The Mystery of Wewe Gombel
Chapter 1 as wewe gombel

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1 Early in my past.

Pov marini's

Flasback In the past 60 years I got a scholarship from school to continue the prestigious university because Today is the day I've been waiting for.

But unfortunately the school decided to choose me to enter the government department for free just a pity I want to study Indonesian literature just that time there was no major in business administration, literature arab, english, English,indonesia, the mathematics outside the country maybe I went to college there must be expensive costs there.

until my mother also disagreed with my decision if I received the scholarship and the plan was to put me in the PGSD/Economics faculty just so easy to find a job he said.

just unfortunately I am not interested because I have signed a contract letter from my school scholarship if I violate it then, will not be paid to continue free college there.

unfortunately, if the scholarship is revoked, it will be taken by students who need it more.

that's where I don't want to let go just like that because the college is paid for graatsi and does not charge the father and mother.

"seriously you chose that one" answered the astonished mother.

"Yes ... Ma'am, this is the school's decision." I replied slowly.

"Due ... Well, are you sure you want to accept the scholarship, and also sure that the prospect will have a guaranteed future in your life heh."my dream was with a trivial tone and then my mother started laughing at me.

"ehm."timpal I'm starting to think.

" It is already .. don't underestimate marini like it is he who learns not you" said my uncle who disagrees with the opinion of mother.

" but mass ee aboutne in this department there is no prospect I have a feeling anyway so I ora agree."tipal mother who again eat fried bananas.

"Feeling opo toh felling, felling your bald hah. "tuk my uncle so we all start laughing so much that it makes you ashamed yourself.

"Hahahahaha."tipal us who laughed freely again except the embarrassed mother while rubbing her face again.

"this is .. don't listen to your mother take a beasiswane ojo dear to your future."tipal uncle who supports me.

" Yes ... It's a pretty free lecture anyway."timpal aunty who's in the opinion.

"Tap-." said I who haven't finished the word because you cut my conversation.

" It's true this is what your uncle and aunt told you the opportunity didn't come twice." Timpal Aunty who approves uncle's opinion.

" And I totally agree with your decision not to hear the words of your barren mother."add the father who told him.

then I started to think right also what Uncle said by aunt when again I could go to college for free by the campus donors who would finance the semester but Mom said no need to do what college mending marriage or something so painful it feels with the mother's words that hurt and told me to just marry the mother's daughter Even though I want to go to college to raise the degree of this family.

then Uncle insulted Mother that this mother used to be his person often forced to be the same grandfather so that he was forced to marry Father through his story until in the end we all began to laugh out loud

meanwhile, Mother was upset and began to bully while singing her lips then oaman mocked her again.

my mother was forced to agree thanks to the persuasion of my uncle, aunt and father who had supported my decision a lot.

Now I can enjoy this government faculty I enjoy being a student majoring in government from the first semester to the 3rd semester is quite fun because I was surrounded by good people in my campus.

only often I was forbidden by my mother to associate differently with yuli which is not limited to anything because according to my mother I was a failed person and never a successful person.

Especially when I was in school I was always shunned,insulted and peddled by my friends because of my makeshift performer so many who bullied me already 12 times often I complain but the response of such a mother was even scolded by saying worse to the point my mentality drops like this.

And so from that I had to study hard in order to reach my goals and prove that I can succeed Without Friends like them moreover they were very evil to me in the past when I was in school.

So difficult I passed during the 9 years of bully period from the school era from the time of Sd-Smp often spat by kaka-kaka and also the younger classmate fitting home school because only my appearance is paled.

Therefore I must insist on getting my ideals even in vain because of the obstruction of blessing and the curse of mother who made my life destitute until I rebuked in my new home.

" then we'll talk about why I met my ex ?"

2 History to see ex.

It was at the beginning of the 3rd semester where I knew love for the first time until my ex-boyfriend asked me out on a date at a restaurant best fit college holidays began we went around Jakarta to the square sukabuki.

because the village was very exciting when we dated amazing.so we started to mix love in the garden bogor diarea with her without the knowledge of mother and then she started whispering like this.

