Does Fate Have to Be Like This?
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Tomorrow is Sunday, this day includes holidays. It was so boring to know that it was the last day of the holiday, and tomorrow we have to go back to school. Very annoying, I want to quickly grow up, and live my life in solitude. That's the thing I've been dreaming of ever since my life changed completely.

I just want to live alone somewhere, with no one beside me. I'm just someone who wants to feel the peace of my life. The one who wants his peaceful life back as it was, that's all I could possibly want. But... Can I get it back? that peaceful life?.

I woke up this morning after my sleep. It felt like all the aches, and the tiredness was gone after I slept. But the most annoying thing about forcing to exercise is, my joint muscles feel stiff, and sore. I shouldn't have forced myself to play basketball knowing it would be like this.

But I was surprised when I got out of bed, I didn't see Adrian sleeping in his bed. His bed seemed to be tidy, and he seemed to have woken up first to me, which I usually woke up earlier than him, because Adrian always forced himself to study all night.

But seeing him leave early in the morning like this, it seemed like he was in a hurry. I immediately went out of my room, and immediately searched for Adrian in all the rooms of this house, to determine whether Adrian was at home or not. Turns out Adrian wasn't home, it looked like he was going out. Finally I approached my mother to ask her where Adrian was.

"Mother...did you see Adrian this morning?" I said to my mother who wanted to get ready to clean this house.

"So a few minutes ago Adrian's friends came to the house. Meanwhile Adrian was still asleep, and mother woke Adrian up to meet his friends" said my mother while walking in a hurry to do her job to clean up the house.

As soon as mom said "Adrian's friends" I immediately knew who her friends were. Of course it's not wrong anymore must be the friends that I saw before were Arya's gang. Because Adrian has no friends other than the Aryan gang, and I, even if he still considers me a friend, or his best friend.

Then because I don't have a job, or there's something I want to do this Sunday. Finally I went to help my mother clean up, and clean up the house. At this time Angga's uncle looked tired, and he was sitting casually on the sofa that was in front of the television. Uncle Angga looked lethargic, while staring blankly at the television broadcast he was watching.

Then I plan to make him live his day with pleasure. I went to the kitchen to prepare the warm coffee that I used to make for Uncle Angga in the morning before Uncle Angga went to go to work to his office. I prepared it carefully, and as much as possible to create good coffee.

Finally the coffee was ready to serve, and I went to go to Uncle Angga while carrying a cup of coffee placed on a small plate. I walked over, and put the coffee in front of Uncle Angga's desk who was sitting casually, "Ah. thanks" said Angga's uncle briefly.

I nodded my head with a smile, and then I turned around, and continued my mother's work, but suddenly Uncle Angga called me as soon as he drank my coffee. Somehow I felt an unpleasant aura, then I immediately turned my face to Angga's uncle who was holding his coffee cup.

"Truly." I said nervously, lowering my gaze.

"Your homemade coffee feels unique.I immediately knew it was different from what I used to drink" said Angga uncle who immediately stopped this conversation, which means this conversation is completely finished. He immediately went back to watching the television show he used to watch.

Instantly my nervousness, and tension instantly disappeared. I felt relieved as I let out a deep breath. Then I came back, and took a broom to sweep the floor of this great house. But. Angga's uncle's words made me think about it. What does he mean by my unique coffee? is he actually praising me or not?.

Whether my coffee is better than my mother's or not I don't know. But of course my coffee is good enough to drink Uncle Angga because he is not angry, or shows an expression that does not like my coffee. Just because a little thing like this alone has made my heart peaceful, and peaceful.

Sometimes a person will feel his peaceful life in different ways depending on how the world looks at them. For example, just like this alone has made my heart happy, maybe if other people who do what I do will definitely feel different, or even this is a normal thing, he said, it is not something special for his life.

This life is indeed very unique, where I always meet something unexpected. Sometimes something called unique is a problem for you. Because not everything is unique will be liked by many people, or even everyone.

What other people like is a high position. Both in physicality, strength, power, and so much more that I can't name them one by one. But sometimes I wonder why I have such a unique life that only causes problems in my life.

Because the uniqueness of my life caused my peaceful life to be taken away. Ironic as it is, it is truly a very unique world to live in. Pain, and a sense of happiness when put together, will create a unique feeling to be felt, and lived.

If you can't live your life, or you feel resigned in the circumstances. Then you better try to walk towards a life you want. But if you can't walk, then at least you try to get up, and see the sunshine that will light up your life behind the dark hole.

If you can't get up to see, or feel the sunlight that will shine on your life. Then you better try to hold on, until one day the sunlight shifts right over your head, and then your new, shining life will begin.