Sarah
Fredericka's Regret

"Oh yes, I forgot to tell them if tomorrow they come in, they will have bad luck again" said Shivanya who went straight out of her room.

"Shiva wait!" call mother.

"What's the mah?" shivanya asked, stopping and looking back.

"Hm, I want something about Rissa"

"What's the mah?"

"Where does he actually live? hm mean mama you know where she's at?"

"You know, why?"

"Hm, mama's going there, but once at her house there's a clue as to who she is and a clue from your sister Fredericka"

"Hm, I don't think there anyway mah, if mama wants to go there let me take her"

"Yes my son"

Shivanya takes her mother to Rissa's house to find clues that will make them believe that Rissa is Fredericka.

"Well, I think Rissa just lived in that place" said Shivanya.

"really?"

"Hm, I don't know either, but my heart told me that Rissa had just moved into that house"

"If it's really his new house, then where's his old house?"

"I don't know mah"

"Do you know Rissa's best friend and know where Rissa's house is? she must know where Rissa's old house is"

"Daddy"

"Aji who's son?"

"Aji is Rissa's best friend, but for her house where, I don't know mah, I don't know where she is, Rissa also still forgets her memories, if we ask her where Aji's house is, he must not remember"

"What if we ask Amir?"

"But Amir just came to Jakarta mah, I doubt if Amir knows where Aji's house"

"Amir is her brother, when a brother does not know where his sister's best friend's house is"

"Amir is not Rissa mah's biological brother, Amir is only a cousin who Rissa considers her own biological brother, they are not the brother of mah's sister, Amir, Amir himself told me that their original relationship was a cousin, but Amir promised to be a good brother to Rissa like his own brother, and Amir's been living in the village all this time, so I don't think he knows where Aji's house is, maybe knows his name from Rissa's story, and has met him in the hospital, too, but to know where the house is, I don't think so"

"Here you go, what if we ask the neighbors around Rissa's new house, does anyone know where Rissa's old house is"

"Hm, okay, too, but if no one knows how?"

"We just try it first, if not tried, how do you know, there is no harm in trying? mama is very curious to know who Rissa really is, don't you want to know Rissa's real identity? why is her face so similar to Fredericka's? we have to find out about this"

"But if Rissa is really the reincarnation of sister Ika, what evidence will we find mah? can reincarnation be justified by one physical proof? maybe fatefully yes, but is there any physical evidence?"

"Now, you just want to know, if she is your sister, why would your sister prefer to live in someone else's body instead of living in her own body? what problem did Fredericka end up giving up and deciding to leave, and why did Fredericka come back to life in her body? everything is like a dream that will only be a mystery without any evidence, what should we look for to prove who Rissa really is?"

"I know mah"

"How'd it go?"

Shivanya stopped her car on the last beach Fredericka disappeared.

"Beach? what are we gonna do here?" ask Shivanya's mother.

"We have to go to the middle of the ocean, we pretend to plunge underwater, and inevitably Ika will come, we will ask her directly about who Rissa really is, why is his face so similar to her" Shivanya said in tears.

"Yes let's go there"

"Yes mah"

Shivanya and her mother rent a boat to go to the middle of the ocean.

"Sir, I rented this boat yes" said Shivanya gave a piece of money a hundred thousand.

"Please go up"

"OK sir"

"Sir, into the middle of the ocean huh"

"Blood sea? what do you want?"

"There's nothing we want to do in the middle of the ocean"

"I won't take you out to sea"

"Then get off this boat, let us go both to the middle of the sea" said Shivanya encourage people who have the boat.

Shivanya started the engine on the boat and the boat started to go.

Arriving in the middle of the sea, Shivanya and her mother stood on the edge of the boat with both hands extended to the side.

"So come here! I know Brother Ika heard my voice, I beg you come sister Ika, if brother Ika does not come to see us right now, then we will jump from this boat, Ika will jump, brother Ika we want to ask something about Ika, something that makes us wonder when we see her, if brother Ika loves us, then come Brother Ika, I beg you!" shivanya said she shed tears and closed her eyes.

"Fredericka Nerissa, you know you're a good boy, you're my oldest daughter, please come baby, there's something you want to ask you, please Fredericka" said her mother shed tears and closed her eyes.

Fredericka who was in the underwater palace saw and heard the voice of her mother and her sister. Fredericka wanted to see them, but the queen of the underwater rulers held her hand against going to see her family.

"Where are you going? you can't leave, right now your family is me, all the inhabitants of this palace, and also Rissa, that's just your family, they're not your family anymore Fredericka, you know, you want to come back to life and I gave it to you through Rissa, so they're not your family anymore, your current family is Rissa's family and mine, not theirs"

"I regret asking for my life back to the world, if I knew I would no longer be able to meet my family, I beg you for a moment, would you not see it? they're gonna jump under the sea, I don't want them to get hurt, I beg you"

"Your job is to look after Rissa, not look after them"

"Then return my body to the mainland"

"Can't Fredericka, if your body returns to the mainland, then Rissa will die, if your body remains inside my palace, Rissa will stay alive, because Rissa is you, Rissa is you, there can't be two bodies on the mainland, if you want your body to return to the mainland, it's the same if you kill Rissa and kill yourself, don't you feel good about Rissa? he's a kid, do you want to kill him?"

"I don't want to kill anyone, let alone Rissa being so young, her future is still long"

"Rissa will help you to realize all your dreams that you failed to achieve because your useless lover was"

"What do you mean?"

"Rissa will grow up to be a very wise woman, taking other people's hearts away from her own, just like yours, but Rissa's logic is much more useful than yours, Rissa will grow up and use her logic more often than her heart, but if her heart is in power, then Rissa will often fall ill, because if her heart is in control of her, her mentality will be damaged, she said, he will think about all the bad things, your job is to make his logic that always has control over him, if you want to change your life, then his heart is in control of his life, he said, rissa's heart is softer than yours, because Rissa is the second result of you after Sandra, but Sandra's body is buried in the mainland, precisely in Rissa's old house, because Sandra does not want to be reborn as you are, so her body can be buried on land, whereas you do not, because you choose to be reborn and pursue your dreams, he said, you should think about your wish first, your reincarnation, he should feel his own wounds, as well as the wounds you once felt, you died at the hands of your lover, take care of Rissa, take care of her, do not let him die also at the hands of his lover, his life will be very painful for him later, this is just the beginning, there will be many tears that Rissa will release later when she grows up, he said, you should always take care of Rissa, your priority right now is Rissa, not them Fredericka"

Hearing the words of the queen of the underwater ruler made Fredericka cry as if she was staring at her family on the boat. Fredericka fell and regretted all her actions.