
"Sudahhh .. bu quitep." I yelled at mom.
"Less asem you are."tip the mother who did not accept my words as she slapped me again.
"Cloth"
"Ahkk .. ma'am hurts."my lips are holding my cheeks.
" your race is that I don't have any ears if you scream like this at mommy base don't know myself."Read the mother who screamed.
to the extent that the neighbors saw her act of scolding me in public there I was very embarrassed if treated like this once mother that's where the neighbors began to gossip about the bottom mother Mom has a mental disorder.
that's where Mother's emotions then towards them then she began to throw sandals at them all (Neighbors) until at last the neighbors were afraid and then left and someone dodged it without excuse um.
" View .... Mom always yells like she doesn't have a mother's morals, what's nice to look at a neighbor like that, ha."Timpal I started yelling at mom.
"Silencemmm you."apparently he.
"I should be ashamed of Mas Ari always Maki-maki Mas Ari, especially mother did not say thank you to him when I was made fun of by the villagers."
"I said shut up you ... It's good enough now to need money Duitttttt don't need a good guy who matters money." his ideal of what is this is swiping his thumb and index finger like this to the point that the spit of the mother spurts on my lips.
"and can eat the mother .. You say what mother until bring a guy I muel here want to be your real woman." said the mother who scolded me.
" no ma'am" I replied in tears
"essentially you are" cried Mother, pulling my hair until I screamed in pain.
" have not made money continue to bother parents why the heck you were born should have been killed so as not to botherinnn parents." cercar mother who berated me.
"Deg."
that's where I began to cry until when my life gini God I've been tired of being treated and discriminated against by mother and also yuli every day let alone mopedekin neighbors this morning Like Julitin I who meddled in my life's problems.
Astagfirullah It hurts me to always want me to understand his feelings while he is not to the point that I have tried my best in finding work outside the area but he did not agree when I used to the work offered by the cooperative he did not agree, he said his salary was small.
then I had a list of CPNS always failed and failed this way and in the end my lifestyle like this for what I live Oh God for what until at the end like this then I pray hopefully I was dead called God.
And often I think badly in my own room after I finish the homework mending I become a performer just let Mommy be satisfied always torment my inner until late at night I cry just Segara I thin mind negative because I was already S1 faculty in the government and his time I wanted to be a real actor and suddenly azan magrib reverberated and finally I performed the magrib prayer as usual my prayer often crossed.
Between I pray zuhur bolong sometimes I pray ashar sometimes also like howling because I males worship because of depression with this incident that befell me after that I finished praying magrib I was direct just cooking dinner for them all finally you smile at me.
" uh marini .. the most beautiful father, you are very diligent." said the father who praised me.
" Eh yes sir who used to dong marini hehehe." answered my grim despite this heart aches with the problems that befell this morning.
" i call them, sir." I told you.
"Yes." said the father who began to sit down.
then I called them in the end they all started coming, Then bring each shirt food to eat alone without me who else if not mother and Yuli always like this began to sneer I was a disobedient child to make my heart become sick until Yuli even insulted that I was a useless brother but you were angry and started berating them to keep talking to them.
or the pocket money yuli and money shopping mother will not be given in the end they also feel embarrassed because Already this debate is afraid that if the debate still continues maybe the mother will be divorced again or Yuli will not be paid for his college semester because you used to have a lot of money.
until finally we eat together to appreciate me then I start washing dishes after prayer isya in a hurry Because the heart is worried and suddenly mother and Yuli are serious to chat in front the terrace then I went there to chop.
" Mommy .. actually Yuli is ashamed Mom has an unemployed sister like her, always my friends do you work what Yul" said Yuli who frankly hates me.
" Yes ..indeed he is a child that can not be arranged Yul, never heard Advice Bu Kan he has a bakery that terthe best in our village." my mother answered Yuli's question.
