The Mystery of Wewe Gombel
Chapter 6 My inner being tortured my mother

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the slap hit his face because I didn't like the way he talked, let alone the pompous attention to me because his mother liked to tease me that I was a useless unemployed scholar and not merid-merid hitherto.

that's how I feel especially the people of one village and also his mother who constantly commented on my life that They said When I would get married ,or when his work and also when his turn is what pisses me off then he asks.

"Why do you slap me anyway." he said, holding his cheek.

" Partially you don't want to pay attention to me if surely you will be mocking me the same as the villagers here." he began to ketus with her.

"Ga anyway ... Sorry .... I don't mean like this I'm just."he said he stayed down.

" Just ... Apaa justa hah hah !!! "my yell cut her talk while I pulled her collar.

" Patience .. istighfar ni istighfar." the rain tried to calm me down but I didn't care and I said it like this.

"alah .. don't be kind to you mas.." give me a firm word to him.

"Hah .. why does he talk like that huh." - murmured in his heart.

"Ga ni's... I mean." she answered in a panic

"Ahkk.." cried out like a madman.

there I began to step up to leave him for what I was talking to such a person let alone It made my heart tight when I wanted to work outside the city and I wanted to go to Jakarta to looking for a job as expected even can not achieve my dream of being ugly about me that I am a useless woman who works out of parents' money after graduation.

Eh instead of empathy with me who is being difficult even said by the mothers next door and they say like this.

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" Yes .. Bener Kayak I have two children my husband works dong outside the city Emang you just take care of yourself no becus."Lindanya linda my school friend who bullied me first.

" Hahaha pity also yes from the past until now there is a change after we bully continuously aja you so ni hahaha." ledeknya who insulted me.

that's where I can't answer and reveal his words that it's true that I'm an unemployed scholar who is considered not good at taking care of myself especially those who have experience.

If for example I accept a job offer on campus there must be mothers looking and in silence to me.

"Truly this !!! ... Wait."he's the one who blocked me off the road.

"What" he replied I coiled both balls of my eyes lazily looking at him.

" Ehm actually."

"What." answered me with a ketus.

"It won't be when I go."he's the one who left me.

"Ih ...It's not clear."I was angry in my heart.

there I also did not care about his life and he wanted to know the problems he was going through but my problems were also more severe how I was never trusted by the mother to choose her own destiny Path.

until finally I went home to the neighbors began to sneer at me again who did not and was called the laziest child in the world, used to, and used, and always underestimated by them thanks to my mother who said I didn't-no when I passed them when they were shopping at the store hesti bu.

"Bus ... Buu apparently marini once pregnant mom."he said the beautiful temen that often bully me.

" ih time anyway ... ?"ask mommy hesti.

" It is true ... My mother was horrified by her mother marini that marini was pregnant because of promiscuity anyway bu hesti." instead reni scoffed at me in front of my face until bu hesti said like this.

" when the plain Marsi Loh how can ya ngelakuin it?" answered his retirement.

" yes, Ma'am the name also needs wild girls like that must be." Timpal the Beautiful the julid who menas-manasi atmosphere.

"Dnh ... Amity ... Amitt .. instead of making proud his parents even destroy the morale of his family really kasian pak tatang same bu dendah." replied bu hesti with ketus.

"oh ... Yes, yes."

"eches ... Thought it out."ledeknya he who insulted me blatantly.

until I males melanin they do what mengeladenin people who lack work is not level if messing with them now I do not care anymore with the insults of those who bertubi bully me so that this heart is dead the feeling that until I got home came with an empty heart until I was too lazy to talk to anyone because I was sick of this life including the villagers who insulted my Self-worth they felt the most sure enough like a god in the end Father just asked me this.

"Hey marini you are from anywhere anyway." she asked with no emotion.

" out of this, sir."

" get out to where." he asked again so I'm lazy Answer the question Father and move both my eyes.

" Already Mr. mending father diem aja marini cape want to rest." I replied with Ketus then Father with emotion began to slap me.

"Plakk."

" just continue this father sakin marini here's the next slap of cheek." answered me with sadness while.

"Party ... You make the father emotional." the dream is that makes my heart cry and then I look away in front of you.