" you are my only woman in my heart.”whisper into my ear.

“ ih mas ... you gombal mulu deh.”sahutku who started flirt with him while researching his stomach.

"Uhh ... Really serious because you're beautiful because you're so proud, then make me fester hehehe." he replied who paved me while laughing.

"God ... Mas you also make me fester too because you are good also often take me for a walk so that makes me captivated as well." said me while hugging his waist aryo.

unbeknownst to me he started to hold my waist and then we kasmaran also sat on the beach to the point that others ignored the emptiness of both of us.

“ yes seriously ni... you are a woman of adoration in my heart and all these years I have been chasing you.” It convinced me that I was the only woman.

That's me who made me fall for him because of his crush that's when he dared to touch me but I can't refuse him because of his love of me to his then Mas aryo invites me to go to somewhere the most luxurious hotel heerah bogorr.

that's where I was shocked half dead the first time I was invited to the hotel but I can't believe how dare he start to put my shoulder then he asked me to make out with him then I went up and started slapping him then he started slapping me again because he had high blood pressure.

Until in the end I fell trapped in his arms to the point that he started calling his two friends so that two of his friends dared to rape me.

and there was a common passage between me and mas aryo and also his friends and this incident which was very strategic until I limp in serving them all this is very embarrassing if I bite him again.

and that's when I regret this act of mine so stupid I actually handed this crown to him let alone like this 3 to 1 with his friends to the point that I didn't know how to do it until that time until I was anxious and frightened, I thought negative thoughts all this way.

and he had the heart to ruin my future until he managed to scowl my chastity many times as well as I was worn by him.

then he started wearing his clothes and pants without any guilt wearing me many times and then I started to get emotional and say this.

"You're jahaatttttt ....

"Egoissss."timpalku who shouted once again and with annoyance he began to grunt the door of the hostel.

"Brugg."

" What the heck you do not overdo it, we are both delicious eh even you are rich gini how the hell km."timpalnya with no guilt.

"aaaaa ... You said."yelling me while slapping him.

"Ahkkk." yelled at him who screamed in pain.

"see this see you have the heart to do this to me huh...until my chastity you snatch whether you have no brain Mas."the reason I am emotional until I point below ******** I was smeared with his sperm and then he didn't take it straight away he started slapping me.

"Plakkk ".

"Amkkk."

"Bugg."timally he started kicking me in the stomach until I slowly started hugging my own stomach.

"akhkkk."shout me.

"niland ... The reply is if you." - The ideal has not finished the word because I shouted at him like this.

"Ifa ... You Apaa mass ... If it's hah Cuihhh."

" I'm not fucking rude."

"Plakk."

"ahkk."

"Cloth."

" Bastard You coward ... You're a coward."gimbuhku who had the heart to yell at him then in the end he started slapping me.

"Plakkk."

"Cloth."

"Uhkkkkkkk...Hikss hikss hikss."imbuh who began to winiss.

until in the end he began to threaten me to leave me for eternity so that I could not sleep for days because of his perverted actions he began to tell me to be patient so that he could be responsible later but what was the result what Hah after I obeyed his orders he instead left his responsibility.

then he planned to marry pure unashamed he even went after the property and money of the pure for purely working as a teacher for years in the elementary school and also teaching disability is indeed a coward he May God repay his actions.

until finally during the 4th week I had not menstruated for days and often vomited.

Because this stomach feels full of nausea is not good so I plan to go puskenas alone which is quite far Why not in my village because the distance Puskesmas only outside the village.

and in the end I started going to college all of a sudden when I started going to class all of a sudden this stomach was so nauseous and I was planning to go to the bathroom but my friend this one wasn't tega let me alone to go to the bathroom Her name is aristy she is very good and also attention to me then she started following me from behind because she was worried about me.

Then in the end we both just go straight to the bathroom until we both have reached the bathroom of the woman where I began to vomit right in the sink because this stomach is not can resist nausea.

"Uhkkks uleeeekkkkk ... uellllaakkkk." I gave the nausea.

"Hey ... You're why this." asked Aristy who suddenly.

