sad.”

Dipa grimaced, enjoying herself who is now more free to tell about many things with Kha, “ I just want to know, there is I who will never leave until Blue returns, he said,” said Dipa earnestly.

“One more time thank you, Dipaya.”

*****

Kha began to dare to drive his own car from home to his rukonya, yes ... Although the distance is not too far especially than the blue car is better he uses. Actually, he had been able to drive a car for a long time, but he never used his skills. Recently Kha dared to bring a car, it was forced after her in-laws, Barid, also Dentar who was always absent to pick her up.

“This is what, Tea?" Tanya Dipa saw a suitcase and storage box with a size large enough lying in the trunk of the car.

“That's my clothes are the same as some baby needs, so at any time I feel there is a contraction so it can go straight to the hospital," replied Kha while getting into the car.

“Actually ... Mama, Papa, on what busy huh, Dip? Soon I was going to give birth but they never even looked at me. Shake up Barid too, Oh yes! I've also never seen Dumbness in the studio, yes ‘kan?”

Dipa who was sitting on the side chair slightly nervously answered Kha's question, “busy times, Tea. More photoshoots outside possible.”

“Iya, also sih.”

“Assalamaicum, Om. Tumben early in the morning here?”

“Waalaikumsalam, Tea, have you arrived? This Om there needs to be the same Mas Gentar.”

“Tante Mia want to shoot again?”

“Emm, yes maybe later, Om to the inside first, Tea, want to talk to Mas Gentar for a moment.”

Kha tilted her head, everything felt strange in her opinion. Everyone was suddenly busy with their respective affairs without caring about him as before. Worries immediately fussed, how not to be in his current condition requires more support system.

“Hmmm bismillah, there will be nothing.” mumbled Kha expel away her nervous rsa, for the sake of many flower orders and dense decorating events.

Suddenly ...

“Teh why?” asti asked from behind the glass door, staring worriedly at Kha who was slightly bent down palpating her lower abdomen.

“It's okay, As, it's a little crampy.” replied Kha as her mouth fizzed.

“Alright, Tea, Rest in the room first yes.”

With careful steps Kha stepped in led by Asti towards the upper room. Laying down the body on the mattress hoping that the cramps will subside soon. However, one or two hours after the cramps in the abdomen not subsided but spread to the waist, Kha felt pain throughout the body to difficulty breathing.he remembered and had learned this before, Kha felt pain all over the body, like the signs of giving birth.

“Dip, help me for a moment,” pinta Kha on Dipa via mobile phone, hearing the alarming Kha voice made Dipa run towards the upper room.

Dipa saw Kha bending over her hands on the table, with one hand holding her left waist.

“Why, Tea? Is anyone sick?” Kha did not reply, his face was red, grinning as well hissing in pain. Dipa led Kha to sit on the mattress, put a pillow to lean on also petrified Kha to raise her legs.

“Huhh huuh huuh” Kha set the rhythm of her breath, slightly subsided, the pain disappeared after a while.

“Why are you, Tea? Want to see a doctor not?” Kha shook her head with her eyes closed.

“Let's go, Dip, the pain is gone.” but not for a long time the pain came back, and more pain than before. Kha gives up and asks Dipa to drive herself to the hospital.

Asti and Boim who saw Dipa memapah down Kha immediately approached to help.

“Boim please you call mas Gentar or whoever is next door make deliver Teteh to the hospital, then you close the store.”

“OK!”

While leading Kha into the car, Dipa ordered Asti to stay stand by at the store to work on orders that had been received.

“Kha why Dipa?”