Does Fate Have to Be Like This?
Adrian's? you were!?

The crane! the cring! finally the bell rang again which signaled the break time was over. Me, and Adrian can eat our lunch quietly because there is no Arya, and his friends are bothering us. And finally, the lesson began to return, with mathematics lessons.

I scream in my heart every time I learn math. Because I can't understand math. All I can do is add, subtract, multiply, and divide. Usually I always ask Adrian for answers to help answer my math assignments.

But this time Adrian won't share his math answer with me. He told me that I should try to answer it myself correctly. He was the only person I could ask for help with math. Even though I begged him to beg, he showed his cold face instead, and said no.

Adrian has really changed, it looks like he wants to live a new life better than this. Seeing Adrian trying to change his life, somehow it feels like soon I will be dumped by Adrian. Because he was very busy with his school business.

If I don't want to be dumped by Adrian, then I have to study hard, and seriously. I can't lose my spirit! I can't lose Adrian!. If Adrian dumped me. To whom I would have stayed other than my mother. And again my relationship with my mother has been damaged, because of my own actions, so that mother does not feel worried, and sad for us who are always needed so badly during school.

"Why don't you want to do the task that has been given, and even sleep?" adrian said that he had completed his task, which was given to all students in the class. Hearing Adrian's words, I immediately raised my head which I laid on the school desk.

"You're so noisy! I'm thinking about how to solve the number three problem! if you don't want to help you better just shut up" I said with a sniff.

"Basic, if you don't understand you should ask me how to solve it, instead of asking me the answer. Here I'll teach you to understand, you idiot" said Adrian who took my notebook, and then explained how to solve problems that I haven't answered easily.

Then I followed his teachings well so I could understand. That way my fear of being shackled in my heart could disappear, of Adrian leaving me because I was a fool, who always depended on him. I didn't want that to happen, which is why I created a steel determination that made me eager to learn.

A few hours later the school bell rang again indicating school time was over, and students were expected to return home from school. Before I went home from school I asked Adrian to teach me about material that I still did not understand in maths.

But then Arya, and her friends came up to us with suspicious smiles. The fear finally came to us again, "It seems you are having fun, just because we do not disturb you at rest" said Arya who sat next to me, so did the others who sat next to us in a familiar manner.

"It turns out this kid is quite smart" said Roy who took Adrian's math textbook, and opened the page of the book.

"Of course because he is still a human being, and not a monster" said Arya who whispered loudly in my ears as the word, "Monster" was said.

"There's no need for further ado, I want to get home soon!" yuda said that he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pants pocket, and we were really surprised once an elementary school student brought them to school.

"You don't think anything strange about us. We just bought this cigarette during the break, and this cigarette we present to you" said Arya who smiled grinning as she took a pack of cigarettes from Yuda's hand.

Then Arya complained something from her pocket, and it was a match. Then Arya burned the tip of the cigarette so that it lit up, and so on it was given to me, and Tygruth. I really don't know what they're planning to do next, but we're not allowed to smoke.

They wanted to make false rumors about us, even though it was true, but we did it because we had to. But people like us, if we defend ourselves, no one will want to justify us. Even though we've been telling the truth, it's useless, those adults won't listen to us.

"Quick smoke that cigarette" said Arya who frowned.

Bugh! suddenly Judah hit me hard in the face until the cigarette I was holding dropped, "Hurry up! I've been patient with this! didn't you hear what I said earlier that I had to go home!" yuda shouted furiously at me.

Then suddenly something surprising happened, they were really surprised once Adrian wanted to smoke a cigarette that he just held. Afterwards Roy who holds a mobile phone immediately photographed Adrian who was smoking.

"Is this enough? can I go home?" adrian said as he continued to smoke his cigarette.

"You!? it's really amazing! but it's a pity that people like you have to be friends with monsters like him" said Arya who was excited to see Adrian smoking the cigarette.

"Crazy! you're so cool! you should have just joined us!" roy patted Adrian on the shoulder.

"Basic stupid! if it turns out you're this kind of person, why did you choose to be friends with that monster?" yuda said while patting his own head. I could only stare at Adrian's face in surprise from the floor. I really didn't think Adrian would just go along with their words.

Is it okay that Adrian is indeed a person like that?, "I was friends with him because at that time he was my only friend" said Adrian who frankly while smoking cigarettes coolly.

"So then, would you like to be friends with us, and throw away this monster for us?" said Arya who went to Adrian, and stood before him with a serious look.

"Before that.. Can you give me one more cigarette?" said Adrian who had spent one cigarette butts in his hand.

"I consider this to be yes! alright then come with us! come to my house, it looks like we should celebrate something this amazing in my house!" said Arya who invited Adrian to go to her house. Then the rest of Aryan's friends cheered on it. They left me alone in class.

I'm glad they left, but I'm not happy that my best friend was taken by someone like them. I really didn't expect Adrian to be like this. That one.... What did I just see!? adrian's gaze was so cold as it looked at me. After seeing the figure of Adrian like that, it feels like my heart hurts so much.

My heart is like being torn apart by a beast. I just wanted to die, the person I thought was my closest friend, and would never leave me. Rela threw away me who was his closest person just for being friends with people like them.