Does Fate Have to Be Like This?
Contrition

I was six years old, and soon I would be entering my first day of elementary school I dreamed of. I was looking forward to it, and I went to bed soon so that the day would pass. So that the day I dreamed of in elementary school that I wanted will come soon. That night I fell asleep so soundly, and a beautiful dream enveloped my mind.

What a beautiful dream for a child like me. What a beautiful dream...

"Ryan! wake Ryan!..."

I fell asleep so fast I didn't listen to anyone talking. I really enjoyed that beautiful dream, because it was the first time in my life to have such a beautiful dream. To the extent that my mouth smiles because it is dreaming of a very pleasant thing.

Brak! bruk! blarrr! The fire spread throughout my house, causing the ceiling to shatter, and fall. The situation in my house was so bad, there was only a smoldering fire all over the place, and smoke blocking the vision.

"My husband! ti-no!? howoooo!" this cry of suffering is my mother's cry.

"Hurry and take Ryan out of the house, don't mind me" said someone with a tired voice like he was seriously injured, and that was my father's voice.

"But what about..."

"Don't mind me! just go!" my father shouted, which made my mother stop crying, and ran to take me out of the house, which was asleep. My dream still continued right then and there, even under these circumstances in the real world.

People say, if we have got the happiness we want. Because after the happiness we want has been achieved, then the suffering we do not want will come forever. To the point of not being able to reach the light of happiness in real darkness.

Brak! the rubble of the roof of the house fell, and hit my mother's face until my mother fell, as well as me who was carried by her. I was thrown by my mother accidentally because it fell, I was thrown into a burning fire before my mother's eyes.

"YYYAAAAAAN!!!" my mother screamed very loudly as I floated, and my entire body was burning inside that fire. But suddenly there were many people who came after that.The villagers who saw the fire immediately brought a bucket of water, and doused the fire that had burned me.

Why?..why did they arrive late? why didn't they come first before things got like this? are they intentionally letting us be like this before they will help us?. Really annoying...very fed up! it really pisses me off!.

Since that day my father was declared dead in a state of his entire body burned, and already intangible. Then my mother who had a beautiful face became creepy because she had burns on her face, anyone who saw her would have turned her face away immediately.

Then me? not only my face, arms, legs, body. My form was so terrible because of the burns I got, I was in a coma for a month in the hospital. Then because my mother had no money to pay for my treatment in the hospital, I was finally discharged from the hospital despite being in a coma.

Really sickening! we don't have a house anymore, money, food, drinks, everything!. We were really so unlucky. Everything has really left us, and only suffering has kept us going.

Then my mother walked by holding me on the sidewalk hoping that someone would give you life. Walking barefoot, and shabby clothes, and an unpleasant smell. Is there anyone who will accept us? of course not, because we...

Ckit it! suddenly there was a luxury car that stopped suddenly, and the owner of the car got out of the car with his luxurious clothes. From top to bottom the person uses branded items, and his face is also very handsome for an established man.

"Do you guys need help?" said the man.

After that, our lives changed. Because we're still going to be losers. It just so happened that the man found us, and intended to make my mother a maid in her very large house.

Even his house was bigger than our previous home. Lots of vehicles, and very luxurious items in this house. Then my mother took the man's job as a maid in her house. It is the duty of a mother who must support her child. Then I, who was still in a coma, was finally taken back to a hospital far greater than the previous hospital, and the cost was borne by that person.

Within a few weeks, I finally realized. I opened my eyes to sleep for so long, and I was really shocked to see what was happening to me, my mom, my family, everything. Because I thought I was really in a happy state with no end.

It turned out that it was all just a dream, and without knowing it when I realized suddenly everything turned horrible. I was really shocked because once I woke up everything really changed. I cried, and blamed myself as soon as I listened to all the actual events during my unconsciousness from my mother.

I didn't even recognize my mother's face because it looked terrible. I cried, and cried, regretting, and regretting, because I thought everything that happened back then was my fault. If only I hadn't fallen asleep, I might have been alive, and my mother's face, it wouldn't have been like this.

As well as my form, I will definitely not be like a monster right now. If only I had had a really bad dream, and had woken up from that nightmare soon, everything would have been fine. Because after a nightmare there will be real happiness in the future.

Even though our house was on fire, and we were fine. I just need to work again, because I get an important position in a company. That way I don't have a problem with a house that is destroyed by fire, because you can build a house that is again or better.

But why is it like this?

"Ryan.this is my son... Adrian" said the man who introduced me to his son, when I just got out of the hospital, and came to this big house. He looks like his whole life with me. His face, his appearance, his life are really promising. It's lucky to love that kid when compared to me.