"this is not finished yet" said the father angrily and then I compared the door in front of the father's face.

to the point that I am sick of all this I condemn me why it was God who played with my life that always made my life suffer more to the point that my hope was not there until I became more sensational because of that incident so torturous.

now I do not want any more effort must be in vain and right said the mother that my life is unlucky for ever.

until at last the rain began to fall and lightning struck all the room in my room until I began to get scared and wanted to scream just I should not scream because I was heard by neighbors and also home we're sticking.

so I have to keep my image so I don't get crazy until how many hours later I start falling asleep and not eating for days.

Then I locked myself in the room for days and did not say anything because the males were also the same mother and in the end the mother shouted like this.

" Sir, look at your son."

"Open... Sih bu ojo yells shy mom heard neighbor."timpal dad who tried to calm mom.

" How can you calm down if your favorite child is not done, this house is never done."

" all this time he.tuh just say for days he nda want to take care of the house, also nda ngapain emang he's never becusss finally the mother who settled" he explained with a sigh of validity it.

" yet Bu ojo do not extend the problem Let the father talk to him later on. his year team father to calm Mother for a moment so that mother does not get angry again.

"Yes ... But." replied the mother who had not finished because you started a conversation that said like this.

" Yowess .. Mr. Anterin you work yo.

"yo." answered the mother with a sniffle.

until in the end I also want to end my life because for what I live always insulted by mother right while looking for razor turns out in my room no .

and in the end you came home and kept banging on the door because he was worried about the health of my broken soul because the mother was arbitrary and spoke rudely to me especially he did not want to understand with my feelings.

that in his eyes I was always wrong I was considered a lazy child, and did not want to obey him to marry.

" Tock Tock Tock."

" open the door yet I'm not done talking to you."

"Tock..please open the door." she said, knocking on my door.

"Hiksi ..... Hiksss hiksss".my lyrics that start crying weakly.

"cn ... You know you're tired of this ordeal but at least you can fight like before." said the father who tried to seduce me so I could get out and I replied like this.

" but Mother is not proud of me sir in her eyes, especially I often matedekin and I always less and make her eyes embarrassed that makes marini embarrassed especially this morning berieriakin until heard by the neighbors finally everyone is talking about me how I'm not being cheated on sir." replied myself with emotion.

" Oh God want the Father or Mother to apologize if the Father/mother is much wrong but you have to pray yes son." he said the father who encouraged me even though my heart was very fragile when my mother commented on the ugly things to me in front of the Neighbors.

" let's take a break, Marini sir."

" Okay, you stay first if there is anything later you call father ya" he said while leaving my front room.

"Ehm Yes .. sir."

right now I'm sick of everything that people say about me being considered I'm personally lazy to be considered a careless woman until the neighbors start sneering at me that I'm not a virgin because a few days ago mom always was yelling and insulting me to the astonishment of people especially they already know who I really am.

Compared to his favorite son, he was always spoiled because he was classier and richer than me until Mom helped her salon and finally she did not appreciate me as her brother.

until I fall asleep again and want to do the Desire Unsubmerged in life just I have to stop this habit of fearing it will get a bad thing if God sees it could be - could be Forbidden my life so that in the end I ventured to prayer zuhur even though almost 2 hours I was late to pray.

when that is when the Father smiled to see me perform prayer johor Although I ogah-ogahan perform prayer in the heart because it is free always in the eyes of my mother and sister that I am the most failed people the most lazy and stupid people in the world in this family.

Until I finally saw some magazines turned out there was a PNS locker in the teacher PKN section in the corner of my room.

Incidentally I want to go in as a teacher so that there is my own income and then I write the address while I prepare the files to apply for work before this morning arrives.

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and in the end Mother also came home with yuli and then the father told yuli to enter the room first.

"Enjee sir." replied yuli quietly and she finally went into the room.

that's where I advised my mother not to speak rudely to me and scream like that again because it was a disgrace to be answered But I was still grumpy and did not care about the advice of balak and directly he went into the room with that sour face.

to the point that they spend something that is his shirt that Yuli bought with her own money is different from I am an unemployed woman who has nothing especially if there is a price I want to feel like I bought it for them just honey, I don't have any money, so I finally called.

" marini .. marini."

"Huh." said I who was surprised.

" the tumben he called me What yes there must be a want."he muttered in his heart.