" no papa Ris could uh. again catch a cold."

"Ehm ... I need to hustle this so that your stomach nda feel nauseous."It turned out that the aristy was very kind to offer help to me humbly I refused and said like this.

" nda ... Keep this ris just nauseous."add me who tried to refuse because I was not nice to my friend.

"Goddessa ... I'm waiting for you behind the yo."It was Aristy who asked for permission.

"Yes."

in the end, I just went out and continued to be accompanied by aristy very good to me from a long time ago, but suddenly my stomach was very bad, it was not good to vomit and there I did not have the same appetite once.

" duh... not very good stomach this when this is my favorite lesson." muttered me who complained in my heart.

and in the end my eyes twitched and then I fell suddenly in the end others panicked at the same time my good friend drove me to Kuang UKS.

all of a sudden I started to wake up and I started to be surprised why I was here and I was in the UKS room.

"Yes ... God I am." ask yourself in the heart.

Then suddenly there was a doctor who had been waiting for me in this UKS room and then I panicked half to death if for example he revealed this problem surely the campus will be disappointed if pregnant diluan and my student will be revoked by the college board then he always tries to calm me down.

"Calm down, you're safe here, son" he asked, trying to calm me down.

"Yes Mom ... But why can I be here ma'am."my timpal asked her suddenly.

" yes you happen to pass out here to eat a lot of your friends who cut you up to be brought here." obviously the doctor who told him until finally the doctor began to ask.

"Sorry are you pregnant ?"who started asking that.

there I was shocked to hear his words and then I was confused how to do so that the doctor had examined my stomach diluan which contained a new zygote growing why it could be like this, god why mas aryo how could you do this to me.

"Oh god ... Why my life can be like this Until you have to bear the fetus in this stomach Even though I was studying for college I was afraid that this scholarship would be removed by the campus directors."I murmured in my heart.

until in the end I can not sleep always thinking about this problem how can this be so, God until I silence this problem for more than a month to almost two months then my fetus will enlarge Me confused how to do so that I can not think clearly.

then I was taken away and did not eat for days because I was afraid that this fetus would grow significantly rapidly and suddenly I began to ask.

"What's the hell ?"

"Ga ... Papa ma'am."I replied that I'm not feeling well.

" Kok .. his stomach is a bit swollen and fat so it's mba." timpal Yuli suddenly who was impolite to me when I was hit by a disaster then I want to answer Not dear Mother began to answer.

" mm ... maybe your brother is stressed so eat mulu mulu mulu mulu, so it's fat."imbuhya not think about my feelings.

" bueh .... I think pregnant because it is the characteristics of pregnant people so bu the stomach continues to soar bu hehehe." yuli's limp who was sneezing Suddenly.

Indeed, Yuli's mouth can not be maintained whether she does not know what I feel all this time if I was pregnant with her son mas aryo and suddenly the emotions of the Father began to peak hammer said like this.

" Already ... Yul Don't talk carelessly ngawur aja you."timpal father who was at the table eating while hitting Yuli by using the newspaper he rolled.

"Ouch .... Forgive me sir his name is joking."liih yuli is in pain.

"Some of the same brother, you as a brother must get along do not mingle like this." Timpal the father who advised Yuli.

"Babitsa ... Sir sabarr his name is also joking sir is not marini." The mother who tried to calm the father.

"ehm."timpalku who said ehm with a smile.

" Yes .... Anyway yuli tuh if you talk carelessly dodol it."getuk father with ketus while he blew hot coffee for him to drink

it seems I started to laugh a little at the words of the father who insulted Yuli.

" Yes ... Sorry sir sorry Yuli was just kidding hehee."

"The part of being rich is that Keep Why.. You laugh your mba is rich so ...?"ask the father firmly.

" Yes ... Sorry his name is also joking about this mbak." replied yuli with a thousand reasons even though he was teased.

"Ehmc ... Yes sir yuli was just kidding." I try to calm my emotions.

so that the emotions of the Father can go down and then yuli smiled while nodding her arms from me then the father began to melt and also smiled until at the end we laughed all but mother.

