
''Shivanya'' call bu Kinara pat her on the shoulder.
''Mom, make me shocked" said holding her chest.
''I'm sorry if I startle you, I'm calling you silent" said Ms. Kinara.
"Sorry mom, Shivanya didn't hear" Shivanya blushed in embarrassment.
"OK no problem, why are you taking Shivanya?" ask Kinara ma'am.
''Who is the person in the picture above the tomb?" tanya Shivanya pointed at the picture frame that was propped up by a tombstone.
Kinara was silent for a moment considering her entire relationship with her daughter Love.
Love is a very cheerful, active child, Love is also a strong child. Kinara did not expect her daughter who was very active and always looked healthy and fit to have lung disease. Love is very good at hanging out with children in his neighborhood. No one would have thought that someone like Love contracted the deadly disease even to the point of taking his life.
''Why are you silent?" ask Shivanya.
''It's okay Shivanya, she's the daughter of a mother who died 5 years ago of a lung disease. She died at the age of 9" said Ms Kinara's tearful eyes smilingly staring at her daughter Love's grave.
''I'm sorry ma'am, Shivanya doesn't know" Shivanya said.
“Iya dear, it's okay” said bu Kinara wiped her tears.
"Sorry mom, Shivanya was pulled by a little girl, but when Shivanya was talking to her, she disappeared, and her face was exactly like the one in the photo" shivanya pointed to the picture frame above the grave of the deceased princess of Bu Kinara.
''Are you serious about Shiva?" ask Kinara ma'am.
"Yes ma'am serious" said Shivanya.
'Akh Love you here baby? where are you dear?'' tanya Bu Kinara shed tears and looked for her son to wander.
''Mother's daughter's name is "LOVE"?" ask Shivanya.
"Iya Shivanya" said Bu Kinara nodding her head with tears.
''Mother, she is there, '' said Shivanya pointing to the back garden.
''Where is she Shiva? I can't see it" said Ms Kinara.
''There ma'am" said Shivanya again pointed at him.
''Love? died at 9 years old? her face is very similar to Love's aunt Kinara's daughter, Sarah's biological mother. What the hell is going on? why so confusing? is my guess right? If Shiva is the result of my circle of Fredericka Nerissa in the past, is it true that Fredericka Nerissa was reborn as a little girl named Shivanya Nerissa?'' lia asked confusedly when she saw everything.
“Dear Love’s, where are you son?, I miss you so much nak” said bu Kinara shedding her tears.
''Love is also very affectionate with mama, Love is very long to be hugged mamah but mamah can not even see Love even though Love is always beside mamah, always accompany mamah sleep, always accompany mamah sleep, accompany mamah wherever mamah go" said Love sad.
'Hey, you can see me, right? please tell my mom that I love her so much, I miss being hugged by her, I miss playing with her, please tell my mom, DON'T BE SAD ANYMORE, DON'T CRY ANYMORE because if you're sad, I am also sad, Love said to Shiva.
''Sorry, Miss Kinara" said Shivanya.
''What is Shivanya?" ask Kinara ma'am.
"Love just left a message for me mom, she said she loved mom so much, missed playing with mom, missed being hugged by mom, and then she said you shouldn't be sad anymore, don't cry anymore if you cry, if you're sad, she says Love is sad too" Shivanya said.
''Forgive me dear friend, mamah promised not to be sad again, mamah will mikhlask your departure dear, mamah hope you are calm in nature there, mamah love you very much, mamah love you, mamah, hopefully we can meet again later in aamiin paradise" said Ms. Kinara nodding her head smiling and wiping away her tears.
''Yes it is Shiva, now you rest there" said Ms. Kinara.
"Yes ma'am" said Shivanya nodding her head.
''You get ready at 2 o'clock, baby" said Ms. Kinara smilingly stroking Shiva's head.
"Yes ma'am" said Shivanya.
Kinara sat smiling, stroking her daughter's tombstone, reciting prayers for her daughter and kissing her daughter's tombstone. Love who saw also felt very sad and hugged his mother even though his mother could not see him.
"Love baby is you?" kinara asked as she felt her body heavy as if someone was hugging her.
"Yes mah" said Love smiling and nodding his head and hugging his mother back.
Kinara hugged herself as if someone she was hugging. Love let go of her embrace and left from there. Feeling her body back lightly Kinara returned inside her house.
''Shivanya wake up baby, come get ready" said Ms. Kinara woke her up.
"Yes ma'am" said Shivanya woke up from her sleep.
"You take a shower first, baby later the mother who dandanin" said Ms. Kinara.
"Yes ma'am" said Shivanya rising from her bed.
A few moments later Shivanya came out of the bathroom.
"This is sitting dear" said Bu Kinara pulling the bench in front of him.
"Yes ma'am" Shivanya said.
''You are very beautiful dear'' said Miss Kinara looking at Shiva from the glass.
''Thank you mom'' Shivanya blushed.
''Come on baby, we leave now it takes a long time to register and take a sequence number for you to perform" said Ms. Kinara.
"Yes ma'am" said Shivanya.
Kinara and Shivanya go to the race event using Kinara's car.
In another place Callista and Sinta are also preparing to take part in a race to be held by a friend of Sinta's father. The same race that Shivanya Nerissa wants to follow her nemesis.
"Okaya dong Sinta, long time anyway you miss this event" said Callista annoyed.
"Patience dong, a little more, not very patient you" said Sinta wearing lipstick on her lips.
"It's a long time" Callista said looking at the watch he was using.
"Have you finished yet?" asked Altezza who suddenly entered the room.
"Gw already, look at the Sinta dandan for a century" said Callista pointed to Sinta who was busy dressing up.
"Love cepetan dandannya the show is finished, we are not yet listed" said Altezza.
"Telat also did not ngaruh times, it was a bokap temen event gw" said Sinta.
"Hm whatever" said Altezza.
"The pin cake Sin, long ago, hot nih gw, sultry akh, and a century mending saucy still replace also Iw" said Callista wagged his hair.
"Didih, sok kecakepan lu" said sinta.
"Snap" said Sinta and Altezza compact.
"Yes, bring really you on, it's done, already let us go" said Sinta holding the hands of Callista and Altezza.
The three of them also went to the race event using Sinta's car.