Does Fate Have to Be Like This?
First Day of School

Starting from my school fees, and my life was financed by that guy. But instead we have to take care of, and clean this house, and then not forget to prepare the food. The man's name, "Angga" I call the man uncle.

I'm very happy that tomorrow I will finally enter the school that I dreamed of, and I did not expect that Uncle Angga's son will also be put into the same elementary school as me. Uncle Angga's son has a good attitude towards us, unlike his father.

His father had a very different, and charismatic nature to his son. His father looked very mysterious, and the aura felt when I was close to him somehow felt very serious. Even so sometimes he showed us his compassion, but me, and my mother never once saw Angga's uncle smile.

His face was very flat, and cold. Then recently I was told about his wife who had died long after the birth of Adrian, his first son. I was told about this through Adrian, because I was wondering where Adrian's mother was, so I asked him.

"Tomorrow we're going to school.. Are you nervous?" adrian said that looks very nervous because tomorrow is the first day he started back in school, and socialize with his classmates later.

"No.. Why do we feel nervous anyway? it will only hinder our lives" I told Adrian who made Adrian dumbfounded to hear my words.

"Well, since we're classmates, can you sit with me? I still feel nervous when I meet other people" said Adrian with his sparkling eyes and begged me to sit on the same bench in class later.

"Well, I'll be a friend from now on!" I said with a big smile to Adrian so he started to have confidence in himself, and let go of that nervousness.

"But don't you already have a friend? you have told me that" said Adrian who was not happy because I had other friends besides him, and again the person who meant it had been friends with me when I was Kindergarten.

It's true what Adrian said.I had one best friend when I was in school at Kindergarten. Her name if not wrong, Elaina, she is a cute girl who always follows me wherever I go. At first I didn't care about him, but he always stuck with me, so I was forced to accept him.

He became my best friend for the first time, before Adrian. Since the fire that happened in my house. We have not been in contact with each other since that day, nor have I ever seen him again. But roughly... does he still remember me? it doesn't seem to be. Because my face, and my body is already like a monster like this.

And even if he remembers me, I'm sure he'll pretend he doesn't recognize me, and stay away from me forever. Because who would want to be friends with a monster like me...

"I.. drowsy... I want to sleep first yes.." said Adrian who climbed into his mattress, and immediately fell asleep soundly. I was very surprised that he suddenly said, "I" when I was contemplating everything that might happen to me.

Me, and Adrian sleep in the same room, but different mattresses. Although different mattress, uncle Angga did not choose love with me, he also gave the same bed as Adrian his son. Then I finally went to bed, too. Because tomorrow was my first day of school, I was really looking forward to it.

The morning had arrived.The bright sunlight, and the fresh air in the morning entered through the large window crevices. I got out of bed to get ready for school, but when I went out of the room I saw my tired mother mopping the floor of a house this big.

I felt sorry for my mother, and finally I approached her to help mother, "Mom let me ban." But suddenly Angga's uncle came, but suddenly, and forbid me to help my mother with a serious face. Seeing him scared me, and took refuge on my mother's back.

"True son, you have to go to school, you can't skip school just because you helped mom. Mr. Angga has paid for your school, and again it is the school you dream of, right?" said my mother who tried to encourage ju even though I knew she was very tired.

"Well, mother." said I, who left my mother and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After that I prepared everything that must be prepared for school, ranging from books, pencils, pens, erasers, and others.

After I finished getting ready, Uncle Angga was waiting for me in his luxury car, as well as Adrian who had arrived before me. I got into the car feeling tense, because I was afraid that Uncle Angga was still mad at me about it.

But during the trip to school, Angga's uncle did not even say a word to me, and it made me relieved. It seemed like he was a deft person, and did not care about trivialities, therefore he did not talk about these things during the trip.

Then me, and Adrian got out of the car immediately, and Angga's uncle immediately went to his office to work, "Ryan?" said Adrian who was nervous, and was hiding behind my body.

"Calm down. Look at me, I'm fine! you can be like me, Adrian" I said to reassure Adrian, and overcome his weakness of nervousness. But suddenly there is a sound that makes the heart beat so fast, and makes it painful.

"Look at that kid is so gross"

"What's wrong with that guy's body?"

"Why would the child behind him dare to approach that monstrous child?"

"Is he really human?"

"Why does he look so bad?"

"Looking at that kid makes me nauseous, I really want to puke"

Everyone. I hear every word they value after seeing my form. They all judge me by what they see. Why do they judge me immediately after they see it, they should feel it first and then judge someone.

Because it feels so painful, and so sad. Those bad words kept haunting my mind, and it scared me for school. My body was covered with sweat, and my face was pale. I... really scared here... What's your favorite school? isn't this hell?.

It's really not what I wanted, but I always hoped that my school life at the school I wanted would be fun. Ah... right also.it is my old hope, not my hope that has become a monster like this.