Post-divorce
The Part 40
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"It's better to be in the rest room, rather than just sitting while smiling like that." I said annoyed, seeing Rama acting strange. I don't know what she was thinking, I can't guess, after knowing my pregnancy, since noon she followed me wherever I went, looking weird, funny and annoying.
Rama shook his head, "you've got high temperature, nausea will disappear when you are close, dear."
"Since when can we fight?" my question is full of search.
"It's Amanda's honest, seeing and smelling your scent relieves nausea, it seems like our son wants me to always be by your side." Rama approached, hugged me from behind, and sniffed my scent.
"Mas, you don't mess around, I'm holding a knife."
"I just want to hug my son, time can't ...." He kept doing it without stopping, I stopped the activity of slicing vegetables, turning my body towards him. I deliberately kissed Rama's lips and slightly tasted it, Rama wanted to return the sudden kiss I gave but I immediately took it off and muttered.
"Let me finish my cooking, okay?" Rama smirked his face at my neck.
"Mrs ...." Atma came suddenly and yelled to my name, we turned our heads, it turned out that mother closed Atma's eyes with both hands.
"You guys if you want to make out don't in the kitchen like this, ckkk ... You too Rama, why are you in the kitchen? There rest!!!" Omel Mother to us, I feel ashamed, this is all because Rama was very spoiled to me. Sucks ....
"Mom together Papa is a hug in the kitchen? Why are your faces so close." thankfully Atma only saw our faces close, not seeing our lips together. I can breathe at last.
Rama approached Mother and Atma casually, his expression was ordinary as if nothing had happened. He holds Atma and places Atma's body on a chair.
"Atma and Omma must be happy to get this news. Mama Amanda is now pregnant with Atma's sister, so papa hugged and approached Mama's face." Atma immediately got down from the chair and ran to hug me.
"Thank God, I'll have two grandchildren, I'll be happier in our home if she's born." My mother came up to me and hugged me.
"Yeah ... Atma's gonna have a baby sister, baby sister's still in here huh ma?" atma asked while pointing at my stomach.
"Yes, baby" I replied smiling.
"Atma must look after Mama and sister if Papa is not with you."
"Every Boss."
Happy to see the happiness of my little family now, may everything go well, we are all given the health, especially the child I bear today.
Hoekkk ... Hoekkk ....
Rama ran towards the bathroom, we laughed amusedly to see it, the body is now experiencing nausea like a pregnant woman.
"Papa's funny if another hoek hoek like that is Omma."
"Let Papa feel the pleasure of a pregnant woman."
"It's been two Weeks Mas Rama like that Mom, hopefully not to interfere with her work later, Amanda sometimes do not have the heart to see it."
"Mual Rama is nothing compared to the pain and gave birth to his child later, so that, most importantly the daughter-in-law and grandchild of a healthy mother, can eat whatever she wants, she said, this is a reply because she has made you pregnant," said Mother who could not hold back her laughter, I laughed with Mother's words, a reply for making me pregnant, it felt like the mother's sentence sounded really silly but it made us laugh amusedly after hearing that remark.
It seems like rarely who experiences events like me, where the pregnant wife but the husband who feels morning sickness all day.
"Amanda, I think it's good for Bik Tarsih to stay in this house to help you. Mother who will look for a replacement for Bik Tarsih to take care of the house in Bandung," said Ibu.
The house we occupied was not luxurious and not so big, had four rooms in it, the design of an ancient house, Rama himself designed this house. Therefore I can hold all the household activities in between my busy life, the housekeeper just take care of the cleanliness of the house comes every morning and evening will go home.
I can't do it alone this time, I need someone to help take care of Atma and accompany me at home if Rama is in Bandung because I also have to take care of the health of my children.
"Mom set it how good it is, whatever Amanda agrees."
"Yes let Mother continue cooking, you take care of Atma, after that rest."
"All right, ma'am."
I set foot into the room, overhearing the chatter of Atma and Rama while already holding the doorknob to prepare to open it.
"Pa, later when sister is born, don't leave us!"
"Why does Atma speak like that? Papa loves you so much, there's no way Papa's ever left you."
"Atma just doesn't want if later baby sister does not have Papa like little Atma, it feels very bad especially if there are friends who mock," said Atma while confirming the position of her glasses. "Don't look like Om Denis who left Atma as a baby."
"Unfortunately Papa, do not remember the sad because now we are happy, Atma from a baby, now and later will remain a dear child, as well as a baby sister. Don't talk about something that will make Atma sad, okay? Promise?" said Rama while stroking Atma's hair.
"Promise." Atma finally smiled widely.
"Have Atma forgiven Denis? After all he's Atma's birth papa."
"Om Denis is not Papa Atma. Only Papa Rama who became Papa Atma is not for the others."
I retreated back and forth from the room, giving room to Atma and Rama to reveal whatever they thought and felt as fellow men despite the generations. Rama has always been a figure who can control Atma, forming a sense of happiness in Atma with his warm speech and attitude.
However, divorce in the household will give its own sorrow to the psychology of a child, but what my day when his destiny makes my life full of twists and turns, feel the bitterness of the household. But from the failure of my previous marriage, now I get happiness, this is the process of life that must be lived by every human being, not only about happiness, but also about happiness, for we will pass through the obstacles with sorrow in them first.
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[Sister, come to my wedding tomorrow, Gita please.] A message from Gita on my phone.
[Nobody's talked about this before, right? Brother remains in the establishment, but believe the best prayer from Brother so that the household you will live with Kak Janu is always bestowed happiness.]
[Ummik and Abi will definitely be disappointed.]
