Khadija
Khadija

...58. Dear Khadijah's....

Khadija.

Kha awakens when a light beam pierces her net. He felt his body was very weak without energy. His eyes squinted so consciously that he was in an unfamiliar room. The smell of the place was also the smell of medicine.

“Kha, are you awake?”

He was surprised to hear Barid's voice from the side where he had fallen asleep. Reflex Kha checks the veil as well as the hijab which turns out to still cover her fist. In any case, the treatment of Barid first really left trauma.

“I where?” ask Kha.

“You're in the hospital. Last time passed out at the police station.” Barid replied.

Now Kha remembers. He had sensed something strange from his body since he entered the police station. Whether out of nervousness or fear, he felt extremely uncomfortable being in that place. What made him regret half to death was that his encounter with Blue became incompatible with his shadow. Though he has struggled in the feelings that arouse to see the reaction Blue received his artificial flowers and see facial mimic when eating processed dishes.

Kha covered her face with both hands. He cried sobbing. Disappointed in yourself why you have to faint at the wrong time.

“Kha ..”.

“Leave me alone, Mas!”

Right now he just wants to be alone. Curse his body that doesn't work well together. Today should be the happiest day because he can let go of longing and mingling with Blue even in a limited place and time.

“Abang this nitip, read if you have been lightened,” Kha glanced at Barid who put a piece of folding paper on the nightstand. He grabbed the paper and waited for Barid to come out of the room.

“I wait in front. If you need something just call.” said Barid.

Kha nodded. The door closed again after Barid came out, and he began to slowly open the white paper with the original tear on the edge. Haven't started reading yet Kha's eyes have flooded. Several times he had to catch his breath and wipe away his tears.

“Huuft. Bismillah ..” Kha again spread out the paper, and began to read it slowly.

Dear khadijah, my wife ....

Assalamualaikum jewel heart. Bidadari.

A rare and strange woman I managed to keep.

Did you know, the day where the word ‘SAH’ echoes in every corner of your house, you know,

It was the happiest day of this cowardly and annoying guy.

You are the form of QS. Thaaha 39 which Allah has bestowed on me.

From then on, I committed to making you the only woman I could align my steps with.

Khadija ....

I'm sure you're in good shape right now.

*S**because I'm the same, it's only possible that our hearts are in turmoil right now*.

It's okay, if we are sincere and patient through it, then the gift for us will be more beautiful.

QS. Ali ‘Imran verse 125.

Isn't that right, Kha?

Khadija ....

Therefore I beg you with all my happiness with you, stop crying over me, and then change with prayer. Because your prayers are all I need right now.

After that, I will fight without the slightest fear.

May God give us the opportunity to experience the enormity of AL FATH: 5

^^^Blue.^^^

He read a letter from Blue with each sentence accompanied by a warm circle from the eye. Kha felt his chest so tight, like there was no more oxygen in the room that could be inhaled. He did not expect his heart to be this broken. The more tightly he hugged the letter, the deeper the guilt he felt. This time, he was disappointed with his own actions.

If only he had not been careless, if only he could have been more honest, maybe Blue was still next to him at this time. But now Blue who was then fighting to save his family, and save himself from the attack of criminals must get punishment. Kha felt this was really unfair to her. Blue shouldn't be in that threatening place.

He tilted his body to the left. Still in a position hugging the letter from Blue. Kha needed something to cover her face so that the sound of her crying could not be heard outside. However, no matter how much he covered with pillows, heart-wrenching cries were still heard to the outside of the room.

Because outside, the clouds are trying to calm the twilight who also sobbed to hear his daughter-in-law crying. Maybe not only Barid and Cloud were filled to hear Kha's cry, some people who passed them also threw pityful gazes.

“Please Kha, Pa .. should have been that night I did not tell Acha phone Abang.” regret Dusk.

“Sabar, Ma, Blue will be free soon. Papa will try any way to let Blue go home and regroup with us.”

An hour passed and Kha's crying voice was still heard, already smoother than before but still sounding very pitiful. Dusk accompanied by Barsha who came with Viona sat on the waiting bench outside the room. They deliberately gave Kha space and time to calm down before knowing the next news. Barid and Awan have returned to the police station to work out a plan for the next steps.

“It's been over an hour. You can't keep believing in this. We'd better go in and calm down kha.” take Viona.

“Iya, Kha must take care of his health. We can't just keep Kha down.”

Finally the 3 women entered the nursery after previously promising each other not to shed tears in front of Kha. In order for Kha to calm down, Dusk and the others also hid her sadness .

Dusk grabbed a glass filled with mineral water from the top of the nightstand. “Kha .. drink first yes.”

Kha shook from behind the pillow.

“Kha ..”.

For a minute Kha still did not move from his place. Making Dusk powerless to hold his cry back. But he hastily removed the tears so that Kha would not see.

“Kha .. mama please don't gini. I hope you can help Blue in a way that you are strong and steadfast. If you continue to fall like this, what do you think Blue will feel? Must be tormented because you cannot accompany you here, ‘kan?”

Apparently, the sentence of Dusk teased Kha until her daughter-in-law released a pillow and sat leaning against the head of the bed. His eyes are moist, veil to print the shape of the face because it is wet by tears. Dusk and merta tightly hugged Kha who still hugged the letter from Blue.

“You are strong, you must be strong, dear. There's Mama and the others here. Describe what is your destiny. Let Papa try to find a way to free Blue, we help prayer for everything yes, Kha.”

Kha again shed a cry in the arms of Dusk, this time even sounding more piercing the recesses of the heart.

“A-I'm not strong, Ma. I should have been the one in the law, not Mas Biru.”

“I miss mas Blue ...”

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