Become Tyrant On My Own Way
Chapter 196 – PEACE TIMES WITH KIDS bag. 2
Peaceful times are really the best. This was just a moment of peace in the short time before the arrival of the final battle against the Demon King, though I enjoyed it with all my heart.
No one knows what will happen to humanity in the future. Can we win the war against the Demon King? Or is this the end of humanity? There is no point in being constantly shackled by an uncertain future.
As humans, all we have to do is have faith by trying our hardest. And don't forget to enjoy these days. Do not let us focus too much on the distant future, but in the end we forget the present. Then when everything passes and cannot come back, it is our turn to regret why we used to ignore the past.
Well although of course we can regret the past if we can win the war against the Demon King in the future.
And here I am with my children. On my lap is my second child, sweet Ruvaliana.
She actually inherited her mother's beauty coupled with the black hair she inherited from her father. My son is really graceful and charming for a child his age. Her truly beautiful face added to her plush value. But if there is a shortage of it, he always struggles to get what he wants without the slightest hesitation.
Did he inherit it from his father? It is a good thing to stand hard and not easily waver if we look at it from a certain aspect. It's just that Ruvaliana has a bad habit that if she's obsessed with something, then she won't let go again.
The same is true when he has a doll toy made with a very beautiful unicorn shape. In fact, when Farhaad, his sister who was one year younger than him, wanted to hold it for a while, he would immediately snatch it back from Farhaad's hands.
Farhaad cried, but Ruvaliana did not give him the doll at all. He only persuaded his sister to stop crying while still hiding the beloved doll behind his body.
Unfortunately, that doesn't apply to just things.
I knew that Allios was born with a cute face whose nuance was much different from that of her father, Albert, who gave off an impression of blatantness that made anyone who first saw her would be tempted to caress her delicate cheek. But Allios with that cute face had just been marked by Ruvaliana as her right.
Whenever there was an occasion where no one noticed her, Ruvaliana would sometimes kiss Allios, either on the cheek, or even in the mouth. He always wanted himself to play with Allios. When the suble Ilyaas came to just have a casual interaction with Allios, Ruvaliana immediately hit Ilyaas to the point that the two of them ended up being a fuss.
Of course the grown Ilyaas always succumbed to his sister. It's just that sometimes he can no longer control himself who is too angry until finally avenging Ruvaliana's punch. Be the two of them who make a headache. Allios cried and became a chain of commotion for the children.
This is what is said that the fruit falls not far from the tree. But seeing my own daughter have her father's vices, makes me a sorry father. Obsession is good because then it will make us work even harder to get it, but if it is too excessive, it will be a disease that makes us a bad character.
It can also make it difficult for others around us, be uncomfortable around us, and can even label us as a source of distraction.
I don't want my daughter Ruvaliana to end up being that kind of person.
Okay for Ruvaliana who doesn't want to part from Allios, but who taught her to kiss? A child cannot possibly do something as mature as that without an example around him. I remember with my wives that we never did anything adult at all including kissing in front of our children.
There is only one answer, it can come from the nannies, maids, or bodyguards who are sometimes in charge of looking after the children. Then finally it was discovered that a nanny was dating a palace soldier and they had done so once in front of Ruvaliana recorded by one of my familiar.
I also impose strict sanctions on the nannies and palace soldiers to a certain extent because they have been careless in carrying out their duties that up to damage the personal of the child who is still at an early age then transfer they were in the remote corners of the empire.
It is not wrong to make love, but you must know the time and place. You should not do it during work hours let alone your work is related to a very innocent child who actually ignores the professionalism of your work that has a negative impact on your performance results.
I repeatedly did everything I could to teach Ruvaliana that it was not a good habit, but it did not work at all. My wives helped, no one managed to do it.
Now, all I can do is control every action of Ruvaliana to some degree until every time she does that, there is someone nearby who can immediately prevent it. I hope that as he gets older, he will understand more about the impropriety of doing such things carelessly before adulthood.
Thas right. What if Ruvaliana is my son? Allios, too, I have considered like my own son whom I love very much. I have to protect her even if it's against my own daughter. I want them both to grow up to be good and dignified.
Then who is not inferior to the nature of Ruvaliana is Helion, my first child at once who will inherit the title of crown prince. My son grew up in his own problems that were a little different from Ruvaliana's.
Helion tends to be quiet and her expression is a bit difficult to guess although not as bad as Yasmin. But what worries me more is that sometimes my son has uncontrolled emotions.
He was in the usual state of being kind without discriminating others whether it was to the nobles or servants, old or young, male or female. All were treated politely by Helion equally. But once he is angry, similarly he will not discriminate others in an instant vent his anger.
Helion once flapped my collarbone when I yelled at her sister, Ruvaliana. Helion also once spilled a tray carried by a maid because she told a no-no to her foster sister, Ilyaas.
Dislike of wrongdoing is of course a commendable attitude. But it will soon be wrong if the way we convey it is not right. Helion tends to use physical violence to vent his anger rather than words.
Is it because he is quiet? But clearly, this will be a problem since Helion is my ultimate successor who will later be named crown prince. If he did not control his emotions precisely, then he would only be the ingredients of the cunning nobles.
I felt that I had gotten rid of the cunning nobles around me and that I had stabilized the government to some degree. No one else will dare to mess with my descendants. But that only happened when I was alive and by his side.
As soon as I disappeared, there was no denying the possibility that the cunning nobles who had been hiding their tails would appear again one by one eating away at the imperial family.
That's why I had to properly educate Helion so that she wouldn't fall into that rage. He must be able to control his emotions and facial expressions appropriately in public to be a good leader.
I don't know why my children only inherited bad qualities from their father.
But my son Helion is not stubborn. He wanted to listen to the advice of his father, only he was quiet so that sometimes the contents of his mind were not understood by many people. With persuasion, I slowly managed to approach my son mentally.
It was obviously my fault for being so busy with state affairs that as a result, the basic education of my children's attitudes became neglected. However you entrust it to a professional educator, without a direct example from his father, it will be free.
However, I have determined in my heart that I will never again abandon my son, nor Ruvaliana, Farhaad, including the Illies and Illios, nor my adopted son Ilyaas, and don't forget what I considered to be my own son, Allios. At least as long as possible in these quiet times, I will be by their side being a good father figure to them.
Who knows in the future, will I be able to survive after fighting against the Demon King. If it was my destiny to die after that, at least, I have cemented a strong foundation for my children down the path of this winding world.
“Papa!”
While Helion was immersed in my arms and Ruvaliana in my lap, Farhaad embraced my feet with happiness.
Maybe because he is still two years old, he is my son whose attitude has not made much trouble. He is friendly, easy to smile, and submissive. I hope that Farhaad can grow into a person who continues to be good like that.
Of course I'm not saying that Helion or Ruvaliana's attitude is bad. They just need more guidance and it's my job as his father to do it.
Similarly, my children who are currently not even one year old, Illios and Illies, hopefully they can all grow up well and become a good person as well.
For their sake, and also for the sake of Ilyaas and Allios, I will take care of this country to be a place for their growth.
