
After finishing the bath, I went out to meet Aunt Ida. I wanted to invite Aunt Ida to go to mother's house, somehow I suddenly felt longing for my mother's face.
At 10am, I and Aunt Ida prepared to go to my mother's house, and I asked the driver to take us to the village where my mother lived.
On the way I told Aunt Ida about how Farhan's attitude had begun to change.
"aunty, I want to tell you the same aunt" said I who began to open the topic
"what story do you want?" asked Aunt Ida who tilted her face to look at me
"i'm very happy today, this auntie" said I who showed Farhan the necklace last night
"Hem, necklace?" tanya aunt ida
"yes necklace, this was bought by Farhan from abroad for me" answered me with a happy face
"really, means Farhan has started accepting you as his wife dong?" ask Aunt Ida again
"yes, last night I saw the look on Farhan's face and attitude that had begun to change, I became more and more convinced that Farhan had started to open his heart to me" I said with happiness
"Alhamdulillah if so, aunty seneng dengernya. anyways man who does not want to accept a wife as beautiful as you" said aunty Ida who made me feel salting
"ahh aunty can, I'm not too beautiful, and aunty is too much to praise me" said I who felt embarrassed
"yu, you are beautiful, well, there is nothing less than you. It's just that Farhan is late to recognize you" said Ida
"mm, I'm grateful, finally Farhan has started to fall in love with me" said I who was not stopping to hold the necklace
"sometimes the attitude of men we can not guess yu, including Farhan. according to aunt Farhan is not only handsome and also rich, he is a good man and also responsible. aunt saw from the way and also the attitude of Farhan who actually had long fallen in love with you, only she was embarrassed to say it, because he had already demeaned you" said Aunt Ida
"hmm, although after all this time I waited, I was glad that Farhan had started to show that he was the husband and also the priest in my little family. although he has not said that he loves me, but I am sure in his heart he has written my name" said I who feel confident that Farhan has accepted me as his wife
"aunty always pray, so that you get happiness as you want, because for aunty, seeing you smile, making aunty feel happy" said Aunt Ida
Aunt Ida is so dear to me, I am grateful to be cared for by such a kind woman.The attention and also the way she advises me is like a mother who does not want to see her son sad.
I embraced Aunt Ida with gratitude, having been given a aunt who understood me.
"from today, you accompany your husband, do not disappoint his heart, do not argue his words.be a good wife, obedient, so that your husband is happy to live with you" said Aunt Ida who advised me
"yes aunt, I will try to be a good wife for Farhan" I said
I felt sad because of the great secret I was hiding from my closest people, the interesting secret incurs a great sin.
I want to say the same to everyone, but I'm afraid my husband will be angry and hateful to me and also my father-in-law.let me bear this sin, today I will start a new life and will fight back if my father-in-law dares to dirty me again.
I do not want to disappoint my husband again.nough sin I did, from now on I will change my innocent attitude.so that my father-in-law no longer carelessly treat me like a cheap woman.
Let this child in my womb be born, for it is sinful to abort this innocent child.
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I was so busy talking with aunt ida, I did not realize that I had arrived at my mother's house.Ida and I got out of the car and went into my mother's house.
The house is simple but leaves a lot of stories, this house is the legacy of my father, a man who has contributed to my life.I pray that father be placed by his side.
I entered the mother's house with sadness mixed with happiness, mixed feelings that I was feeling. On the one hand I regretted the sin I had committed, I had sex with a man who wasn't my husband.
On the other hand I am happy, because my husband who used to demean me a lot has now begun to accept me as his wife.
"assalamualaikum, buuu" I said with a shout from outside the door of the house
"walaikumsalam" said the mother from inside the house
"eh, come on, you guys don't tell me first, come on in" said the mother who told you to come in
"sorry Mom, ayu came without telling me first the same mother. somehow suddenly ayu kangen the same mother" said I who went to follow the mother
"ishhh, the son of the mother kangen anyway" said the mother
"he said he misses you, he invited me to come here, even though at home there is still a lot of work to do" said Aunt Ida
"hmm, yes sit down first, mom prepare a drink for you" said the mother who went to the kitchen
I and Aunt Ida sat down, waiting for my mother to come back from the kitchen. I spent the money I would love my mother.
"what is yu?" ask Aunt Ida who saw me take something from inside the bag
"m, this is auntie's money, I'll give it to mom" I said
Before long mother came to bring 2 glasses of warm tea for me and also Aunt Ida, I looked at the face of the mother who had begun to age with hair that had almost all whitened. the woman who gave birth to me in this world looks very old.
My eyes could not imagine what it would be like if my mother was not in this world anymore, how my life would be without a woman who was already like an angel in my life. the woman who sacrificed her time to take care of me until I grew up.