" Already .... Don't laugh and eat."Mother's orders to all of us Then you start to leave.

" loh .. cepet tumben very eat sir usually long sir." My mother asked this to my father.

"so you have business that you have to take care of ma'am" replied the father seriously.

"alphaa ... Let's say anything." answered the mother while taking water for her to pour.

" Yes already if so you go first yes Bu Yul nih." My father asked us for permission to leave.

"Yo be careful, sir." answered me mother who slapped the back of the Father's hand.

"yo be careful sir." The tymbal of the mother who slapped the back of the hand of the Father also.

"be careful sir dada." replied yuli with enthusiasm while greeting with the back of his hand.

"yes" answered the father who drove away.

"cepet-quick finish your food yul soon you will be tutoring for a repeat of the last semester km."timpalnya mother who told yuli to finish her food.

"yeah .... Ma'am." replied yuli quietly.

"You too." tell my mother.

"Yes. Odo ma'am opo." I asked enthusiastically.

"Don't forget to eat the same dishwasher clean-dress yo."Mom's orders to me.

"Yu ... Ma'am."I replied quietly while eating a mouthful of spoons.

until finally I started doing homework because Emang mother always relied on me to clean up because all the housework imi I was the most responsible even with the state of pregnancy.

either my feelings became unpleasant and ungodly and I could not speak anymore when I told them that I was pregnant with her child.

" Yes .... God what should I do why he has the heart to haunt me." My mutterings in the heart.

Then I started crying all over the room and I was disappointed in myself why I was stuck in this situation for so many years I had to fail in my run to get to my future until I had to get a punishment from God so that my stomach gradually began to bulge sudan almost 1 month I was pregnant with this child and then my mother began to realize the change of selektif in my body.

Marini 3 is having problems

" uh ni lately I've seen you're so big Kayak's pregnant just as cravings." asked the mother who suddenly so she knows what I'm feeling right now.

then I fell silent and touched on what to answer and I was forced to agree that I was pregnant with Si Aryo's child and then I reported the incident.

In the end, Mom was disappointed when she found out I was being tainted by her after I confessed to her..

"whatahhhh."tits mom with histAristy.

" that was joking with Yuli for 3 months now, it's true that you're pregnant hah iyo." Mother's timpal yelled while holding back emotions.

" Y... True ma'am sorry marini mother salama marini nda never honest with mother hiks hykss." timpalku while prostrating at the feet of the mother and her mother began kicking marini.

"ahkk." Hit the Marini ass that has fallen down below the floor.

"Dancooook.... You're asuu you're embarrassing your parents huh ahhkkk." shouted the mother with the histris again.

"Plakkk."tipal slap hard from mom.

"Plakkk."

"Ahkkp.... Maaafiin marini mau." asked me who began to beg forgiveness to mother so I began to prostrate at the mother's feet.

" Basirr Goblokk ... stupid you wong crazy." yelling mother who berates.

then the father began to shock with the behavior of the mother then in the end the Father began to come to me when I was maki-maki by mother.

" Why ... After all mom you are angry with the same grandiose marini." wondered his wonder to mother.

"Tanyinnn's.... There's your son who's a goblokkkkk, mom won't talk to him."timpal mother who berated the father.

" but Odo is an Opo problem." asked the father once more to the mother.

then Mom left with a fierce face because sebel with me and began to be disappointed with my behavior that made her ashamed for life in the end I began to be honest with father that all this time I had been pregnant for 1 Month more that's when I was in shock and then said like this.

" o Allah it is not true that you are pregnant" asked the father with tears and held both of my shoulders.

" Yo bener sir sorry all this time marini just admitted it sir." I turned my face because I could not see the father who was injured then the father began to slap me slowly.

"Plakk."

"Ah.... Forgive me, Mr. Marini, he deserves to be slapped."timpalku while crying.

"Why did you just say now huh Do you have a brain for what your father lectured you until you got pregnant like this huh." said the father while shaking both my shoulders so I was embarrassed.

"Geek ... Sorry sir sorry." replied the marini who admitted his mistake.

