Sarah
Why was Pest Invented?

"Oh yes wait deck first" said mas Amir.

"What the hell is mas?"

"How's "Aunty Shivanya? he said he wanted to register a school for you, and if we go without telling him he's on deck, he'll help us a lot too"

"Hm yeah, but the house is haunted"

"We're back on deck"

"Don't want me to"

"Dek listen to me yes, treat others as you want to be treated, because if we plant kindness, the results we get will be good too"

"Isn't he? why are pests created? if what we plant is good, why are there destructive pests? it would be that what we plant the result is not good because it has been damaged by pests"

"This deck, plants and pests are just like humans"

"Yes? in which way?"

"The seeds we just planted are like when we are still in the womb, and the tiny buds that grow after a few days of seeds in the ground are just like when we newborns into this world, all plants start from seeds planted in the soil, right? just like humans, everything is in the womb, right? are all humans located for the first time different, for example in the legs, right? why is it that when the buds grow bigger, the results are different? for example, there are eaten by pests and some are not, when the leaves are eaten by pests, surely the leaves will be hollow or become not beautiful like what you say it is, the leaves are like human hearts, he said, a heart that continues to be hurt will definitely leave a wound that never heals, which in turn changes a person's nature from good to evil, no matter how much the trauma will surely leave the fear of overstating will start something new, why are pests created? so that we can learn, if keeping it is much better than treating, keeping the plant by giving it fertilizer and anything that can repel pests is better than removing the leaves affected by the pest, just like human beings, it is far better to take care of one's own heart than to take care of another's, to prioritize one's own heart is not selfish, but to keep an attitude so that our good does not turn into evil, limiting ourselves to everyone is much better for our own heart and mental health, a pest is like someone who has hurt us, we know he is evil but we still continue to defend him which makes our hearts more damaged, just like pests, from just a speck exposed to pests can cause a hole or great damage to the leaves themselves, finally, the farmer decided to remove the leaf so that it does not spread to other leaves, do you understand?" mas Amir.

"Hm yes I understand, so pests were created for our learning to always keep the leaves healthy and not hollow"

"Yes"

"Hm, yeah let's go home, not go, little Aunt Shiva, she's been helping me a lot, taking care of me while I'm in the hospital, she loves me a lot, she loves me a lot, am I his son?"

"Not the deck, your mother isn't Shivanya's aunt, she's just the one God sent to help you"

"Oh yeah, in the hospital I met a woman, she was beautiful, white, clean, and she said if she was me, what did she mean by that?"

"Do you know that woman on deck?"

"No, I don't know her, but she's a nice woman, she's a sweet smile, she's very friendly to me, she says that her name is Fredericka Nerissa, who is she? did Amir know him? I don't remember anyone, who knows Amir remembers him and who he is"

"Nerissa Frederick?"

"Yes, she said her name was Fredericka Nerissa, is she one of our families?"

"Our family has no Fredericka Nerissa deck"

"Yes deck, Shivanya Nerissa is indeed your name, but Fredericka Nerissa is not part of our family, in our family there is no Fredericka Nerissa"

"Maybe Mas Amir forgot, try to remember again, because there's no way he could know my name, if he's not part of our family"

"Maybe he's your friend on deck, but you don't remember him"

"Friends me? I'm friends with a woman much older than me? has he? I don't remember, she said it wasn't time I knew who she was, a very strange beautiful woman, she was playing a puzzle with me, I was getting curious about her, but he didn't want to tell me who he really was, what of my papa family? I have papa, right?"

"Yes deck, maybe he's from your papa family time"

"Hm okay, I'll ask my papa"

"Don't deck"

"Why? I want to know who he really is, why can't I?"

"I'm afraid that she's actually a bad woman"

"There's no way she's evil, I feel comfortable being next to her, she's very kind, friendly, she's also considerate of me, she can't be a bad woman, Mas Amir can't accuse her of being evil, she's good, don't be like that, good sister Ika like mas Amir who loves me, she's also a gentle woman, not like me huh"

"I have you deck" said Mas Amir, laughing, closing his mouth.

"Yes, I'm a bitch, right? I realize, I'm naughty, I'm ignorant as Amir continues to be, but mas Amir never scolded me, as it seems, I want to see him again, but I don't know where he lives"

"If so, you have to be much more patient in waiting for time, he said that as time goes on, you will know who he really is, yes, maybe according to him for now you are not ready to know all the facts"

"What's that?"

"Yes maybe because he thinks you're a kid, maybe he's waiting for you to grow up first, then he'll tell me everything about you, about who he is, why he can know your name, don't think about it anymore"

"But I miss him, I don't know why I feel lost when he's not there beside me, like something's missing from me, I don't understand why I feel that way, though he and I only met once, but it feels like we've been together for a long time, I think it's a strange comfort"

"Didn't Rissa be the result of her reincarnation? he says that if Rissa is him, it means that the woman is alive again in Rissa's body, and that means Rissa's life is just to repeat all the wounds and repair her dark past, once you deck, you have to bear your own wounds as well as the wounds of others" the inner Amir mas shed tears staring at Rissa.

"Mas Amir why? how crying?" asked Rissa patting Amir's shoulder.

"No deck, it's just dust, yes let's go home"

"Yes mas"