Sarah
Deep Talk

"It's all because of you Hasan! I will never forgive you, I will curse your life Hasan! you can't be happy, after you took my life! you, your family, or the results of your reincarnation cannot be happy! I swear I will never forgive you Hasan! I will do you harm until you take Hasan's life!" said Fredericka crying.

"If you forgive him, you are Fredericka's stupidest person, you have a smart brain, you master six foreign languages, if you lose to love, you are the dumbest person, you are the dumbest, and all that science you learned in college doesn't mean anything at all, if your love is in control of you"

"Mother queen, may I go to the mainland to find Hasan? he can't be happy, only death is worth it! only death deserves it after he kills me! after I found out that if I had scoliosis, my world was devastated, I thought that if I wasn't going to be the same man I was, because all this time I was close to men, and I told them that if I was scoliosis, they immediately left me, in contrast to Hasan, I told him I was scoliosis, but he was still next to me, I thought if he was a man who sincerely loved me for who I was, I was wrong, I was fooled by his sweet mask, I was deceived by his seduction, he said, my best friend once said that I shouldn't take it that fast, but I ignored her, a few months while we were dating, I was frank with Hasan, and she accepted me, she said, I accepted it sincerely, I did not care about his past, even I ignored if he was the husband of the person at that time, they told me that, even if he was the husband of the person at that time, but I don't trust them because Hasan treats me so sweetly, I can't believe that he's the husband of the person, when I see and hear for myself if he's the husband of the person, I accepted it anyway, because I couldn't see him killing himself in front of me because I rejected him, I finally accepted the man back, but it turned out to be the wrong decision, if at that time I had not returned to him, I might be alive and struggling to make my dream come true, you are right, if I were the dumbest, because in order to understand his true nature alone I could not, I was mistaken in dropping my choice, my selfishness and this love that ended up killing me, why did you do all this to me Hasan? after everything we've been through together, after all our sweet memories, why should I be the one who's hurt? I'm us we'll live happily under the same roof after you propose to me on my birthday, I guess it's the happiest birthday for me, it turns out the other way around, you make my birthday my day of death, not the day I remember during my life as the happiest day, you make that day a curse day for me, because of you, because of you, I hated my birthday, and why did Rissa have to be born on the same day as my birth? will Rissa also die on the day of her birth just like me? I won't let Rissa lose her life right on her birthday, I don't want Rissa to hate her own birthday just as much as I did"

"One moment of honesty will make Rissa hate her own birthday, because Rissa's heart is very sincere"

"Then I will never tell Rissa this forever, I will look after her, I will tell her my past, because she has the right to know, but not with that painful day"

"Right you said, if Rissa had the right to know, then why didn't you want to tell Rissa about the day? you have to tell Rissa that day"

"I'll tell her when Rissa feels happiness in that heart, that she won't hate that day as much as I do"

"Sandra always paid attention to Rissa, she didn't show her form to Rissa, but she always looked after and accompanied Rissa, maybe Sandra had a plan, Sandra knew something was going to happen to Rissa, so Sandra decided not to show her form in front of Rissa"

"Sandra knows it, and let Sandra accompany Rissa, you should not come to see her when she is not old enough, because it will take away her common sense, let Sandra meet her first, she said, and you have to tell Rissa, if Rissa is the third product after you and Sandra, she is an only child but she has two older sisters, since she is the reincarnation of the two people who have preceded her, you must determine when the time is right for Rissa to know everything, but do not open all of them at the same time, give each of you a pause in time to open up one fact, because believe me, if one fact you tell him will greatly affect his life, one fact can make him very depressed, so do not tell all the facts in the same day, tell another fact when that one fact you have said for a long time, so that Rissa can adapt to her painful situation, because it would be difficult for his logic to accept all the facts"

"Well, I'm not going to see Rissa, I'm going to let Sandra first meet and take care of her, because I don't want Rissa to go to the asylum because of all these painful facts, it was not easy for someone to accept if he had ever died, let alone that he had died twice and come back to life, he was the embodiment of two long-dead people, he said, which logic is easy to accept all those painful facts? I don't think any logic can accept everything so quickly, Rissa has to feel my pain, Sandra's pain and her own pain, Rissa must feel the three wounds of three people namely me, Sandra, and also herself, hopefully she is not crazy when knowing all these painful facts"

"He won't go crazy, maybe his mentality will indeed be shaken, but it is a natural thing, when the ears hear the painful facts that other people say, but Rissa's mentality is not as weak as Fredericka's, it's not as bad, believe me if Sandra is able to strengthen her mentality, let Sandra's hand first to embrace and embrace her, you should not come at the same time with Sandra, because it will be very mentally shaking, because it will be very mentally, let Sandra advance first, since she is the first person after you, let your sister Sandra start it first"

"Well, I'll follow your advice, because there's nothing more important to me than Rissa's mental health"

"Then relax Fredericka, take a break, calm yourself, calm your mind, think nothing of it for now, let me meet your family"

"OK on well"