
" Dok seems like my insomnia is becoming more and more so.I have tried various ways.turn on the humidifier with essential oils as aromatherapy, turn off the room and set the soft instrumental music sound during sleep...but.it seems not to make my condition improve too much." said a woman with a siffon dress a few inches above the knee.
"Hmm.lady I think it may be because of the influence in your mind. Your brain is always working hard and it is difficult to close your eyes. I will try to do hypnotherapy on you so you can relax more.", asked a psychiatrist in a clinic.
The female patient who was none other than Rumayyah sighed. The psychiatrist took her to a long, soft sofa. The psychiatrist began shaking a pendulum in front of the woman.
" Currently you are on a beautiful hill.the surrounding is overgrown with various types of flowers.from roses to jasmine whose fragrant aroma pierces the nose into the chest...Look.not far from there a clear river flow with a small pond containing colorful small fish swimming in it.The sound of water gurgling and fragrant flowers growing around it..."
"You're sitting there.At the top of a beautiful meadow with both your feet touching the clear pond water with small fish twisting it.." said the psychiatrist. Her soft clear voice as well as the pendulum necklace that swayed to the right and left made the woman slowly close her eyes to fall asleep. The psychiatrist now turns to the real topic.
"Mrs Rumayyah..what can you tell me..What have you been doing lately ?"
"heeh.." a heavy sigh was heard from this woman. It was as if he was throwing a burden in his chest that blocked his breathing.
"My days are too hard.I have to take care of everything myself.all.
"Can you tell me what madam is incriminating you ? is there someone you hate, madam ? "
"Hmm ..well. I have to take care of my own business .. I .. I can't trust anyone there...They were two-faced.in front of me they said beautiful things about me.But behind me they were ready to pounce on me.." said the woman back in her sleep.
" Them ? who are they you mean Miss Rumayyah ?"
" They are.them are.my employees.", he answered again. His breath seemed to be hunting a little. Like she was holding back a big emotion in her chest.
"Hmm.all right I understand how you feel. Your officers..what did they do to you until you felt angry at them ? Is it just because they're talking about something bad about you behind your back, the lady?", asked the fishing psychiatrist.
" Hmm.yah.it was just one of their vices on me...But..He's the one I hate the most.." he said back.
"He..She who do you mean, Miss ?"
"He..all lecherous.they approached me.they just wanted to blackmail me.but He.he is different..."
"Who do you mean different ?"
"He ..Her.. My husband.." the woman looked soft in her voice.
"Hmm...your husband ? What's her name ?" the psychiatrist asked softly.
"Darashim ..Darsim's... If only..andai.aku.bisa back turn time.but rice has become porridge.." said Rumayyah. Tears suddenly trickled down from the tip of his eye patch. He was swept up in hypnotherapy given by the psychiatrist.
"Huuuh.." a long and heavy breath came out of Rumayyah.
"I'm.I'll never get back to her." she replied.
"If he's in front of you right now.Is there anything you want to reveal to him ?"
"Yes.me.just.wanted to apologize to him.I.me will not be able to return to him.and.it will not be possible for us to meet again..Let it just be my past.a beautiful past and my endless regret." he said again. Now the tears seem to be flowing more and more.
"Mrs Rumayyah..Is there anything else you want to say ? "
"Huuuuh.." back the woman on the sofa exhaled a long breath.
"I don't have enough words to describe everything.I want to forget everything.I don't want to remember all my past..."
"Alright Mrs Rumayyah.you are currently on all the hills with a beautiful green expanse.The sun with a faint light gives warmth to the recesses of your heart...burn all your bitter and bitter pasts and tastes.all your sorrows and sorrows will burn all your pain..until all that remains is the warmth that feels in the present until it spreads to the entire soul of your body..."
"Listen to the gurgling of the river water that is before you.coldness of your feet touch it.creates coolness that radiates slowly from the fingertips of your fingers until gradually towards the thigh...seeped into all the pores of your skin penetrates into the recesses of your soul.Warmth and coolness now felt in your chest.Slowly radiate into the esophagus.Then your face to the inside of your brain...now there is only a soothing coolness and peace that flows into your blood..."
All the burdens you have borne in you have been released..He has gone away.second by second.more and further away until he will not be seen again in your sight...
Soon You will hear the snap of my finger in your ear.Then slowly open your eyes and start facing your day ahead with a smile full of sincerity that soothes your heart..."
Teek .." The psychiatrist snapped his finger. Slowly Rumayyah opened her eyes. He looks a little dazed. The psychiatrist just smiled at him.
"How do you feel now Miss Rumayyah ?" tanyanya back.
"Hmm..Where am I now ?I feel more relieved, Dok at this time." said Rumayyah as her hands did not stop rubbing their eyes. His eyes were flooded with tears that he could not remember. How could she cry..?.However, he felt like a person who had fallen asleep long and just woke up.Until the fatigue he had felt was now gone. Just disappear. His chest felt plong. Rumayyah doesn't know what just happened. But the woman felt her burden decrease.
The psychiatrist just smiled at the words of his patient. He gave me a recipe back. A prescription for a nerve tranquilizer like the one he had given the woman. He simply added the dose to 2 tablets and a multivitamin.
"Mrs Rumayyah, is the medicine I prescribed to you last month still there ? If still you, you do not need to redeem the drug I prescribed, just multivitamin alone. The medicine is still the same as I gave you last.only if you feel less you can add the dose to 2 tablets once taken at night. But, remember it should not be more than that Madam.hopefully your condition can recover and better in the future.", said the psychiatrist while giving a piece of paper to the woman in front of him.
"Thank you, Doc." she answered briefly. The woman also came out. He drives his own car parked in front of the clinic. Without realizing it, a motorcyclist parked not far from the clinic was watching and trailing his car that had passed.
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