" Oh yes Ma'am Even though marini is beautiful whether she does not want to marry the same jortomo let alone she is rich celebrate quite bu rich splash our rich." replied the Yuli who responded to the mother gossip.
"Yes .. know that the baby nutmeg stone is difficult to say the same parents even though the mother wants to have a rich daughter-in-law she." replied the mother while eating the terrace outside the house.
" Oh, this is the reason why my mother asked me to marry jortomo oh because of her property so uhh, evil and greedy anyway both of them yes." I murmured in my heart.
Then I started to leave the place as usual and there was a feeling tired to be the child of this family let alone the mother to me this and that and I sorted it out but the result was no change and had to be there are considerations for my future especially marriage jortomo ogah already know Jortomo Playboy likes sedain widow next door sometimes also sedain young girl almost sepantaran with Yuli.
That's when I saw them were Kasmaran first at the top of our village then jortomo continued to kiss the lips via with a friendly kiss even though jortomo had just met 2 times with this young girl who else if not via the next door neighbor who was still unemployed.
just want the child to be treated indecent like that if not his wealth where he especially wants to be invited plus-plus so same jortomo even though his face anyway he (jortomo) mediocre and also fat to the point I'm disgusted to see it.
especially when I first met him first when my mother introduced me to me he continued to start salaman for so long as he started to blink eyes at me it was disgusting to see that my behavior and appearance was not nasfu and mother also does not know the original behavior of the jortomo that all this time like to make out with widows and also invite to threesome with the young girl is not really worthy of being a candidate for my future life Even though I no virgin I also want to have a right husband.
in the end I slept again to calm down and as usual the day Master had arrived I began to deliver Mom to her workplace at school after Yuli went on leave to father and mother because like usually he is in college and also he became a teacher of kindergarten and small social followings.
"Ayoo ma'am." I yelled at mom.
" Yes soon dong sy, again want to bring this former repetition."reflect on the mother who scolded me this morning continues suddenly next door neighbor who greeted us who else if not bu eti who came to our house.
"Eh .. Miss Endah wants to go, ma'am." she's kind to mom.
" Yes Ma'am." answered the mother with a bungrimah and smiled to my neighbor who else jalo bikan mother eti to the point that Bu Eti was looking at me for so long.
" uh Miss Endah is a marini anyway" she asked mom.
"Iyaaa ma'am" I replied with a sumringah while statering the motor.
" What are you doing now."just ask who's setting you up and I'm confused about what all of a sudden my mom says like.
" Oh that's the freelance job marini ma'am so she rarely goes out of the house."
" O kirain nganggur ma'am."timpalnya who mocked me so forced me and mother also laughed.
" Maafff ... Maaff if that's it I'm sorry.let's bu low, marini ." Timpal Bu Eti who say goodbye to go so as not to make a noise.
"Yes marii." Our timpal answered compactly.
in the end I just drove the motor slowly because I know the mother was the most chatty if for example I was the person riding the motor until the fall he was angry and also never patient if for example, I did not accidentally crash yesterday or suddenly.
"What ... you are not ashamed of your current status, mother cape with you until asked by Bu Eti with the same question when marriage when marriage when it is the end of the year is still idle." his mother's grumbling ungrateful that what God gave her had two intelligent, obedient children and respect for her mother.
" but ma'am." ideal marini who has not finished the word because the conversation cut by his mother.
" Tapi what but apaa hah ... see that your sister Yuli has been in the 5th semester Yes already able to earn her own money thanks to the results of her online sales again continue to be a good salary teacher again in a prestigious private Kindergarten emang you can not do anything." comparing himself to Yuli..
" Astaghfirullahaladzim .... please be patient and patient first I fought hard nyari work out of town until my mother did not blessuin work there now I have to kayak what and how again, O Allah." marini in his heart.
until I ride this bike with a tangled heart, plus the mother who once compared me with her friends or with Yuli Capek it feels then immediately mom stopped me when she took her books under my motorcycle seat and she kept saying goodbye to me and tell me to clean up the house.