Khadija
The most beautiful instrumental music

68. The most beautiful instrumental music.

For the Blue mas, half my spirit is being suspended.

Assalamualaikum, Mas ... how are you?

Mom, I don't think I've had time to apologize

for everything that happened, on this occasion I sincerely apologize

for my dishonest attitude.

How does it feel there? Must be exhausting and torturous.

Same, I was tormented.

the difference is you because of the place and me because of the circumstances.

Every night I tried to convince myself

That everything's gonna be okay.

Oh yeah, something I want to give, have you accepted?

It's the same usg mp3 player photo, it contains a voice recording that definitely makes you happy.

Yes it was ....

Hows it? Already horrified? You cry like me?

Yeah, that's the sound of a baby's heartbeat.

Our son, Mas. I'm pregnant with your son.

Alhamdulillah ....

Although the sound was noisy, but the strong heartbeat was

this is the most beautiful and melodious instrumental music I have ever heard.

Before I knew I was pregnant, every night I would look at our room, saying

‘as usual, nothing interesting today’

But when I found out that our son was here, my words changed

‘Good job for today, let's rest let's tomorrow we adventure again’

🥰🥰

Mas, whatever the court's decision, I hope we can be equally sincere.

Do not be burdened by the presence of our future children, because thanks to you my hero,

saved us both.

Although our bodies are distant, I believe our prayers always meet in the contest.

Mas ... I wait for you to get to the best point according to destiny.

^^^Love, khadijah.^^^

Blue finished reading the letter from Kha delivered by Gentar. Just like the contents of the letter, Blue also repeated the recording of the heartbeat sound many times. His face sparkled even though tears could not be contained. The heavy days of Kha passed without him.

Now Blue has two ultrasound photos in her hand, one from Dumbar and another from Kha. Photos that look different because the gift of Kha has seen the shape of the fetus.

“My boy what girl ya, Tar?”

“Hopefully let the girl be like her mother.” replied Dumbly sneering, Blue only replied with a sharp look.

“Suntil when are you this reason not to meet Kha? You do not miss your wife or at least want to know the form of Kha that has begun to swell the fierce rock asem.”

Instantly the question of Dumbness made Blue speechless. The sharp gaze now turned into a wistful one. Kha is the point of happiness as well as the point of weakness. Meeting with Kha always leaves suffering. Blue longs, wants to embrace Kha, kisses her forehead, but all of it is hindered by circumstances. Make Blue weak over every tear drop that comes out of his springy eyes Kha.

“Tomorrow, after all done I will meet Kha.” replied Blue flat.

The final trial left Blue feeling pity and very guilty, after learning that the victim left behind a wife and 2 children, one of whom is still a toddler. Even though he was evil, he was still a breadwinner for the family.

All night Blue looked at the picture of his son. He smiled once in a while, but the next second turned into a sob. Is karma? He has separated a father from his children now he must be separated from Kha and his future children.

“Sleep, Bro! Tomorrow lo trial, ‘kan?” said one of my friends shared his space.

Blue just nods and reviews the smile, then relaxes by hugging usg photo also letter from Kha.

The next day....

Blue got off the car that took him from the detention house to the court. Before entering the courtroom, he was allowed to see his family members. That's where Blue met Kha after all this time. Detached from his expectations, Blue thought Kha would cry like before. However, the reality was different Kha walked cheerfully while smiling broadly at him. Although covered in a veil, the eyes that formed the crescent moon signified how big Kha's smile was that morning.

“I miss,” said Kha spoiled, making Blue gnash can not bear to kiss the forehead and then embrace it tightly.

“Bismilah yes, Mas.”

“Hmmm, Bismillah. Pray for Mas, yes.”

Blue's body slumped without letting go of her embrace, then crouched right in front of Kha's stomach. Whispering a prayer and kissing his wife's stomach.

Robbi habli milladunka dzurriyyatan. Innaka samii’uddu’a. [3: 38]

“O my Lord, give me from the side of You a good son. Verily You are the Hearer of prayer.”

“Sorry Dad yes, son, do well in Mom's stomach.” whispered Blue and then kissed Kha's stomach.

Blue stood up, hugging Kha for a moment. He observed body changes in his wife from head to toe. True, Gentar said, now Kha was a little more contained than the time of his last meeting.

Kha guided Blue's hand and placed it on her lament, directing that the blue rub felt a twitch in the abdomen.

Blue smile felt a twitch from his wife's stomach, “sick, no?”

Kha.

“Every morning must be nauseous yes.”

Kha again shook his head, “not, really. I'm not morning sikcness, just start pas don't know I'm pregnant.”

“Ngidam what?”

Getting a question from Blue about the sudden cravings made Kha turn to Dumbar who was also staring at him.

“From his food taste anyway I am sure 100% if it's a lo child, Bi.” Cibir Gentar make Kha frown.

“Good people, really!” chastisement Kha.

All who were in the room suddenly held back laughter, because among them only Barsha who had not tasted food from a place to eat that became Kha's favorite after pregnancy.

“Enak really, really good. Later when your sister is born you eat again there, yes,” advice Clouds wrapped in satire.

“Of course, Pa!” answer Kha straightforwardly.

The warm atmosphere of the joking family laughter that Blue always longed for after weeks languishing behind bars, he finally returned to feel. Blue is grateful, from all its limitations, Kha gets a place that will always provide comfort for her. He calms down a little because his family will never make Kha's day empty and lonely.

“It is soon our turn to enter.” said Mr. Sarman to change the atmosphere to a little cold.

Kha clasped his hand tightly while whispering, “bismillah, God willing the result is good.”

“Previous trial ... verdict hearing for Jacinda Nahesswari and Ms. Jihan Atkhan.” continued Mr. Sarman.

Blue circulates the view, staring one by one the family who are in place with anxious feelings, “ha-the result is how, sir?” tanya Blue hesitates.

“Jacinda allotted with imprisonment and fine, 8 years, Bi.”

“If Ma-”

“Bu Jihan was proven to only follow Jecin's orders because he was threatened, he was given a 3-year prison sentence minus the probation.”

Clouds pat Blue back, “not to worry, we have tried to give testimony and evidence to alleviate, the rest we just submit.”

At the doorway he let go of his family's heavy hugs one by one, especially at Dusk and Kha. Judicial time will soon begin and Blue's feelings will grow increasingly violent. The reality of Jihan who was only forced to follow the path of Jecin alone got the number 3, making himself more pessimistic to get fresh air afterwards.

“Bismillah.” whispered Kha repeatedly let go.