The Tomb Next to the House
55. The Fruit of Honesty

Bryan continued to listen carefully, as I recounted every incident before the formation of Rada until she forcefully came out of my womb.

The self-defense not to cry has collapsed. My tears kept pushing out of the corner. Remembering the moments where I turned into a demon. When he firmly put the body of Rada which is only a lump of flesh and blood, into the plastic crackle and then buried it without a prayer.

Can I go to jail for what I did?

I don't know. But I don't want to feel guilty for the rest of my life. To ventured to tell me all my crimes in the past.

"If you want to report me to the police, go ahead. I'm ready," break up after the story ends.

"You're not wrong. That's not a crime."

"But I failed Rada's defense. Failed to keep my two children from having a life like any other. What kind of mother am I?! No use!"

"Stt ... Don't say that." Bryan put both his hands on my shoulders while staring fixedly into my bead.

"I was wrong. Excuse me. At that time I was unconscious. I was too weak to control myself. So that they can control my body. I didn't expect the impact to be that big" he continued, bowing his head.

His hands had fallen down.

"What do you mean?" I was confused.

"Believe in disbelief, I'm often possessed."

"What?! I mean I was harassed not with just one creature?" That was crazy. But my mind is moving in that direction.

"You could say that. But what usually goes into my body is only 2. Not more." Bryan pointed his index and middle fingers while grinning indistinctly.

He could be grinning at a serious moment like this. Only 2 he said?!

Deserve the nature and look of his face is always changing. Sometimes it can be like a perverted om-om lacking caress, but sometimes it is sweet and soft like cotton candy. Which if touched directly soft.

It was proven when Raihan beat him all out, but Bryan just kept quiet. It was different when he plowed my fields. Who seemed pushy and rude.

Now he is not like both. Is there another creature inside of him?

My head is responding to it. Either if my mind is completely sane, I will plainly deny and consider it reasoned. But there is an impulse from the heart that says if he is telling the truth. I was worried.

"That's it. It's just the past. Rada is no more. No need to be pushed again," my final, trying to think rationally.

I also promised to start a new life, and forget the past that made my heart health disturbed.

"I'm sorry I realized it too late. I hurt you both. I don't know how many sins I've committed. Ever since my father died, I've been trying to stay close to God. But I still cannot escape the sins of the past. Every night it's like there's a shadow of a girl haunting my mind."

"I always wake up to perform night prayers. Keep praying and asking for help so that my heart and my mind can be calmer. And finally the question was answered. I have a child whose presence I have always missed. But I killed him too. Perhaps this is a reward for my past sins" Bryan continued with teary eyes.

Why is the mood so mellow? I tried not to cry, but the man in front of me made the urge even stronger.

"Already, Bryan. We leave the past behind. The most important thing now is that we personal change for the better. Closer to God, improve worship. That God may also improve our lives" I suggested.

I don't know why I was so smart to see the fragile looking Bryan. I myself am fragile too.

"Do we forgive me?"

"Why not?"

"Thank you."

Bryan commented on the smile still with the state of the teary eyes. This is the first time I've seen him smile so sweetly. His face looks funny too. It made me reflexively pull both corners of my lips together to smile.

This might be a good start in the future. To be honest makes the burden in our hearts become as light as the cotton that will be blown by the wind of time. Although honestly it was bitter, but the result was sweeter than I imagined.

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I stood in front of the window while looking out. Circulating the view of observing the side yard of the house which is now becoming more colorful. Because various kinds of flowers and ornamental plants thrive there.

Moreover, the land of the former tombs of children overgrown with white roses on it. My lips put on a knotty smile considering they were about to have a new brother.

"Divia."

The voice I had been waiting for was finally heard. I looked up without fading a smile at all. It even widened even more when he saw the anxious look of the man ahead.

"What's going on? He said you were sick, and you were standing there?" tanyanya.

"Basic recalcitrant. If the pain is lying down, do not have to wander," his grunts who have now placed the back of the hand on my forehead. "Lohs. Normal though. What is sick?"

I laughed when I saw him goofing off by himself. Just found out that I married the man who brought her for mercy. I'm sure he came home in a hurry from work because of my call.

"Someone I want to show you." I grabbed his hand that was still perched on the forehead.

He pulled her into the bed and told her to sit down.

"What the hell, honey?"

The ever-successful call made me blush with my heart beating out of rhythm. I like that call.

My hands are busy rummaging through the nightstand drawer. Then it stopped when I found the thing I was looking for.

"What are you looking for?" The heavy voice sounded impatient.

"It." I showed a small flat object with a red 2-strip mark on the front surface.

His forehead shriveled in wonder. "That's what?"

"God! You don't know testpack?" just pissed. My youngest feeling has worn off, because it should be a surprise but it failed. Makes me squeakily conical.

"Why are you? Smile to himself. Now it's a manyun."

"Au ah." I walked by stomping my feet and threw myself at the end of the bed. Stay away from my insensitive husband altogether.

Before long, a warm embrace came from behind. The man's chin was placed on one of my shoulders.

"You why the hell? Another PMS?"

"I'm pregnant, baby!" my words are more like a snatch.

"H-pregnant? Thank goodness ... !" pekiknya, suddenly take off hugs and prancing on the bed.

I turned my head while laughing amusedly looking at her behavior like a child who had just gotten a new bike.

The man then pulled me to stand on the bed, to follow the madness he was doing. Grasping both hands and then wiggling to the right and left.

"Udah, Honey. You're like a madman" I sneered.

"Belvin. I'm so happy because I'm gonna be a dad soon." The big smile was unceasingly carved into Bryan's face.

"Thank you" he whispered in his ear before putting a few kisses on my face.

"Sama-sama," I replied with a small laugh feeling the tingling sensation caused by her naughty lips.

Not to forget we thanked a lot for the windfall that accompanied our marriage. Also for the trust of God has placed this fetus in my womb.

I hope our little family is blessed. Of course it will be a happiness for Bryan who has longed for the presence of a baby in our midst.

EXPIRE.