Does Fate Have to Be Like This?
Fights

At that time, I was still in school at my Kindergarten near my house. Then I picked up my dad by car to go home after school. But before that my father asked me to go around because he wanted to spend time with me. I'm so happy that Dad still cares about me compared to his job.

As we walked around somewhere, my gaze was not let go after seeing the elementary school that looked very interesting to me. The school looks great, with its cool school uniform. Then a lot of children who play, and laugh at that school, since then I want to go to school there after I finished school in Kindergarten.

"Dad! what school is that?" I said excitedly as I pointed out the window towards the school.

"That is elementary school, later if you have finished in Kindergarten, you have to go to school again, which is in elementary school. It seems like you are very happy to talk about the school, do you want to go to school there later?" said my dad who stopped the car, and let me see the school from afar.

"Yes dad! looks like that place is fun! I'll make a lot of good friends there, and play well with them!" I said very happy because my father offered me to go to that school.

"Alright, then later you will be the school father after finishing at Kindergarten" said my father smiling at me, and stroking my hair to the mess. Also engraved my happy face to my father that makes my father happy to see it.

Yet...what the hell is this? why did everything become like this!? the school I dreamed of at the time was hell. Really, really bad, where are the good school kids I saw? where are their laughter and smiles? why even a disgusting look at me?.

"Ryan.. w-are you okay? your face is pale" said Adrian who was worried about me because he heard the scorn of school children on me.

"A-I'm fine.a-ayo we're in.." said I who tried to be tough in front of Adrian. I must be strong, and must not cry just because of a problem like this. After all this is the truth, why should I cry, and regret. If this is fate I should just live it without caring about others who consider me as what.

I have to be strong to strengthen my mentality from this kind of life. Because I immediately realized one thing from then on. that I would continue to live a bad life like this for ever. I understand very well that even if this has just happened, I must remain strong, and survive in this cruel world.

The crane! the cring! the cring! finally the break bell had sounded which signified the break time had arrived. I immediately opened my bag excitedly, to eat the food that my mother had prepared this morning. As soon as I opened it, I smelled the sweet smell of my mother's cooking. My mom is a good cook, she is great.

"Hmm. Your mom's cooking is always good, Ryan!" praise Adrian who was eating his lunch with me on the same bench. Thankfully, if Ryan always liked my mother's cooking, it made me happy because the food I made for us could be eaten.

"Haha, thank you.." said I who blushed embarrassed, then suddenly there was a group of three children. The children were the children of our class, and they came to our bench. They were looking at me cruelly, and a disgusted feeling, I could feel that.

"Hey your name is Adrian, right? do you want to eat lunch with us?" said one of the three children who invited Adrian to eat lunch together.

"We mean just the four of us. The person in front of you can't join us, do you understand?" said the child whose body was the biggest by looking hard at me, to make me bow my head out of fear.

"Eh!? wh-why is that? why don't we just eat together here?" adrian said astonishedly, who still seems to not understand about this situation. He was indeed a really good, innocent child.

"Aren't you disgusted at eating your food in front of him? look at his face, and his terrible hands. Making our appetite go away, that's why the other kids left class to eat their food outside" said the big-bodied boy, who continues to insult me endlessly.

It felt really painful.I wanted to cry but I had to endure it. I can't show you that I'm a weak boy. Even though my tears were already bubbling, I could not shed a single drop of my tears in front of them. I wondered what Adrian thought, after hearing the bad words thrown at me from their foul words about me.

"No.." said Adrian who clenched his hand while bowing his head. His body trembled for nothing, but he seemed to look angry.

"What?"

"Not to talk to someone who has helped me!" shouted Adrian who was annoyed because his good friend that I was despised like this. Adrian was really angry, his face was red with annoyance, while moving his teeth in annoyance.

"Oh... So you'd rather play with monsters than with humans like us?" said the children again who seemed to want to find a fuss with me.

Monster.... that word... made my heart even more painful, then....why indeed? should a monster not play with humans?. Do they not deserve for you to be friends with humans? just because you're different you're comparing that.

"He's not a monster! he's human just like us!" adrian shouted with annoyance until finally Adrian shed his tears for me, and it made the glimmer of hope in my heart begin to shine again. I'm really lucky to have such a good friend.

"Then you called him what? just look at how disgusting the body is. ukh!" then suddenly Adrian hit the face of the biggest kid who kept on babbling to get mocked, and insulted me. With tears flowing, and a feeling of tightness from anger, Adrian continued to beat the big boy mercilessly.

Until finally the other children went out to find a teacher, to break up the fight. Then a teacher came, and stopped the fight, then the two children who were fighting were called to the BK room to ask what happened. I went with Adrian to be a witness to everything that happened back then.