Does Fate Have to Be Like This?
My fault

Day by day... Week after Week.month after month.year after year. Makes our souls scream, and cry to ask out of the creepy life while at school.

From that day on, Adrian and I were always bullied, and their treatment of us got worse. They can hide their treatment in front of the teacher, and even if it is discovered by the teacher. They just need to work together, and think about how to get out of it, and again they will win, and the teacher will never listen to our words.

Because it's also me, and Adrian being away from our own parents. So that they do not worry about us who are always oppressed, and always leave scars once every time we go home from school. Despite that, the worry of our parents is still given to us as their children.

We are always beaten very badly, like in spit, in a hit, in a dirty water flush from a puddle of water in a garbage can. So bad was their treatment that it made my true friend cry. I can only comfort her to calm her down. Because soon we'll be out of this terrible school, we're already in sixth grade.

"Yahwaaaa! hyx! why should we!? huhu!" adrian cries in the bathroom that was quiet because it was from earlier the lesson bell has sounded which signals the school students to return to their classes, and restart their learning.

"Calm Adrian. I know what you feel because we both feel it. Even so we still get a peaceful life outside of school, right?" I said that tried to comfort Adrian to calm him down, and not cry back.

"You are right, I should imitate you who never cried even once" said Adrian who began to calm down, and wiped his tears flowing profusely.

"In the near future we will graduate from this school, and we must make a better life in Junior High. We must first seize the happiness of others, for the sake of our happiness when in Junior High" I said with a smile to Adrian.

"You're right again.I will definitely seize it, so that I can escape the suffering in school. I'm going to grab some happiness at school in Junior High, hahaha you're right Ryan" Adrian laughs as if his heart had calmed back down, and thank goodness it made my heart come back to relief after seeing the laughter, and, and Adrian's smile was like when he was out of school.

Then after that we went back to class, and because we came back late, we were finally in the law to study outside the classroom. Even so, this makes our hearts much calmer than studying in class with people who hate us, with a painful atmosphere.

Finally after the last lesson ended, it was time that we were waiting for arrived. That is, coming home from school, but as usual, our school time is not very good, and not always with what we think.

"You two don't go home yet." said Arya who stopped us from going out the door, and Arya's friends immediately closed the classroom door, and curtain the windows tightly so that no one knows what they will do with their bad intentions here.

"Look at their faces hahaha! just like this they were already scared, Haha!" roy's laughter is one of the mischievous children's conspiracies along with Arya.

"What are you going to do to us today?" I said the courage to speak, even though I was still afraid of them, and lowered my gaze in front of them.

"Oh.. You respond quickly yes, of course we will have fun with you guys, haha" said Arya who smiled grinning, and it made us goosebumps in fear. Because he's the head of all the bad boys that exist, and he's the worst if he's bullying us.

Then Roy brought us a bag of flour, and he opened the two bags of flour, and spread them to our bodies through the head of each bag of flour. Until finally our hair, body, and clothes turned white because of the flour poured by Roy. He smiled, and laughing wickedly at us, I saw the face of Adrian who was about to cry.

"Loh... it turns out this crybaby still hasn't cried? though usually he immediately cries as soon as we jahili hahaha!" the laughter of Judah who was also one of the people who took part in oppressing us because he felt happy so oppressing us.

"You're right, Yuda, somehow it's more annoying than Ryan who never cries" continued Roy who also felt annoyed because he saw Adrian who was always crying now did not cry as usual.

"Okay... Well the dishes I've made already, who will eat them first?" said Arya who from earlier was creating food from various disgusting garbage. He put a dirty tissue into a bowl filled with saliva, and gave her tomato sauce, and vinegar. Not only that, he also gave snot from his nose, which was disgusting.

"Eh!? this is too crazy! wahaha you're just getting crazy Arya, haha!" roy's laughter with the widest that saw Arya who increasingly oppress us.

"It's the first time you've created something terrible hahaha! you got that idea where Haha is!" laughter of Judah with laughter.

"Somethe suddenly I was thinking about this, about being a great oppressor" Arya said with her nonsensical words, but it made the others laugh out loud. Meanwhile for us it was a cruel humiliation.

"Here..eat this soup, Adrian!" arya said with a smile, and gave Adrian the disgusting bowl for him to drink. Then suddenly Adrian refused while nudging the bowl until the contents of the bowl were spilled on the floor, and that certainly made Arya upset.

"Well, the bowl has been spilled, too bad when I want to see someone drink it" said Yuda who felt sad.

"Just calm down, hold him. We will force him to lick it to the end" said Arya with cruel words that make Adrian creeps in fear. Then the men held Adrian so as not to rebel. Adrian was screaming for forgiveness while trying to escape the problems that hit him.

"No! please stop this! i-i'm sorry! please!" said Adrian who will soon cry, and he continues to thrash.

"Eat this! ahaha! hows it? my soup is good, right? ahhaha!" aryan's laughter pushes Adrian's head to the floor to let Adrian drink his disgusting homemade soup. I could only stand by to see Adrian being treated so badly by them, I just saw him feeling fed up, and wanting to vomit.

"Ohok ohok uakh.. hiks... huhu" cried Adrian with nausea, while vomiting. Adrian finally let out his tears, and it made their smiles re-engraved on their faces. They continue to force Adrian to finish the disgusting soup that overlap until it runs out along with the vomit that he spits out of his mouth.

Something truly unbearable, I felt annoyed at myself. I always blamed myself once I saw Adrian in this kind of bullying, even he was always being beaten worse than me. This was all because Adrian was defending me back then, which is why they treated Adrian worse than I was a monster.

It's all my fault, if only I hadn't made Adrian friends with me. Surely his life will be more fun at school. Although Adrian had to bully me for gathering with people like them, I was willing. Because it's all my fault that Adrian got dragged into the same hell as me.

It's all my fault.