The Mystery of Wewe Gombel
Chapter 7 All my life has always been a failure

" Nih please ... All of you bring your mother's groceries because a lot of this help you lift ya." he replied to make me shocked.

so that I rounded my eyes Is this what is called a mother who said she loved her child to the point that she attach importance to the needs of yuli and also herself While they were having fun without inviting me away, until in the end they both forget me and Is this the so-called Fir Family that is always there is even very painful.

" Yes mom. marini bring her groceries." answered me who brought the mother's groceries so piled up that Yuli gave me groceries.

" Yes ... Please bring your sister's groceries and let it taste good." said the mother who told me again to bring my sister one shopping.

"Yes mom."Answer me while looking down.

" and don't forget ... You clean everything so neat this room yes let it be pleasing to the eye." said the mother who told to clean everything.

" Yes ma'am." I answered briefly..

I was forced to bring their groceries so that my Father saw me Poorly and thoughtfully if I was told to be like a maid and not treated well by them the night made my heart ache and not appreciated anymore.

always spoiled mother first because Yuli is a smart person and also suple her people dibandingku who have no friends especially now she can find her own money and also often hangout with her age friends this young one all he can buy compared to me who is still a home child.

" i have to register for CPNS this month so they won't underestimate me again." I grumbled inwardly.

until in the end I just look for advertising brochures in my room that I have long saved for days and finally met and then I began to establish myself to register so I could working in the government so that I can prove that I can I certainly can until finally the CPNS test began on April 22 there I began Praying tahajud prayers that launched sustenance and may I be accepted.

Then I just immediately prepare the files so as not to bother later to leave and then I began to fall asleep for CPNS preparation tomorrow until I finally leave early in the morning at 07.00 until I had up to his office consisted of two receptionists and 2 security guards.

" So Ma'am There's something I can help you with." replied the security guard with a Ketus face.

" Yes sir I want to register for the CPNS test" I replied calmly.

"Well .. may I see your identification card with the file and its cv." he said, asking me for permission.

" yes, sir, please take a look" I said calmly.

" Alright Ma'am I've checked please just go straight to the giant next to the one in klouter 1." It was the security guard who told me to go there.

" Yes Yes Sir thank you sir" replied thanking the security guard so that the security guard began to nod tightly.

until in the end many who queue there to become employees at CPNS in accordance with the requests of parents or their ideals until in the end I queue next just called after that I fill out the form this is to enroll in the teacher section then I have to wait again for almost 2 minutes.

" bismillah May I be accepted into the CPNS" I prayed in my heart.

until in the end I was told to enter the room along with other participants who had been sitting in the sequence in accordance with the number and the officer gave the exam sheet to them including myself and me seeing some tests that really make my head dizzy huh mathematical terms I hate the most with Basic mathematics, hold English and so forth.

" dizzy also nihngeain these questions Try me to learn from the beginning." murmured me in the heart.

then carefully I worked on these problems, it was very difficult to answer this CPNS until it took a long time to do this problem and They gave us time to do almost problems half an hour until finally time continues to run a few hours later the time is up, but some of the problems I have not done once in the math or English section.

then we were told to wait almost 2 hours again yes at the end our names have been issued and there are some names have passed at least 15 people except me, yes I I always fail for what I want what else to take the CPNS test is not easy but God plans another until I strip home to drag on.

the day goes on I am also used to being treated indecently by some people I know or neighbors who look at me with a cynical look that I am an unemployed person who does not have any skills Yes most of my skills only want to wash dishes, clean the house everything, let alone iron the clothes of my sister and mother and father and make stress yourself.

" uh Bu Risma."timpal bu ami called her name.

" Yes, what the hell is ma'am seems so serious already" replied bu risma.

" know the hell, ma'am, that's the mother's child, the mother's father" he said without hesitation pointing at me.

" hihihi until now she's been idle."

"Hahahaha."the laughter of the mothers who bullied me.

" Ah .. maybe he is less earnest times Bu nyari his usual work son rich ngaku-ngaku rich so that his life ga blessings due to adultery mom." Answer the homestead that blatantly mocked me in front of my face.

Kok there are only neighbors whose mouths are rich like that like garbage should be mengjelinnih 100 cayenne or scissored congornya let it be guarded because my mother insulted them there and then I I began to curse them that they had no right to judge my past, or disturb my personal problems that are increasingly so difficult to reach my goals and they also do not know my struggle but really like to tell my life.

" uh Mom, don't talk about me in the back directly in front of me, yes, I don't like it the most if there are people who like to nge-ngusik my life He ...I've been nosy about your lives." I blatantly dislike their mouths.

" emang really if you are unemployed you continue to insult your ex-boyfriend anyway." replied the blatant homesteader who did not like me.

"Hahahaha."toss their laughter that mocked me.

" Ebu if if if I insult why it's none of your business anyway why say it's over you guys yes nda have a job alone."I answer I don't want to lose with the painful question of bu gina.

"Yuu .... You goblok so women tuh do not be lazy dong ni it was difficult consequently nyari cooperation ga dapet jodohne ." replied my former smp friend who was blatant to me then they all started laughing at me.

until in the end I did not accept to be treated like this just I grabbed their hair even though they were older or almost the same age as my mother and the vegetable artisans immediately stopped our action and then suddenly there was a person who was filming our action and I just pulled the Camera and then I slammed and then I injected the Camera because I most like there are people who interfere like this just less work.

" Hey, you saw that my camera had been damaged quickly you changed quickly" said the owner who did not accept that his camera had been damaged by recording me without permission.

" again wrong own record-recording people without permission again so do not carelessly record so people anyway." said I who do not want to lose from the person happened to be a man.

then he started to almost slap me and because there was someone who held his hand then his hand began to twist and then he started to run away who else if not Mas Ari ready to help me and then mas ari stopping the actions of the people of the village here who create a riot between this Village then Mas ari told them that talking about others is not good let alone insulting it like that in the end they resentfully began to disperse all the.

" you don't know." he replied, who was attentive to me.

" Yes, I'm not thanking you, I'm not helping you."I started smiling at him.

" yes together, just keep you strong patience ya." said Mas Ari who encouraged me.

until in the end I started smiling and hugging him as a sign of my gratitude to him then he smiled and then he drove me home on foot until at last Mother saw me with a sour face when she was I was delivered by mas Ari.

" O marini youuh Where the hell just came home at this hour." Mom explained to me who had been nagging me.

" I'm sorry ma'am, there are still obstacles." I replied, who was polite to him even though he didn't love me anymore.

"That's who that is to say you brought this catty guy here to see people if you're not really a woman." Said my mother who pierced my heart.

"Deg."

" astaghfirullahaladzim" answered me who stroked my own chest.

" astaghfirullahaladzim bu lowah..why mother can talk like that to marini when I save the marini and nganterin go home that's just ma'am" he replied Mas Ari by holding back his emotions.

" Alah .... I don't care to say that you are my son's mode to make all the basic poor weathered Bujang." cried my mother who insulted Mas Ari.

that's what I don't accept if Mas Ari is insulted by mother Then I started to apologize to Mas Ari then Mas Ari also said goodbye to me without saying goodbye to mother, yes I admit that Mother's emotions are getting more and more out of control because her age is approaching twilight so that's how the mother always looks at people from her property to be able to marry me as a sign of respect for this family But if you see people who are not equal, he must have railed all out like Mas Ari who had just been insulted by mother.

"Sudahhh .. bu enoughp ma'am." I yelled at mommy.

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