" it's wrong that I have a child like you anyway." his father dreamed while rubbing his face roughly.

" Already Mr. ... have told him to leave the contents."tell the mother who with emotion from far away the kitchen door..

"Astaghfirullahaladzim ma'am but this baby is innocent."

" Yes but you who are guilty have distorted the good name of the family Are you not ashamed to take care of this child without a father." his mother's dream began to be emotional.

" mum already don't scream later neighbors at the horrors."

"Let's just sir."tipal mom who's emotional.

"And I don't want to have a grandchild from adultery, and now tell your beautiful son, to get rid of that content quickly .... Quickttt !!!."tell mom while yelling.

"Mom what tomorrow it will be night." Father who gave advice.

" As soon as you go to college you have to keep this secret so that others will know, the child you are proud of that you allow to go to college far and even bunting like iki." mother replied firmly, Mother insulted me.

And in the end I just immediately said no to Dad and Mom just mom started to slap me violently.

Then you start to glare until you realize what I did was a sin if I got pregnant out of wedlock and not married officially by my ex-boyfriend***** that.

Then other people can know I was out of wedlock and even became the subject of scorn and harassed by the community in this village.

the next day I was forced to go to the clinic away from my village because I was afraid of being the scorn of the people I was living in.

then the clinics refused to abort my womb Well it is difficult to find a clinic that can abort this content because said father and mother I have not been able to become a mother alone until finally I was too go straight to the shaman without the knowledge of the parents of the origin of this child is missing.

"Why can I abort this child ?"

So that I do not tarnish the good name of this family and can continue my education in the next semester why I can abort this child because I am afraid the father will be the keystone and my sister must be ashamed as well they're gonna be talking to me.

" i'm sorry mommy son I had to throw you out of this world, son." I muttered in my heart as I sobbed.

then I was forced to enter the address of the child shaman until I finally greeted the Shaman and then consulted that I wanted to abort this content.

" Seriously ... Are you sure you want to kill this child if you are afraid of karma." asked the shaman.

"Nyaloo ... Mba." answered me while sipping a dry throat.

" yowes but you have money." replied the child shaman.

"Yo sorry just this much mbah." I replied while giving a note of 250 silver.

by having the shaman berambah agreed then he gave me a potion so that the potion was finally Lucky and that and I screamed in pain and the Embah helped me to abort this sick child to bleed inside my cock and finally the baby's fetus is gone forever.

3 Past regrets

in the end I became introverted and quiet and all my friends stayed away from me because I wasn't as engrossed as I used to be.

except for my best friend Aristy who was always there for me when I was in college, then Mom was very traumatized by my dress and then told people to watch over me until that person started complaining that's where Mom was emotional because I played with Aristy.

What's wrong if I play with Aristy Aristy my best friend she's always there compared to mom who always demands me for this and that.

so that's why I was banned by my mother for kkn even though KKN was mandatory for semesters 5 and 6 to quickly graduate with Clumdage.

But he said I should focus on his lectures rather than kkn-kkn will obviously be fussed with the boss, work management, my own college students who will one day do the indecent thing that thought negative to me.

not only was it in semester 5 I was watched by the mother's men and the mother's men were also rude to me and sometimes intimidating and also he had harassed me there I began to get angry and abuse him and I started saying it like this.

" if you speak politely with me sirde, do not be rude like that or want me to report to Mother only if Pakde bergelehin I yo hah."imbuhku who threatened him.

" Yo don't ..pardon de marini I promise I won't admit to it again."he begs me not to report indecent things to me.

because he was afraid of the father because at that time he was still serving as a police commander until finally my mother's men resigned.

and that's where Mom started to get upset and scolded her that she couldn't take care of me and couldn't give me any clearer information about what I was doing that's where you started to press on mom and start saying like these.

"Have been ma'am .. enough you do not be too authoritarian with marini and see now the value has begun to fall."

" Amah ... At least the marinas are learning."Mother grouse is like that she does not want to be blamed.

" until he is threatened by the campus if the value drops again then the father who will pay all the costs knows it's ma'am, just because you press it must be that and also nurut equally km."imbuh father who began to be firm on mother.

