
At my mother's house I told her many things, today I started to tell my household trip to my mother and aunt. everything I told them but not what my father-in-law did.
The household trip that I had built based on love, had many stories that made my tears never stop. starting from the first time I entered my husband's house, until now I got my rights as a wife.
True said my mother, over time, love and affection will grow by itself.This is what happens in my household with my husband. at first I intended this marriage only to reduce my mother's burden, but over time, I began to fall in love with Farhan my husband.
The man who often humbled me, broke my heart.now a man who made me smile when I saw the look on his face.I did not expect, I did not expect, I can love that arrogant and stubborn man too.
"Mom, I want to tell my mother about how the journey of this mother's daughter's life while at her husband's house" I said with a sad face
Because I imagine how I live in my husband's house full of exams, ranging from a husband who can not accept me as his wife, to how my honor is taken by my father-in-law...
"what do you want to tell me?" ask my mother who seems to be starting to wonder
"honestly Ma'am, during my stay at my husband's house, many trials that I have passed. Tears have been a lot I let out, the first time I entered the house, the first time I entered, I was greeted with treatment that hurt my heart. Farhan did not want to think of me as his wife, the father-in-law who kept asking grandchildren from me. At that time I was very broken Mom, my heart was broken, how can a girl like me pass such a test.I remember mother's words, if I have to be patient and never despair, I will never be, mother's words made me get to this point" said I who told me about the bitterness of my life at my husband's house
Hearing my story made my mother cry, she sat down near me, hugged my body, and gave me strength to live my destiny.
"honey, don't be sad like this. forgive me for having to marry you with Farhan, I can't do anything. Our debt makes you have to be a guarantee, you have to be a guarantee, do you think you did that on purpose?. no son, how can you hurt your child, you are the most precious treasure you have" said the mother with tears streaming down my face
Aunt Ida who listened to our conversation shed tears, a very sad story that I had to live. Under the agreement I married a man I never imagined to be my husband. an arranged marriage that made me a mature woman, a girl who soon graduated from school had to marry a rich single son who was arrogant about his property.
"but Ma'am, behind the sadness that ayu has passed, now ayu is at the happiest point.Now Farhan has started accepting me as his wife, now I don't have to worry about me anymore, because now I and my husband are like husband and wife in general. This is all thanks to mother's prayers, because she is mother, slowly Farhan began to love me" said I who wiped my mother's tears
"really so?. Has Farhan started to love you?" ask mom
"thankfully, then, the mother is happy. finally the daughter of the mother can get her rights as a wife, from now on you should not disappoint your husband.take care of her, take care of her, take care of her like you take care of your mother, make her a king, and I'm sure you'll be treated like a queen" she said
Story after story I tell, sadness and happiness, I reveal to mother and aunt Ida. They are both women who make me strong through life full of tests. both of them are great and most meritorious women in my life.
The happiness that I am experiencing right now, it is all none other than the prayer of the two of them.the prayer of a mother who has loved me with all her heart, and the prayer of an aunt who had regarded me like her child.I was fortunate to live with two great and wise women, even though I was born into a poor family, but I am grateful to have been cared for and raised by two women who always strengthen my heart when I want to give up.
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At 2pm, I and Aunt Ida came home with the remains of tears that drenched our faces. In the car, on the way home, I hugged Aunt Ida to say thank you, it helped me get to this point.
I will never forget the advice that my aunt gave me, I pray that my aunt and mother will be given long life, because for me they are both the most expensive treasures in my life.
Although the first day I became a wife, my life was full of trials, but I now feel happy as a wife of a handsome man and also responsible.
I feel guilty, I have betrayed my husband. In my present condition I am pregnant with his father's son, how should I tell him that his father has taken away his rights as a husband.
How would he feel if he knew that the man he called his father had desecrated his wife and impregnated his daughter-in-law.I sometimes wonder how Farhan would accept a harsh reality, if I were pregnant with her father's child.
The sin made my heart unsettled, the child I bear made my life anxious.This child could be the destroyer of my household, I want to abort this womb, she said, but I thought how great is the sin of a mother who deliberately kills an unborn child.
I remember my mother, who was willing to risk her life just to give birth to me. If my mother was able to do that, why couldn't I do it for my son.