Does Fate Have to Be Like This?
You're So Weird...

After I got home playing basketball with my friends Kasta, and Alan, I said goodbye to your new friends to come home soon. Since it was late afternoon, I was afraid that my mother would worry about me for going too long since this morning. But as soon as I got home, I saw Adrian standing at the door and looking at me.

Because Adrian doesn't care about me anymore, and doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. I kept walking inside the house, without speaking, or even glancing at it. I no longer want to bother myself with my existence. But even so I still consider him to be my best friend, even though the nature directed at me has changed completely.

"Where have you come from?" adrian said suddenly who was still standing in front of the door as soon as I had walked past him.

"I'm just playing with someone I call a friend" I said, trying to satirize him with the words I said.

"Friends? so he's not your best friend, is he?" said Adrian who continued to speak without facing me who was behind him.

"Yes, he's just my friend.I'm very lucky that someone else is still willing to accept my flaws. Even though I was a monster once" I said, insinuating him, and then I left him, who was still standing at the entrance of the house.

And then we didn't talk for a while. Because I'm out of work, and my body is sticky because it's full of sweat when I play basketball with my friends in the hot sun. I went to the bathroom to clean my body.

And after I went to eat, my mother had prepared various delicious dishes at the dinner table. It smells so good, it's no mistake that this is my mother's best cooking. While I was eating, my mother went over to me, and sat down next to me who was eating.

"Ryan... I want to ask you... Is your relationship with Adrian being bad?" said my mother who suddenly asked me something sensitive. That's why I choke on the food I eat.

"Uhuk! uhuk!.. What does mother mean? my relationship with Adrian is fine" said I who tried to lie to my mother, and while eating food on my plate voraciously.

"But why lately you've been playing less, or chatting. And you guys seem to be angry" said my mother who was worried about my friendship with Adrian who was a child. The mother has also considered Adrian as her own son ever since, perhaps that is why the mother asked this while putting on a sad, worried face.

"I told you, Mom, our relationship is fine. I don't have to worry, Adrian became like that because he was focused on learning. Because soon it will be a repeat of the end of the semester, and also we will soon graduate" said I who continue to lie to my mother, actually I do not have the heart to lie to my mother like this.

"Well then, eat a lot, there's still something you haven't done" said my mother who got up from the dinner table, and immediately left me after rubbing my head. After that I immediately finished my breakfast, and immediately went to help my mother who was still cleaning up something in this house.

But as soon as I got off the chair to leave the dining table. I was surprised to see that Adrian was behind me earlier while looking at me intently. I don't know what he's thinking, why he keeps getting in my way, with that weird look. What exactly does he want? I really don't understand what he did to me today.

"Why are you still lying to your mother? why don't you just tell me everything now?" adrian said, trying to stop me from leaving the dinner table to put my dinner plate in the sink.

"Let me pass by. There's no point in answering my question" said I, who felt a little upset that Adrian kept blocking me from passing.

"Jawab first my question, then I will let you pass" Adrian said seriously to me. I don't want to think I have to answer that question. Even though she already knows the reason, I will answer the same to her.

"As usual, I don't want my mother to worry, and get sick" I replied, after which I walked through. But Adrian did not keep his word, he still prevented me from passing. I was really annoyed at him, his face was still flat as he looked at me.

"Is that all your reason? wouldn't it be better if you were honest, and told the truth" said Adrian, who still seems unsatisfied with the answer I gave him.

"Better, huh? what do you know about the future? if you don't know what's going to happen in the future for even a second. You better shut up, and don't be pretentious, sometimes we have to take a lie to create a better life to be together" I said, biting my teeth in annoyance at Adrian's words just now.

Upon hearing those words Adrian fell silent immediately, and allowed me to pass by. He was still acting strange once I left him. He just kept silent at the last place he stood as soon as I finished talking to him. He's a real freak, what's wrong with you Adrian?. I pretended not to care about it, and immediately went into my room to rest, and let go of the fatigue.

But Adrian's face was when I said that at the end of the conversation. He looked strange.more precisely. But it seems I was wrong because after that I immediately walked, and left it in place. She already had the life she wanted, but why did she still bother me.

Is that the true nature of bad people? because they are still looking for other pleasures even though they have got their respective pleasures. Like the Aryan gang who seek other pleasures by enslaving, and harassing us at school. Those who are called bad people will never be satisfied with what they get. They will continue to seek the pleasure they want without caring about others.