" but sir." said the mother who had not finished her words because her speech was cut off by the Father.

" there is no but-butapian ma'am here Father who is in charge as the head of the household if you break like this then Father will divorce you ma'am." said the father who was firm to the mother.

"Ehm cee ahh."timpalnya mother who began to grumble.

then the mother did not want to listen to him even angry at the father where the Father began to threaten.

" remember the threat of the father and the father did not play games" explained the father who was firm to the mother while pointing and then began to leave Mother alone.

That's where Mom starts to get emotional and mom can not do anything else because if she is divorced then the dignity of the mother will be destroyed by forced mother did not do this authoritarian thing while to me but I am also confused must be an internship where moreover it is approaching the 6th semester until the father kasian me began to tell me to take an internship at my uncle's place of work and that's where I work as a government secretary going to the 6th semester at that time until in the end I have graduated clumdaice with a perfect GPA of 3.45 for 5 years.

now change and years keep changing I have not got a job for the past 2 years because of the constraints of my parents, especially mothers who want me to get married quickly with a choice of mate rather than having to working for wasting his time he said.

though I have no interest in getting married quickly and because thinking about my ex who is restless is sick of anything is always arranged by my super colossal family that is my own mother.

previously there was someone who offered me a job in pns but unfortunately it was opposed by my father and mother because the bribe fee with admin fee of 890 thousand was very large just the cost in our time it's very difficult we can not find that much money because our needs are very much let alone kebetuhan yuli always yuli is prioritized because he's the smartest child compared to me.

I will tell a little about my sister Yuli happened to be chosen by her mother for environmental engineering but Yuli was happy to receive it because this was her target department happened to be her 3rd semester and now she is entering college in ITS Surabaya so he nginep at his brother's house rather than ngekost.

until now he had a lot of friends very lucky in contrast to me can not choose the falkutas I want anything arranged by the school.

But my days were very boring not a day without working without doing anything and I was always considered a burden of unemployment.

and every day I always follow her wish that mother may work all the way because I have violated the norm and tarnished the good name of the family Because of losing my virginity my life is very difficult and always be told to married to the jortomo only and I have no interest in making him my life partner and mom always says it like this.

"It's hard to say it's the same old man."

" if you are like this you will not be happy marini surely you will regret not hearing the advice of the mother."timpalnya mother who always threatened me like this.

even though my decision was already unanimous still mother did not understand my feelings always insulting and threatening me like this.

"you will be the trash of marini society remember yes if you continue to be horrified in your ego and nda hearin said mother then,you will be difficult later yes in the household with your choice later because you sinned remember that."impalnya who began to curse me then I was crying so much.

I feel very sad about what is experienced by me at this time But why my life can be so authoritarian and constrained mom so I lost hope.

until I began to be betrothed again by the jortomo With an insincere Heart I was forced to start accepting it and slightly indulge a little ego for the sake of mother but when I started to want the bathroom to scrub clothes in me for a minute.

suddenly he started teasing me and then hugged me from the front and finally he started kissing me there I did not accept and immediately slapped him.

until he had dared to rape me then I stepped on foot and kicked the navel until I told my mother to decide and cancel this arranged marriage because I was less sreg with this matchmaking with this jortomo yet anything he started to dare to be rude to me and he was flirtatious with my sister but my sister did not criticize him because she already had a boyfriend.

but there his mother did not accept and then flushed it in public and he said like this that he had been humiliated by me and his mother married that I would be a spinster for all eternity I was hated by my sister because of my mother's incitement that if she needed it, I would be sent again as a maid.

it would be sad if my fate continued to be compared by my sister when I want to get the happiness I want but my mother always insulted and forbade me for this and that.

Primary 4 painful mother nature

Especially when my father has tried his best to find me the best job for me the cooperative section is still opposed by the mother again and again he does not trust me to do work in the cooperative field that he thinks I am there is nothing in the basic in accounting and also a small wage of 100 thousand per month at that time.

Then it will be difficult later If I make the financial statements he said but my father did not have the heart if I was like this I could be a puffer later in life that will come until my father defended me and said like.

