
“Mas Dika? Do you have another woman in your heart?” Just be curious, if anything is okay. I will not be angry, indeed I who was not always there with him most likely just bias infidelity occurred.
“Mas?”
“Do you think?”
“I think, yes if anything is okay. Dysa is not angry.”
“So you want ya?” Ask. Not really, open up I mean.
“Yes is not the story. You're asking permission to be polygamous. If you have already not papa, let me go ‘kan easy.” I easily said so. No one feels disadvantaged here, either financially or physically mentally.
Shut up, he just huffed expressionlessly. It is very difficult to interrogate our cheating partner or not.
“Jawab is Mas. Is it or not?”
“Despite it, I must have been married right? And, here you are called my affair.” Evidently.
“Oh, yes? I'm a dong actor, right? Hahaha, but I'm not an actor right?”
“Speaking what the hell are you, Dysa?” His tone sounded bad, I had provoked his anger.
I was silent until my destination.
“It's up, come down. Pursue all your dreams.” Took the top of my head.
I'm still silent in my head, though,
“Dysa?”
“Sorry Yes Mas?” Very slowly I said.
“It's okay. I'm sorry too?” Smacked my head. Not only got there, Mas Dika came down with me.
“When can we meet again huh?” Grasping my right hand.
“When you want, as long as it's somewhere else! Not at my house!” My hair's a target for her to scan.
“Hahaha okay, already there.” Pushing my body. Across there apparently Bang doctor Andre was leaning on a pole and watching me with Mas Dika, whether since when.
Walking closer to him, the man's doctor's gaze did not lead to me but on Mas Dika's car until it moved away.
“Bang Andre?” Patted his arm.
“Who is he?” Sapaku is answered with questions.
“She... She's my sister.” Answer lies. Let me lie this time.
“Really your sister? Not your boyfriend?” Staring full of sight. His face looked at me, angry. That is the picture of his expression. I answered him with a nod of my head.
“I hope you don't lie, doctor Dysa!” His words were so full of emphasis, slipped both hands in his black pants pocket and then left.
Sorry, I lied.
...*** ...
Until my hours are up tonight, I don't see Andre bang after the meeting this morning. There was a little bit of a sense in my heart, I was the one who lied to the one who was kind to me. I think maybe that's not fair to him.
Tracing the hospital parking lot, only a few cars are parked there. From the back there was someone who overtook my path, bang Andre it turned out.
“Bang!”
“Bang Andre, wait!”
Stopped at the side of his black car, looking at me with his flat expression.
“What's up?” Ignoring me, he was busy opening his car door.
“I want to talk to you.”
“It's night, tomorrow it's just.” Said. Can't argue, just resigned with his departure.
I walked near the hospital stop, waiting for Edwin to pick me up like a normal day. The sky was so bright, the light was blistering through the gap of the dense tree on the edge of the road. Smile, the crescent moon as if smiling as I looked up at him. The rest of the happiness of meeting my secret lover this morning is still felt today.
Tin. tin.(horn sound).
Get in his car. Already playing the song ‘Until Close Age’ from Angga Candra, one of my favorite songs. Sometimes I hum in the lyrics that I write. Wiggling my body and hands enjoyed the silent and seductive music.
“It looks like you're happy? Why?”
“Hah? Any timing? Dysa this flavor is normal.” Does it seem that our hearts are happy?
“The aura is so strong, Dysa. You sing while smiling continuously.”
“Hahaha. Akh, it was found out that my mood was blooming.” Laughing together, my laughter rubbed off on him who was laughing.
“Indeed flowering because what? Got double salary?” She asked.
“Yee... Not Mas,”.
“Then because what?” Still asking more.
“Hahaha.. Just meeting a girlfriend, this morning.” I answered without thinking.
Cieett!
The wheels of the car squealed, our bodies pushed forward due to sudden braking from him, while silent stabilized my heart beat that was not bothersome. Immediately I realized what I said just now. Smothering my mouth tightly, the man beside me looked in shock looking straight ahead. His fingers clasped tightly on the steering wheel of the car.
Is he angry?
“Pacar?” Asked while looking at me sharply.
“A.. Em..aah Mas, I don't mean it.” Reason sought. My teeth were even trembling at the look on his face as he looked at me.
“Since when did you have a girlfriend?”
“Ehmm…. Since…. Since-”
“When, Dysa?” His voice was just a hiss like a cobra.
“Eight of the year.” Reply lirih. Closing my eyes tightly, it was useless for me to cover them again.
“We'll just end it all. I'll be at your house right now.”
The music of his car type stops because of getting a bogeman from him. Then, the accelerator pedal was stepped on strongly, his car drove very quickly overtaking all the vehicles in front of him. I know, he's so angry. But, does it have to get this angry? Did he lose his life before he even got home?
What would he say to Mom and Dad ? It could be longer his business.
“Mas Edwin. Don't tell me papa Dysa's mama, Mas.” The only way is for me to apologize to him.
“Dysa please.” Shaking his arm.
“Dysa please, Mas. Don't do this, don't.” Even my tears were powerless to hold in place.
“Toooooo, Dysa. I should have known from the beginning you just wanted to play me.” His teeth were even intertwined when he said so.
“No, Dysa didn't mean to play you so.” My tears had already shed, and the road leading to my house was getting closer.
“Dysa please, Mas. I'll explain everything to you. Mom and Dad didn't know about this. Don't Mas, Dysa please. Huk huk, Mas Dysa please don't tell me why. Mama Papa will be disappointed with me, they do not know about my relationship with my lover.” Edwin flinched and immediately looked at me briefly.
“Dysa, please. Give Dysa time to talk about this. Give Dysa time to explain everything to you, don't tell Mama and Papa. Please, Mas.” Still clasping her arms, not caring about the tears that bore on my cheeks.
“This is Dysa's fault, not Mama Papa Dysa's. Don't tell your Mama and Papa too, Dysa please. Dysa please be with you. Huks huks huks.”
“Stop the car here. Don't tell me now, Mom. Dysa please..” It feels like everything has been in vain, begging is meaningless. Stopping an angry man's steps really only makes me resigned.
What would happen if Mom and Dad knew about this? End of my history, huk huks.
At the intersection of the road to my house, a car pulled over there. I shed all my tears right then and there. It turns out he still gives pity too.
“You should have told me in the first place even though papa mama we don't know about your lies.”
“Sorry, Mom. Forgive Dysa.”
“You wasted my time! Indeed from the beginning there was no meaning to me in your eyes.” The words that pierced my heart, he had already noticed them from the very beginning.
Shut up and duck, that's all I can do. My apologies are apparently not able to make up for this fatal mistake. I should be able to break this relationship well.
“I wait for your explanation directly in front of Mama and my Papa or I will tell you what is appropriate I know.” Said the man beside me, and I nodded in agreement.