Khadija
I can't, how about you?

I can't, how about you?

“A-what! Just said what?”

“Udah I suspect, your reaction will definitely make people overthinking!” grumbled Dumbly.

“Tar, lu-lu no longer joking, ‘kan?”

“Lo think I'm se bang sat it, this thing I made a joke!” sulkan Gentar, “bini you are pregnant, said the doctor about 6 weeks, so I tell you first. Fear if Kha who talked first to elo, continue to see the reaction lo kayak gini, bini lo will think no!”

Blue rubbed his face rough. He can clearly digest every sentence that Daunted said, but one sentence that can make his heart beat is ...

Kha is pregnant ....  

Yep! If Gentar did not first deliver this news, maybe his surprised reaction would make Kha disappointed. It could be that Kha thinks that the presence of a child is not his hope. Behind that, Blue is very happy. After being given a wife of Salihah, now he will also be blessed with a baby, how could it be unhappy. However, the current circumstances that make happiness it becomes a burden.

“Lo no seneng, Kha pregnant child, lo?”

Blue squealing, “what kind of questions is it. I'm just worried, Tar. Lo know I can not escape from here even though Jecin same nyokap I already stuck, continue now who is taking care of Kha during my time here.”

“Gue can not say anything about your sentence, which is certainly the same evidence witnesses made in the trial was enough to ease the sentence. Kha problem, you should be grateful to have a family and in-laws like them, Kha will not be lonely. You can also write me.”

Blue smiled, it was appropriate he was grateful to be given an extraordinary family. Yes ... although minus the biological mother who actually with the heart to make herself suffer like this.

“Lo know what about pregnant people.” Blue sneer.

Undaunted to reply with sarcastic laughter, “asil I am the first person who has been in the same job cravings bini lo! I came to muterin Jakarta to nyari garang asem, emang asem tu bidadari bucin.”

Blue frowned for a moment then pursed his lips. She had just heard of Kha's pregnancy, but Gentar had already shown off if she had fulfilled Kha's cravings request for the first time. Blue is also envious, because it should be the one on Kha's side at a time like this. But how else, fate wants them to be separated until the time he himself does not know until when.

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Blue also saw the worry of Kha every look at the wound on the corner of the lips as well as the temple that was torn. However, lucky Kha did not ask that, because if Kha asked Blue was confused to answer what. It was impossible if he had to tell about the existence of judgment in prison.

This afternoon, the inaugural hearing will be held. Blue has given the message to Awan so that Kha does not need to be notified and brought to justice. Initially Blue felt that Kha's health had dropped after she was detained, but what she heard from Gentar this morning was precisely the news of Kha's pregnancy that shocked her.

The trial was only attended by Mr. Sarman as a lawyer. In addition Awan, Azzam and Gentar were also present to see the judge's answer about the filing of the detention suspension filed by the lawyer.

“As a judge who prioritizes serving the community, I believe the detention of Albiru's brother will benefit social stability. From the results of the legality review it was decided on the detention of the accused.”

The sentence of the verdict by the judge who said he rejected the suspension of his detention and destroyed the foundation of his power. Being a defendant of a murder case is very hard he received. Even though his actions were done solely to defend himself and save his wife, his actions had still wiped out someone's life.

He's down at the table. He stood up after police pulled his arm to be taken back to the detention house. There Azzam approached him and gave advice to strengthen himself. How heartbreaking when the wise voice of Azzam filled the mind, but he did not keep his promise to parents Kha to always accompany and keep his beloved daughter.

“Papa think you've heard from Gentar, bring this,” said Awan while tucking a photo into his prisoner's pocket, “Don't worry, your wife there we guard. You take good care of yourself there, do not get involved in things that could have been burdensome in the trial later.” continued Awan.

Blue was brought back in on the justice ministry's emergency bus. In the car he grabbed a photo of the cloud which turned out to be the result of print out usg pregnancy Kha. His eyes were heating up and bristling, so far he felt he had no point of weakness that could affect him. However, this time there is Kha and also his prospective son who makes himself feel like a loser.

“Sorry me, Kha ..” hiss Blue ogre.

Blue stared at the roof trying to hold back her tears from falling. However, no matter how hard he tried, still collapsed while staring at the painstaking piece of usg photos. Her heart was broken to the brink, she felt she had failed to take responsibility as a husband.

If only that night had never existed, maybe tonight he was happy to celebrate Kha's pregnancy, or maybe it was excited to prepare the presence of the prospective baby to the world. But the situation has changed, behind the gratitude of Blue there is a fear with the child that Kha will be born. Silly questions began to take over his brain.

What if the decision at the last trial does not bring good news.

What if Kha has to go through pregnancy without her company?

Worth he got the title ‘Ayah’ by a child he could never meet.

Then ... how the fate of their child, who will be born with the burden of being the child of an ex-convict.

Kha ... Deserve me?