
I cried in my room until the afternoon, Aunt Ida tried to calm me down in various ways. The clock was showing at 4 pm wib, Farhan came home from the office with a happy face.
while I was still with tears soaking my face.
"why are you crying?" ask Farhan
I didn't answer Farhan's question, because I seemed unable to explain, Aunt Ida who was in the room was hugging me, telling me about what my father-in-law said.
"your wife is crying because of your father" replied Aunt Ida
"dad?, what did my father do with him" asked Farhan again
"your father asked ayu to give him a grandson, your father wanted to be a grandfather and wanted you to be a father" said Aunt Ida
"grandson?, ahhhh already my relationship is just a mere status, where can I be the father of this daughter" said Farhan while pointing at me
"why?, why don't you want to be a father?, he's your wife" said Aunt Ida
"i don't want to have a child from ayu, I only marry him because of my father's inheritance" Farhan said
"tell that to your father, your wife must carry the burden of your deeds, if you marry ayu only because of inheritance, tell that to your father, so that your father does not blame ayu" aunty Ida
"aunty mending silence, Auntie here is just a maid, deserves a Aunt talking like that to Aunt's employer?" farhan
"i am indeed only a maid, but I have considered ayu as a daughter Aunty, no mother could bear to see her daughter cry"
"then how? do I have to divorce ayu?" ask Farhan
"it's your right, and a good husband won't divorce his wife" said Aunt Ida
Amidst the debate of Aunt Ida and Farhan, my father-in-law came to my room.
"what are you yelling at?" ask the father-in-law
"i want to divorce ayu yah" Farhan said firmly
"what's the reason you want to divorce your wife?" the father-in-law asked
"she said she wanted to be a mother of my child" Farhan said
"keep what's wrong?" ask the father-in-law again
"i don't love him well, how can I be a father to this woman, a poor woman who is not my taste at all" Farhan said in anger
"ceplekkkkkk" the voice of the father's slap that slapped Farhan
"why did you slap me?"
"the woman who is currently your wife is the woman you chose for you, so you are insulting your choice?" said father-in-law
"well, there are still women out there who are much better than ayu, why father even married me to him" said Farhan
"you have been silent, if you do not like ayu, I will not love you a penny from the wealth of the father" the father-in-law told Farhan
"so you want me to have a child with this woman?" asked Farhan who pointed at me
"sure, that's why dad married you to her"
"if you divorce your wife, I won't give you anything to understand" the father-in-law said
Father-in-law and Aunt Ida came out of our room, while I was still sitting next to the bed with tears flowing down my face.
In the room Farhan ventured into his marahan by slamming the items on the table, throwing them on the floor while screaming.
As I grew more and more frightened and unable to bear what was happening today, my unceasing cries made me feel weak and helpless.
"what do you want, I will love some of my possessions as long as you go away from my life, I can't if I have to be the father of a woman like you" Farhan said
A man who has no pity sees my tears, a husband who has no respect for me as his wife.I feel useless here, I feel useless here, my rights as a wife are like I never got.
Why am I staying in the house of a husband who does not recognize me as his wife, I will only be more tormented if I have to survive in this house.
"i don't want your property, I just want my rights as a wife" I said with a cry
"right?, what right do you mean" Farhan asked in a loud tone
"i'm your wife, you want me to give birth to a child, you want to be my son's grandfather, what makes you not want to do that"
"i told you, whenever I would never be the father of your child, even if you are beautiful but to me you are the trash woman in my eyes"
Farhan's words pierced into my heart, my heart as if it had been broken.
a man who has been my legal husband would not have a wife like me.
my cries grew louder and I could not bear it until I fell and fainted in front of Farhan.
Farhan was shocked to see me fall on the floor, he carried me on the bed, with a face that looked very anxious to see me helpless, he called my father-in-law.
"ayahhhhhhhh" cried Farhan from our room
Father-in-law and Aunt Ida who heard her screams rushed inside, Aunt Ida ran over and sat down beside me who was fainting.
"what happened, what did you do ayu" asked Aunt Ida worriedly
"he suddenly fainted I don't know why" Farhan replied
"give me the drinking water and the water oil that is located in the tv cabinet" the father-in-law's request to Aunt Ida
Aunt Ida rushed out to fetch the water oil you asked for and took it to the room.
the water oil was dabbed in my nostrils, so I came to my senses from my fainting.
Aunt Ida gave me a drink with the glass she had brought, with a rather myopic look I saw the look on Farhan's face that looked very anxious.
"rest first yu, your condition is very weak" said Aunt Ida
"let him rest and you Farhan come out, I want to talk to you, and you're Ida accompany ayu here, if anything call me" my father-in-law said
"well sir" replied Aunt Ida
I was lying limp on the bed, Aunt Ida stroked my hair, calmed my heart, until I fell asleep because too tired to cry made me feel weak.