
A month has passed..... Today my husband Farhan is going home, I wait with fear for my husband's arrival.
I sat on the porch with Aunt Ida, waiting for Farhan to come. The clock showed at 10 am, Farhan had not arrived.
My head feels dizzy, I don't know what happened to me suddenly I was nauseous in front of Auntie Ida.....
"katkkk"
"you why yu?" ask aunty Ida who is shocked
"ee, no aunt, I'm going to go to the room first" I said as I ran to the room
I rushed into the bathroom, my head was dizzy and my face looked pale........
"astaghfirullah, what's wrong with me" I said in a small tone
I went to bed and lay down, because my legs didn't feel strong enough to stand up. I was getting weird with my body, I was fine this morning and I had breakfast.
Auntie ida came to my room, probably because she was worried about my sudden state of nausea and dizziness. Aunty was sitting next to where I was lying, stroking my hair.
"you why yu?" tanya aunt ida
"no aunt, suddenly ayu's head feels dizzy, and wants to continue nausea" I replied
"hahh" aunt ida shocked
"why aunt?" ask me
"are you pregnant?" aunt Ida asked back
"hahhhh, no aunt" I replied
"but what you are experiencing is like a woman who is pregnant, but aunty does not know if you are pregnant" said aunt ida
"i'm pregnant, is this because of what my father-in-law did, how is this" I said in my heart
"we go to the doctor yes, we check your condition. whether you are pregnant or just catching a cold" said aunt ida
"mmmm, don't be aunty okay anyway"
"but yu we don't know, we try yes"
"don't need aunty, ayu it's okay maybe just tired doang" I said to convince aunt Ida
"yes, I've got a drink for you"
"yes aunt"
I was afraid that if I was really pregnant, I would have to contain the seeds of my father-in-law, how I told my husband and those closest to me.
My mind is broken, my heart is broken, today my husband is home and I am pregnant.
Aunt Ida came with a glass of water in her hand, I began to hide the sadness I was feeling.
"it's a drink" said Aunt Ida
I drank and asked auntie ida to leave me alone, I wanted to rest because my body felt weak.
"aunty leave me alone, yes, I want to rest. later if Farhan comes home aunty says I'm not feeling well anymore" I said as I lifted the blanket
"yes, you rest first"
Aunt Ida went out of my room, my eyes started to tear, my heart was pounding, my heart was pounding, I was afraid that I was really pregnant and not because of my husband but my father-in-law who had desecrated me.
I cried by covering my whole body with a blanket, imagining what my fate would be if people knew I was pregnant by my father-in-law.
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"which wood is yah?" ask Farhan
"well" replied the father-in-law
"mayu again in his room sir, he said again not feeling well" said Aunt Ida
"he why?" ask the father-in-law
"since morning he was nauseous and said his head was dizzy like someone else was pregnant that way" said aunt Ida
"what... pregnant?" Farhan was shocked
"don't know either, maybe pregnant, maybe also catch a cold" said Aunt Ida
"yes Han you sit down and rest first let father who brought your suitcase, you Ida please make a drink for Farhan" said the father-in-law as he picked up Farhan's suitcase
"father bring your suitcase first, all father want to ask the situation of your wife" said the father-in-law
I who was lying on the bed looking at the door that was opened, my father-in-law who was carrying a suitcase looked at my face that was soaked by tears.
My father-in-law closed the door and approached me lying limp on the bed.I was afraid of what my father-in-law would do. He sat by my bed.
"you why? you pregnant?" ask the father-in-law
"i don't know" I replied with judes
"later in the afternoon we check yes, if you are really pregnant the father will be responsible for the child" said the father-in-law
"please get out of here, I want to be alone" I said in an annoyed tone
My father-in-law went out of my room, I couldn't bear to cry anymore, my tears felt like they were going to run out.
I went out to meet my husband who was sitting on the sofa with my father-in-law, I sat in front of my husband with a gloomy face.
"you why?, the face in the bend so. You do not like to see me coming home" said Farhan
"i'm not tired" I replied
"alahhhhhhh said that you are not happy to see me go home" said the arrogant Farhan
"what the hell, this is your home why I'm angry when you come home, I'm tired" I said
"already Han, your wife is tired and not feeling well, later in the afternoon I will take her to the doctor" said the father-in-law
"well, a woman like she does not need to be spoiled, let alone brought to the doctor.just waste money, later also she is healthy" said Farhan
"it's okay, he's dad's son-in-law"
"it's up to me" said an annoyed Farhan
"have you eaten?" ask Farhan
"why do you think about it"
I was upset with Farhan, his attitude was still the same to me. I asked him instead he asked, I felt not considered his wife.
I went to the room because I was free to welcome the return of the arrogant man, whose problems increased.
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At 4pm, Farhan was asleep next to me due to fatigue on the way home.The father-in-law stood at the door of our room and told me to come out.
I went out unbeknownst to Farhan, to see my father-in-law who would take me to the gynecologist to see if I was really pregnant or not.
Me and my father-in-law left in a car driven by my father-in-law, in the car I pondered, imagining my future if I really got pregnant by the heinous deeds of my father-in-law.