The Mystery of Wewe Gombel
Chapter 5 this pain torments my inner self

in contrast to me having a calm nature and never much need especially when yuli was a child when she fell first I was often blamed by her different from Yuli who was always spoiled by mother anything always yuli continues to be preiotized and always fullness is fulfilled and fulfilled yuli is smarter than me.

And from the past until now he was often given the most money than I was not given the first college boarding money until I begged my uncle in the end uncle gave money to me good once Uncle Budi to me when I used to be nothing.

and sometimes I often owe it to my friends to meet my daily needs to pay cash after college and also money duty to make cash, and also the daily food needs sometimes I always wear the clothes - that's when I still menggampusku let alone Yuli who is always spoiled all the necessities make up clothes shoes all bought by mother and sometimessometimes invited to walk together friends compared to my son.

at least the Yuli is luckier than me because he can earn more Imagine that just a month he has collected money already nearly 1 million Because from the first he participated in the contest model in his college and now she also makes a beauty salon business and sometimes make up for graduation for her kaka class graduation especially assisted by her loyal friends who help her, especially, of course the good sales if the mask products and others run out must be helped by his girlfriend who else if denny from the beginning of the 1st semester already know and now has become a girlfriend until they have survive the 4th semester together.

until now his business is still running smoothly and smoothly thanks to the prayers of other mothers with me to the point that the mother who forbid me to make a poetry race for sure I will get money just like Yuli.

but not in the permission of the mother then I was told to focus on learning for school and college alone so that I could get a scholarship so as not to bother her again always that and that alone without her thinking about my feelings again.

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anyway all kinds of insults from her I received especially when I came home late at night I had told my mother if I had the same task management and freelance report Project Propetty just mom always say like this.

" No need to sok2an deh work already so go home late even want to make you embarrassed if the neighbors later see piye often thought you were a girl who really want to make you embarrassed again."his dream was a mother with emotion as she clucked her waist.

"But ma'am." answered me who had not finished the word.

" want to be put where the face of the mother because of your behavior until you get pregnant is said by you mother knows not hah."his timp yells at me while fouling me.

"Mhk .... Sick ma'am but .. marini also need to work mom to pay the cost as well as other needs about a lot of ma'am." answered me slowly.

" Mom said no."he bit her scolding me.

" yes .. marini tau ma'am but marini need money for other costs2." said I who tried to calm my mother's negative thoughts to me.

" scholarship That's for what to use event paid parents all basic children you used to trouble the parents just."timpalnya yelling at me again then mom slapped me again.

"Plakkk."

to the extent that I was being bullied starting from the word beast like this began the name of the animal initials A, B, B,M I just accept it because the more I answer his questions then mother will be more vicious to me starting from he will throw a vase of flowers and will hit me using a duster like I am not his only child and the kinds of insults that mom did to me like this especially when I was still sd.

" the basic stupid child value PKN 80 continues Math 75 can not get a hundred value You Hah .. make it ashamed that this value is 100 not below 100." she said that noel my head when I was 9 years old.

" Ahkk ... Forgive Marini for trying to forgive mom."my lips pleaded with her as she began to wiggle my hair again.

"But you fools can't learn properly don't play games with your friends."he hit me on my head so I cried

"Ahkk... but Miss Marini wants to play what's wrong Mom."timpalku who started crying so badly.

" Relae .. That's just a cry for example tuh the smartest Yuli school can be champion 1-3 more style you are stupid usually learn but dapet big ranking 5 mulu 5 mulu not go up and up anyway ."keep him from nagging me.

"Yes ma'am ..sorry but the marini will try." I replied with fear.

" Awass you didn't actually learn her if she wasn't your law mother" she said, threatening me until she let go of her jewel.

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to the extent that the Makian that mom did never stopped after I graduated high school.

" This true value is kurangg." said the mother who was not grateful to me.

Though I desperately studied until late at night to get a‐ even he was not grateful until now Mother still compare me and he also said like this when I was 22 years old and went to NY in semester 7 first.

" see tuhsii the neighbor's child now he has succeeded in becoming a doctor ga rich you still continue to go to college until he wants to be around the age of 23 ngerepotin aja." he said insulting me

"Sudah mom... Already."yelling father loudly.

"Let's just a rich man he's got to be insulted to think he's looking for money now how ." his timps started grabbing me until I questioned him.

"Mkkkk."

"Thank you, my God."

especially after graduating from college, uh, even yelled at by my mother and told me to marry the Playboy jortomo when I did not want to be cheered by her because I know her nature and family background until Mother no matter what it is important he is rich can make so much money so ideal that he compares me like this.

" Look it ..si Indah temen you are lucky to be married to TNI thanks to hear what his parents say ga rich you want to be fond of it already so to bunting hehehe." he insulted me a year ago.

"oh Mother how hurt I was hurt by you ma'am" I muttered in my heart as I scanned past events until I stroked my own chest.

I have often received sham and contempt from my own mother and still considered a child useless just money for parents, thankfully my father always loved and defended me especially when his father advised me to remain patient in order to keep trying to understand to still love mother and yuli Even though they can not keep my feelings let alone love me anymore I let alone yuli keep a distance to me from the first time right after her graduating high school she was always cold to me it was all thanks to mom's incitement.

Chapter 6

especially in the 66th year, it was very difficult to find a job more precisely to convince Mother/father so that I can start a new life for discipline, but he does not agree with the various alesan far from home if out of the city is considered wild what and my dream to be a successful person failed completelymy mother woke me up again as usual, telling me to clean the house.

" marini .. marini quickly wake up quickly and clean up everything quickly." he said loudly while pulling the blanket

" O God Ma'am, it's still early in the morning at half-time at 5" I replied with a hearty tone.