[Think about your feelings and happiness. Ummik and Abi have given an explanation, and understand everything.] I had already given Ummik and Abi an explanation about this and they agreed to my wish and understood it, which was what made my decision inviolable as all supported it.
[Gita dear Brother, thank you for keeping Gita feeling, although still Gita is sad if Brother does not come.]
This was my decision when I saw Gita crying because of the jealousy she felt towards Janu, I would not hurt my own sister even if we were not born from the same womb. Shunning Janu and Gita's life became my decision so that we would not be involved in conflicts in our respective households, Rama who was jealous of Janu, as well as Gita who was jealous of me.
I can't deny that there is sadness that permeates the recesses of my heart with that decision because meeting Ummik, Abi and Gita is not as strong as it used to be, I have to maintain the limits for the integrity of our family. I was self-conscious, I was just the adopted son of Abi and Ummik family. I think like that does not mean not to consider Ummik and Abi biological parents just as I should also attach importance to the happiness of those who have helped and loved me sincerely. However, my heart was healed by the presence of Mother who became the substitute for parents in my life, she loved me and Atma very much.
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Today is Dina and Rio's wedding, Rama and I are present at the wedding. I forced Rama to let me go to the party with him, knowing that my pregnancy really limited the activities I was doing, only the duties as a doctor that he could not limit because it was my responsibility.
"Should you love me come?" rama asked while watching me who was polishing the face with makeup to perfect the appearance.
"Mas, Dina is my best friend as well as my coworker, it doesn't feel appropriate if I don't come," I said while choosing the clothes I will wear. "Better which one is it? This or this?" my question was to show me two clothes that I was still confused to wear.
"Whatever you wear is good, baby ...."
"That's according to Mas."
"Yes dong according to Mas, time according to other men, or you may not want another man who praises, hmm?"
"That's not what I mean, I said it like that because I see me often so it says so, it's good when it's not good" I turned to him and smiled.
"Duh don't smile like that, added gemesin, more sweet."
"Helehh Mas, you're a rich girl ABG son." He laughed at my words.
"Have not been too pretty, beautiful you are just for me baby don't share it with anyone. Someone will have a crush on you, add this to your mas's fuss." Seloroh Rama while taking the navy blue dress he chose to wear for me.
"Where does anyone have a crush on a pregnant woman, Mas, ckkkk ...."
"It's good if it's like that" he said with a laugh.
After my appearance in the sense of being perfect, I approached Rama who was fixing the location of the tie that felt ill-fitting, without being asked carefully I tidied the location of the tie.
"Here you go, I'm tidying it up." I also fix the light blue tie knot motif of Rama that fits perfectly with the navy blue shirt he wears. "Well, it's tidy and looks very handsome," I said smiling as I stroked the tie that was neatly attached.
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A kiss landed perfectly on my lips.
"Open the Mas, ishh ...."
"I can't stand being close like this." He smiled mischievously at me, I could only sing my lips as a sign of protest at the kiss that was enough to shock me.
The atmosphere of the hotel ballroom was crowded with invited guests from various circles, businessmen, and doctors and hospital management officials all attended.
"Hi Rama, how are you?" Two men approached Me and Rama, as if they were friends with Rama.
"Amanda just take the water first, Mas, please continue the conversation." I let go and let go of Rama's hand.
The atmosphere was quite crowded at this party, I approached the table containing mineral water arranged to pile up, but I accidentally bumped into someone when I was about to take water.
"Sorry I don't ...." My sentence was interrupted when I found the figure of the man in front of me.
"Amanda?"
"Fery?"
"Yes, I guess you'll forget, you stay the way Amanda used to be, stay .. beautiful ...." Feri was my senior brother when I was in college with Dina, he's the guy who also chased me during college but I always turned him down because he was the guy who likes to play with women even girlfriends like a collection for him. "Ah yes, how are you?" He stuck out his hand.
"Well, doc ...."
"Ah it feels weird if you call me doctor, we're both doctors, why not call me like I used to be, Brother Feri, yes ... I miss that call."
"Sorry doc, I can't linger."
"As if Amanda we've been chatting for a while, it's been a while since we've seen each other."
"Sorry doc, I'm in a hurry."
"Don't be like this Amanda, let's just say we're friends, just chatting for a while doesn't matter I guess."
"I'm sorry excuse me." But instead of stepping aside Feri stopped my steps and pulled my arm.
"Take your hands off my wife." I breathed a sigh of relief after hearing the voice of someone behind me.
"Honey, let's go on stage to congratulate the bride and groom." Rama pulled my hand and then wrapped my hand around my waist with the possibility of showing Feri his ownership of me. We also congratulate the bride and groom, Dina looks very beautiful and happy, compatible with Rio.
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After returning from the party, Rama was only silent during the trip, if this mode must be he was holding back emotions so as not to be angry with me, he must be feeling annoyed and jealous of the events at the party. I could only excuse her, and give her time to control her emotions so as not to fight.
"Atma's asleep, ma'am?" I asked my mother when we got home.
"After that." Rama passed Mom and I without a word while loosening his tie with a bent face. "Why?" mother asked confused by Rama's attitude.
"Misunderstand me, Mom"
"Yes, calm Rama down, there!"
I said my mother's words, and walked into the room. The sound of water gurgling from the bathroom, I sat on the bedside waiting for Rama,
Trings ... Trings ... Trings
The consecutive messages entered on Rama's phone, displaying the name on Rama's phone screen which shocked me. He is Tasya, there was a sense of disappointment when Rama was still communicating with him but this time I should not be too quick to draw conclusions. Curious I opened Rama's phone that did not use safety mode.
Click .... A message from Tasya was opened.
