The Seed of Father-in-Law
CHAPTER 24
When we arrived at the hospital, I went into the room where there was an obstetrician in the room.I lay on the stretcher with a very chaotic mind.
after a few hours my father-in-law and I came out of the room, and waited for the results of whether I was pregnant or not. Before long we waited for the doctor to come and give the father-in-law the results of the examination earlier.
After the father-in-law saw, he gave the report to me. Sure enough in the report I was pregnant and my gestational age was only 1 month. my tears were dripping I was sitting limp on the front bench of the room.
"hiks, O Allah I am pregnant" I said with a cry
"Let's go home and hide the report" said the father-in-law
"what's on your mind, until you can impregnate your own daughter-in-law, hiks" said I.
"have not said much, you will hear your own people who are ashamed" said the father-in-law
With a broken heart I left the hospital, in the car I contemplated my fate if my husband or mother knew I was carrying the seed of my father-in-law.
In the car I cried until I felt weak, when we got home.My father-in-law told me to stop crying and wipe my tears, so that the house does not suspect my situation.
I got out of the car while removing the remains of my tears, in the living room there was a mother and also Farhan who was sitting talking.
"assalamualaikum" I said
"walaikumsalam" answered the mother
"where did you come from?, I waited for you from earlier" said the mother
"mmmm, ayu was discharged to the market ma'am" I said
"mother wants to take you to your uncle's house, said your uncle, he misses you" said the mother
"now?" ask me
"yes now" said mother
"Farhan, can I come with you?" ask my husband
"Dad" he said who was busy playing hp
"yes, come on, ma'am" said I who got up from my seat
I went with my mother to meet my uncle who lived in the village of Ampenan, a village located on the beach where I used to look at the sunset.
We were escorted by my father-in-law's personal driver, on the way I looked around the street very crowded riders.who were going on vacation with their families, because today was Sunday.
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After we reached Ampenan, my mother and I walked towards my uncle's house while my driver told me to wait in a car parked in front of my uncle's alley.
When we arrived at the uncle's house, we were greeted well.the uncle and his wife were sitting waiting for our arrival.
Uncle Burhan is the younger brother of my mother, he works as a fisherman.because it's Sunday he doesn't go to sea and rest at his house.
Uncle Burhan is very dear to me, from childhood I often bought toys.Even every time I cry he always came to my mother's house to take me to the beach.
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I miss the atmosphere of Ampenan beach, where I used to sit on the beach enjoying the beautiful sunset.
"oh yes Mom, I want to go to the beach for a while?" ask me
"ehhhh, eat first ayu you will come new" said uncle Burhan
"later, after you eat you go with your aunt yes" said uncle Burhan
"you are getting more beautiful aja yu" said my uncle's wife named Yuni
"a child can do it" I said
"how is your household, no problem, right?" ask bibik Yuni
"mmmm, my household is fine" said I who lied when there was a big problem that I could not tell anyone
"thankfully then, auntie is happy to hear it" said aunt Yuni
"Yun prepare food" said uncle burhan
"don't bother bur" said the mother
"yes, uncle, we ate at home" I said
"yes, that's how it is if we go to the beach" said uncle burhan
"sook" I said
On the beach, under the coconut trees we sit together. enjoy the atmosphere of the beach Ampenan very beautiful and crowded by the tourists.
The white sand of the beach reminds me of the past, where I used to spend time sitting on the beach while waiting for the sunset.
A moment I miss the most, if time can be turned. I want to go back to that time, a time when I was happy.
I can't live in the present, plus I'm having a big problem containing the seeds of my father-in-law causing my mind to break.
a young girl like me, should carry this weight like I was in the middle of the sea and could not swim.
I was like a dead man, who could do nothing even though my father-in-law had desecrated and abused me, there was nothing I could do.
Just shut up and accept all the harsh realities with the airy chest, a poor child like me is just a slave to a rich man who has no heart.
Why would God give me a man-in-law who acts like a demon, why is it so hard to give to a girl like me.
I wanted to end my life, but my mother made me feel unable to do that, how could I leave the woman who had contributed to me.
Today I want to spend time on the beach, contemplating and remembering the mass that I miss so much.
Glassy eyes, chaotic thoughts made me feel helpless.I sat down while stroking my stomach which was not too visible my pregnancy.
I wanted so badly to abort this, but I was wondering if it was appropriate for me to kill this innocent baby.
"yu, what's wrong with you?, what are you thinking?" ask uncle burhan
"no uncle, I just miss my time" I replied with teary eyes
"asalalu?, what are you missing until you're so sad" asked the mother
"i miss Mom, where I used to spend a lot of time here while waiting for sunset" I said
"if you miss all that, stay here and enjoy the sunset like you used to do" Burhan said
"of course today will never be the same as uncle's day" I said