“ already Bu kasian bu marini already he has grown up let him choose a job that you love to him quite bu for experience so as not to be idle like this.”he said firmly to mom but my mom said something like this.

“ alah Biarin aja Pak salah he himself did not listen to the advice of the mother even bunting again continue to also pretentious entrance in the government department emang easy nyari work." ketus mom to me when I was looking for a job for myself, eh even he was the sewot.

" You know what's wrong here, ma'am." wondered who was astonished at his wife.

" Oh, it's the guy" he said, who hasn't finished yet because I cut the conversation.

"Bu .. please Ms. Understand that I need this job" said I who pleaded suddenly until I bowed at her feet.

" Alah's... Silence you were told to marry a jortomo would not .... Continue to want to work there for free you have no work experience in the cooperative section anyways there must be a basic accountant and also experience first you should understand also Ni.”acca him with a trivial tone then snapped me back.

then I was silent and confused as to what to answer and then my father started to defend me like this.

“ Loh you should have as a parent support dong bu Do not underestimate and suppress the heck marini like this Mom." said the father who scolded mother.

" pity him anyway mom later he will be difficult to find work and connect a new life.”soon my father while lecturing my mother so that my mother can open her heart to allow me to work anywhere halal.

“ Alah .. emang he graduates what Hah ga connect free cooperation small salary sojo 100 wiru mending marriage just same jortomo.”tujarn the mother while sitting with a sour face.

"but marini ga." said I who have not troubled the words because my mother who cut the conversation said like this.

“ Halah... until many years you will not be able to work for free if you nyari until the apocalypse sugro ga dapet2 ngeyel is lost to the same mother.” said my mother with a tinge of emotion so that it hurt my heart and then mom left without sinning.

“ Bu Bu.” said my father while chasing my mother but I stopped him by pulling his shoulder.

“ Already Pa has let marini sincerely let marini find work by himself yes sir according to the field of faculty that when I studied yes I was patient.” I said while soothing father while I stroked the shoulders of the Father is old.

“ Yes nak until when do you not want to squirm km continuously like this ga dad want to squirm km left behind son so father want-.” continued my father who has not finished his words because I cut his talk like this

“ yes sir marini tau insyallah there is a way If Allah wills then I pray dhuha first yes sir.”sutya while calming the father.

And that's where I performed the Dhuha prayer so that my recovery remained smooth so that I could get a decent job and fit in with the faculty I studied first until the next day I looked for a job at my town's where I live until I find work out of town.

it's just very difficult to find a job in the most government in the accounting department, doctors, teachers, pharmacy and so on, moreover, I have no basic ngamabol work there Moreover, I am less able to speak English to become a student of SDN there But I am very interested in studying English literature just father urged for what I learning English pity you say that Though I interest in the English literature section just no well fitting I just graduated college new there.

Until finally I was accepted in the fashion manager's section Although I have no basic at all but finally received outside the city in the Jakarta area alhamdulilah I can get calm.

only my father and my mother disagreed even more so my mother always opposed the decision I made and she always said this to me marry only with hortono then my life will be guaranteed but mother does not want accept my decision.

moreover, my father continued to ask Why must work far away Why not look for the nearest in our region but I said difficult sir but you said no Because there are no relatives there Father told me to stay patient as he had a way out to get the nearest job in the area.

unlike the mother who was always selfish always just railed and forced me to marry my age at this young age Though I was not ready at all and then I immediately shouted.

“ Bu please Bu marini tired of being arranged with mom and please don't marini want to succeed bu.”sahutku with a screaming tone.

“ Halal alesan only km say you want to be away from the same mother will be free you go to college if you gini gini continue you will be unemployed for life if you do not listen and break the rules mother.”He said as he shouted to curse me for not wanting to lose my argument.

“ Ga... bu Hence marini looking for a job outside the city because I think the salary outside the city is bigger and hefty Bu UMR.” said I do not want to lose an argument with mother.

