
Where am I?. Why am I suddenly in the field? wasn't I in class with my friends and if it wasn't wrong Anis Lilis and Pak Budi were told to go get food at the security guard's poa. The security guard post was on the right side of the field and I saw Anis, Lilis and Pak Budi were taking food inside the security guard post.
"Hey! do you need any help?.." I said as I entered the security guard post.
But strangely, they did not answer my question at all and were just busy collecting food out of the food bag. As if....my existence is not considered by them, this is strange!? why can't they see me in front of them right now?.
Brak! suddenly the figure came and made me run scared immediately hiding in the corner of the security guard post. Mr. Budi immediately protected Anis and Lilis behind him despite looking terrified and his trembling hands. The creature screamed walking in and raised its long, sharp hands to tear them apart.
"YAHOOOOOOOOOO!!!"
What the fuck!? why was I suddenly outside again and whose voice was shouting that!. It was as if I had missed something that was happening right now. I saw Anis whose stomach was pierced by the creature's sharp nails, while Lilis and Pak Budi ran away from Anis whose life was no longer saved. They run into the school and Anis is tormented by the creature.
"UAAAKHHHH.... PLEASE.." said Anis with her weakened voice.
Cracks! crats! ssrreekk! the creature tore Anis apart mercilessly until all his insiders came out splattered on the ground along with thick blood flowing out. That's when Anis was unconscious and really dead. I who saw it could only stare at it while crying and cover my mouth with both hands so as not to vomit.
Suddenly only... Plaque!
My head hurts so much and why is it so dark here? then I opened my eyes and I was still in class. I woke up and looked around,. Actually what happened to me?.. oh yes, I vomited and was unconscious afterwards. Eh... vomiting?.. why did I vomit at that time?.. I immediately remember what happened just now.
"Anis! where's Anis!" my words were immediately staring at Mr. Budi and Lilis who were currently sad.
Not only do the two of them look sad, but all of my friends are looking sad right now. The one who suffered the most among us all was Wawan.he was currently crying in the corner while lying down. There was a sobbing sound of crying, Wawan must be very sad and also he felt desperate.
Lilis was also crying but she kept trying not to cry when her best friend had left her. He could not hold his tears until he wet the glasses he used to help with his vision. Everyone was sad. Seeing all of them grieving also made me feel their feelings.
"Come.." said Grace suddenly, but everyone was sad at this time with Anis gone.
"What do you mean?.." said Bagas.
"Let's bring the body of Anis who already has no form." said Grace whose words made us even more sad.
"Later on. We can all die later." said Bagas who was afraid to go take Anis' body. Afraid that the creature would come to kill him just as he had done to Anis and afraid that Anis' body was out of shape because her body had been removed by the creature.
"I don't need a cowardly scarecrow! who wants to go with me!" I cried out Grace to us. I saw his clenched hand tremble.
Grace is also very afraid at this time, but she tries to impose her will and does not want to lose with fear. His eyes were also teary and his mouth was also being bitten by it. He was really scared right now and I was the only one who realized his true feelings of Grace when my friends thought the Grace of a fearless person. He is just like us. He trembles and fears.
"If no one wants to, then let me bring the body myself. I will bring the body intact including the organs of his body that have come out. I'll pick it up and put it in this sack!" said Grace who walked and took the sack hanging on the pulley where it was the first corpse suicide victim in this class. I've told you before about a grave in this class.
I couldn't hear him like that. He struggled alone in the midst of the fear he was experiencing. I can't make him carry a heavy burden alone on his shoulders, we should carry that burden together like a true friend. But because our hearts are afraid and controlled by anxiety.
None of us can move our bodies to help the struggling Grace alone. Not even a single finger could we move except tremble in fear. Grace walked out of the classroom while carrying a sack in her hand. Seeing him fighting for our friend who sacrificed himself, we still could not do anything and just remained silent filled with fear.
"Why can't I move my body and help her." said I, who was upset at my fear and trembling self like this.
"Fajar.." murmured Agus who saw me being furious at himself.
"Aaaaaaakkkhh! I don't care anymore! I'll help her!" said Bagas who suddenly ran out of class to catch up with Grace. Though he was frightened and was crying, but why he could still move his body and dare to approach death.
It confused me and I didn't understand...
"I too. I can not keep quiet like a coward here." said Wawan who joined Bagas and rubbed his tears that continue to flow.
Then next Lilis. next Mr. Budi. next Bagas. They had all forced themselves from fear even though their bodies trembled they were still forcing themselves to keep moving even though death was already in front of them. It was just me. Again I was the only one left behind and was always in the last order to make a move.
This reminds me of myself who was in the last position to cross the bridge when my friends dared them to cross the bridge to help Zilan. I am a lousy person indeed.I suck so bad. Like back then, I was scared and my whole body trembled violently.
My heart was pounding hard. I still can't move my body, I'm so upset!. Though my friends are currently struggling in front of me and I still remain silent here! it makes me upset and frustrated. Why why! why if I'm scared! why is fear used as an excuse for me not to move!.
My friends are also very scared! and they can move their bodies even in a forced state. But look at me. I'm not moving at all and just regretting myself here...
"AAAAAAAAAAAKKKHHHHHH UAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKHHHHHHH!!!" I shouted in great annoyance and despair giving in to myself. I pounded the ground so hard that my hands bled and hurt I was still upset with myself and still hit the ground hard.
"Hooooooooohhh..."
The voice came back.The door was open because my friends had walked out of here and forgot to close the door again. I looked ahead.The creature was standing at the door and was looking at me sharply. His body was more and more terrifying than before.
Taps! taps! taps!
Unconsciously I can move and run at this time. But why did I run towards the window that was destroyed by Grace?. The window was wide open and suddenly my body moved on its own and jumped through it. I looked slowly at myself Getting closer to the plains.it seemed like I was going to fall and die this time. It's the 3rd floor it looks like I'm really going to die with all the regrets left. A coward will die like a coward.