Khadija
Not Jihan

Not Jihan

Silent road conditions make Blue freely stepping on the gas pedal at high speed. He no longer cares about the name of salvation, he only thinks about getting to the destination quickly.

His chest was really tight to imagine if what he thought was the truth. How can a mother with the heart to do vile things only because of the issue of office alone. Is that so crazy as Jihan with treasure? though all this time Jihan always rejected the work of Blue on the grounds that she still has her own income.

Upon arrival in the basement of the apartment, Blue jumped down and almost slammed the car door. The scale firmly treads the passageway leading to the elevator. Gee whiz... Blue almost hit the elevator door that never came down. Now waiting 2 minutes seems to wait a full day.

Without a doubt, Blue pressed the combination of the door numbers of Jihan's apartment room. And double shot! Blue pulled one corner of her lips. Smirking hated to see Jihan sitting with Jecin, enjoying the wine in each of their hands. Are they celebrating after successfully harming Dusk? It's really a disgusting female duo, but good thing, the job is easy because you don't have to search for them separately.

“Oh hi, dear... tumben you came? bring the fresh breeze what is this?” Jihan greeted Blue without any burden, as if she had been visited by her son without any special purpose as usual.

Fresh wind? Damn it! Is the unhappy news from him a breath of fresh air for Jihan? Jeez... would like Blue to beat the women in front of him with a flick of hands.

“You alone? Where's your wife who only has her eyes?”

Blue silenced. None of Jihan's questions she wanted answered. He thought for a moment, how to deal with these two shameless women. The woman who could still sit quietly after almost obliterating one's life.

Her eyes followed Jihan who got out of place, took the glasses and bottled juice from the refrigerator and poured it for her.

“Why shut up? Come sit down, Mama wants to hear what you have to say. It is impossible for you to come with fiery eyes for no reason,” Jihan said calmly, not feeling guilty in the slightest.

“Je think Aunt needs time together,” said Jecin after staring at Blue who never sat down. “Then, Je said goodbye first, Tan.”

Blue blocked Jecin's steps with his legs. He gave a sharp look to the cunning woman in front of him.

“Sit!” say Blue to Jecin.

Jecin looked puzzled as soon as Blue sat down and let Jecin sit with an intimidating look.

“You why the hell, Bi?” Blue ignored Jihan's question and kept staring intently at Jecin until the woman returned to her seat.

He raised the juice glass of the Jihan, shook the contents without drinking, then put the glass rough until it creates a clinking sound due to glass friction.

“This is how you celebrate success?”

Blue glanced at Jihan and Jecin alternately. What he saw, Jihan frowned while Jecin looked surprised. The look on his face turned pale instantly, his seat also became a little agitated.

“What success do you mean? Mama doesn't understand.”

The blue laughter exploded. Under these circumstances, Jihan could still twitch. “Serious Mama don't know?!”

“Oath yes! You mean what the hell, Bi! come-come not as usual, now talk that Mama does not understand! what the hell is it?”

“Try asking this Mama's best friend.”

Jihan turned to look at Jecin. Whether this is their play or not, but Blue sees Jihan wanting an explanation of Blue's attitude. He frowned, the more he could not understand when Jecin played his hand like a confused person.

“Jecin.”

“Sorry Auntie, Je knows nothing,” as fast as lightning Jecin pulled the clutch bag and left the apartment without saying goodbye. Jihan who was surprised to see Jecin's attitude turned around demanding an explanation from Blue.

Confused? Is it true that Jihan doesn't know, or pretends not to know. But she's a model, right? a man with a thousand masks. Maybe this is just their acting because they are celebrating success together.

“Jawab Mama, Bi."

“Not Blue to answer, but Mama!”

“What should Mama answer?!”

Blue dipped the juice until the toilet was not left. His throat began to feel hot, he rested his back, while reaching for a cellphone from his pocket. After opening the phone and looking for what he wants to show, Blue throws the phone at Jihan.

Jihan took a cell phone and scanned the screen, sliding one photo at a time in the gallery with a facial expression that Blue could not guess.

“Senja? sick him? accident?” Jihan squinted her eyes to enlarge the picture from the phone. His forehead shriveled making Blue even more confused.

“Why would Mama do that?!”

“What's the claim?” Jihan still has a flat face, “You mean, you accuse Mama of doing this to Dusk?!”

Blue did not answer, only did not let go of his eyes on Jihan.

“You accuse Mama of dusk? Yes, Bi?!” Jihan was inflamed with her face flushed red and eyes wide open, a condition that Blue had only seen all this time.

“You think Mama is that crazy?! why am I cheating at Dusk! If I'm that shortsighted, it's been since Dusk I woe!”

“Ma!”

“What! You can come here just to accuse Mama who is not-no, Mama is disappointed with you, Bi!”

“I know, Papa knows too, the person behind the accident Mama was Jecin's man, then now? you guys got a wine party together, what do you mean?”

Brakk!! Jihan slammed Blue's phone, staring at Blue as if she couldn't believe what she had just said.

“No way Jecin, why would he do twilight! just know no!” Jihan still defends Jecin even after seeing a video photo on his phone.

“Because it's Blue here..”.

“Therefore you accuse Mama? It doesn't make sense to you, Bi. I do not like the woman who has taken your Papa from Mama, but Mama is not that stupid. At least she is credited with replacing Mama to be your Mother.”

Jihan's words seem unnatural in Blue ears, she still remembers the services of Dusk alone an impossibility that can escape from Jihan's mouth. But the question of Jecin also cannot be ruled out. If not Jihan behind all this, then who? What Jecin's motive really is.

Many times he glanced at the screen of the phone which glowed. The name of the wife is on the phone screen. Blue grabs the phone, he steps out of the balcony and answers Kha's call.

Assalamualaikum, Mas... Papa said you left for a while to finish business, is it still a long time?

“Ngak, darling. It's over, I'm straight back to the hospital, you wait a minute later we go home together.” Blue disconnects, when he re-enters he sees Jihan preparing.

“Mama will find Jecin, Mama will ask him if he means what harms Dusk. If it turns out that Mama was not proven to conspire with Jecin, you know what you have to do.”

Blue was still silently sculpting as Jihan came out and violently closed the door. He rubbed his face many times, increasingly confused, the attitude of Jihan who did not accept the accusation made Blue doubtful. Isn't Jihan really the culprit?

That yesterday had negative thinking with Jihan, time and place are welcome bestieeee 😂

Thanks Luv who still faithfully read to date , ️