“ alah .. say aja want free dating right same ex-boyfriend that begajulan it so you do not look after again mother or father If you are pregnant how the mother who bothered to continue arborisi again, this is just according to dong so anakkkkk Nikahhhhhhh just there same jortomo opo rangkne !!! .” continued my mother who did not understand the situation when looking for work in the nearest area is very difficult.

" Allah ma'am you sacrifice once in a while for the marini do not be selfish. "said the father who advised the mother to understand.

" for what nyari work outside the city already so expensive cost Ntar also failed again pregnant again and end up being the mistress of the bosses there Hehe." said mother again by underestimating me until she laughed coldly without guilt she humiliated me

“Astaghfirullahaladzim bu marini not like that Bu”sahut me while stroking the chest and until finally the neighbors began to hear it.

“ hust hust Already Bu shy to hear Neighbor.” said my father while warning him.

“ Let alone anyway sir if the neighbor is horrified that our child is difficult to manage Difficult to say."he shouted him.

so it was heard by the neighbors until the neighbors started eavesdropping and then whispering about our family who were not.

then mom had a chance to get revenge by humiliating me so I could obey her and then she screamed that I had been pregnant out of wedlock really embarrassed and unfortunate my fate.

“ bu already bu already marini embarrassed heard by the Neighbors.” My heart while crying.

“Alah ... justin aja aja aja if the neighbors know that your virginity is taken anyway the aryo and his friends and also you have been pregnant iyo kan.”Read my mother again with explosive emotions.

" O Allah, do not be loud, ma'am, I am ashamed to be heard by my neighbor."

" Let's just let the neighbors know that you are stupid, you can take care of yourself and do not know the return of gratitude." said the mother by making me annoyed until the Father stroked the chest and the father said like this.

“Astaghfirullahaladzim is enough bu Do you want your child to be stressed and unhappy ha.”thut my father who commemorates mother but mother replied like this.

” Time ... bododoo membebela him aja continues already once she was pregnant want to do it again huh."

"diamm .... Shut up, Mom." The Father who started slapping the mother then the mother began to song to the father and suddenly the Father coughed.

"Ehkkkk."

"it's dad's mom" said I who warned my mom to be quiet.

"Lebayy .... Mental tempe father and son alike dongo.”thut with a sense of not feeling guilty to me.

“ Ma'am please do not be hard-shamed ma'am. “sahut me while holding back emotions because the neighbors began to see our action.

" it is true that you can't follow the wishes of your mother, your virgin parents, let your marriage continue to spread all of you" said the mother who swore at me.

That's where lightning strikes began to appear so that it was heard by us and also the neighbors of course the Neighbors will talk about our family who are not-no and certainly it makes us ashamed of the family.

Then I started crying so-so while listening to a song on the radio to keep my heart calm.

Until finally I fell asleep in the afternoon until my father woke up for prayer the next day Father woke me up at dawn so that my mind became calmer and fresh and then a family of congregational prayers.

And after performing the morning prayer As usual I and my father read the Quran differently back with my mother and Yuli if my mother rushed to the bathroom to work while Yuli played HP that's where I greeted the heck julie.

Tok

Tok Tok Tok

“ Mba log in yes.”

“ yes Mbak in aja mba>>.” Said the disrespectful Yuli to me while she played her phone.

“ ih What's wrong mba here .” keep asking the Yuli with judes to me.

“ no papa dong once in a while mba here."

"Teruss."

"and mba also miss you yul, kok tumben ga sama story mba.”ujar me while hugging yuli.

“akhhk .. What the heck mbak make a sprain deh mba ahk.” yuli scream with emotion and try to release a hug from me Though I am her brother.

“ Yes Allah what's wrong with my servant's sister." I murmured in my heart

“ ih mending mba out aja deh akhh.” yelling Yuli out loud again.

“ But yul .” my word is not resolved when Yuli won't talk to me.

“ has been a long time Akhh do not bother me to take a break tomorrow college ahhkk.” cerca si Yuli while pushing me out.

"Bragg."

(the sound of the door closing) so he managed to drive me out of his room.

And then I went out of Yuli's room after I was dishonorably expelled by her, which is where I was held for so long that when my fate was like this, I was finally reprimanded by my mother.