" Hah at half-hour 5 am it's bad luck for you basic so the child is very fast you help mom nyiapin breakfast after it's done-reses the house all together again weekend anyway let you dapet mate spout."The story kept yelling at me until his saliva spilled into my face.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim Mother if you talk, don't get to squirt so buah." said I who warned mother not to talk loudly, let alone heard by the neighbors so that the water spit up on my face.

"shame dong ..bu not good to be horrified by the neighbor." answered me who was getting sassy because I was sick of my mother's behavior.

" alah ... Alesan alone so it is not ordered can not be done so much you should you work out looking for a new companion even sleeping like this if you continue to live you will not be rich." carca my mother again advised me while menoel my palms so Ulu my heart aches.

" mashallah ENOUGH ma'am ... ENOUGH." I shouted to my mother because I was so sick of what she said that my mouth started to gap.

"Whether a mother talks like that to her biological child & my head noel-noel all ha." answered me hard to mother until I hold the former toelan my left head.

Plakkk

"Akk."

"Dasarr son does not know himself, goblok ... Asu you are yes I have taken care of you this big but you are not useful and can not be happy with your mother asuu your bastard." he grabbed it and then slapped me again.

"wax"

until the second slap it landed on my cheek But I was sick and kept shouting loudly to Mother that I was fed up and would not accept with her behavior that continued to rule me like this there's a yuli why don't you just tell her when she's her favorite child.

and continue to bring up my inexhaustible mistakes according to him.

Does he not see my struggle at home when I clean the house most clean-up while helping the father in the field especially when I look for work he did not approve.

Though people like mothers should set a good example supporting their children instead of blaming and curbing. I was adopted at will by him to me.

moreover, when I had a job in the cooperative it was all thanks to the connection of the Father who had struggled to find a job for me eh even rejected outright with a small salary alesanlah continue to have no basic accutants at all.

Continually he wants me to be what works in SOEs I have tried to fail and even PNS is not difficult because it is difficult to use people in Emang think I am a robot that must accept the commandments were so that Mother was angry with me.

" you are no better than Yuli I nyesel ngeadop and make you sampao gedenya rich gini base shyly aja km ."

" it's free you have a degree, even do not have a brain and can not find your own work

" Just keep on working on the marini, and Marini also does not understand the same way of mind mom, mom wants me to work in SOEs okay I participate."

"Teruss PNS is just a marini ga escaped in the cooperative only mother does not agree strange."

"And indeed you graduate what economics hahaha ."his throat yelled while taunting me.

"And continue you are able to do so .. work in the cooperative part hah lah losehh you are the same" asked him who underestimated me.

until finally the fight match between us was heard by father and yuli.

to the extent that Yuli was shocked to see it and finally the father stopped us but the emotions of the mother who remained overflowing until she swore to me that I would not succeed in the world or in the end and she was embarrassed as she pointed I because I had no job and did not marry just like the children of her friends and other neighborhood children in the end they married.

And mom's choice always made me feel stupid until Mom walked up to Yuli and said like.

" yaudah ayok yul temenin mother to the condition of her son pak erdi."

"yes ma'am I'm coming along and I'm sick of seeing Marini's face" she said without calling me sister.

" O Allah Yul, no matter how marini you remain." said the father who gave advice to them..

" alah sir emang he kaka ga perguna males I wriggled ayuk ma'am we go from here."

"Yuk .. Yul."

and the two of them are always like that let alone They go to the condo without inviting me again like before and here too I am sick when the neighbors ask if I have worked Have I had a candidate to be married and how much I married and so on but I ended up crying so much that Father comforted me.

" patience is patient."

"But ... marini tired pak patience mulu same behavior mother always forbidden this same mother but mother still do not understand the same feelings I anyway sir until I work can not because he sir." I said that suddenly confided to my father.

"Astagfirullahaladzim patiently his name is also a parent."

"Yes but marini cape stomp the same let alone mom always mocked me behind the neighbor." said I yell at his face father.

"Yes, I want to be patient. Patience is indeed the character of such a mother You have to understand son."

until I was so sick of it that I cursed my father because of this emotional pressure that I experienced and now it's bad that I do homework this morning because it continues to be scolded by my mother and Mother Continue being defended by Father no one understands my feelings and I seem to be experiencing selft dignossa depression and will soon go to madness to curse God when I go to the club right then and there.

" God why do you make my life like this What is my fault and why do I always fail in choosing the life I want."my anger lives a lonely field so I'm free to expression maybe.

" atkkkl ... Bangsattttttt."my grumbling who shouted back.

until finally heard by the neighbors and if only I had not been born from this colossal family would have been my life prosperous and happy and also have a steady income and could also find the soul mate I want and I also pray males da sometimes I like marsturbation because Mom said rudely like to pray for me no-no and moreover my father often told me to be patient with him but I was sick of it I could add crazy and even I got hit.

until at last there was a young man who came to me and just shouted my name and I did not know who called me and it turned out that Ari was a farmer Neighboring In front of my house who started calling me.

" Hey .. You're why this is."

"there's nothing." I answered my tears.

" I know you have a problem anyway."

" I know you must be diomelin Mom because you're working." wondered the hell mas ari guessed the right guess and then I answered it arrogantly.

" Why the hell did you interfere so much with my urusa mas ri." I cried with a sour face to him.

"Yes .. I'm sorry about this I was horrified by the neighbors talking about you so I'm very concerned about being patient" he said who pretended to be considerate of me.

"already Mas ri .. don't be pokyokan concerned about me deh." he said the hell I started to leave.

"Go there go." I rudely drove him.

"But Mas hasn't finished talking yet."the lead started to hold both my hands and I started to expose her.

"Plakk."

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