
Over time, Ardan who did therapy for the sake of being able to walk again had experienced a phase of despair with treatment and treatment undertaken.
Ardan felt tired every time he underwent painful treatment without reaping significant results.
Both of his legs still can not be moved even though now he can already feel if the joints – joints of his muscles begin to function every time he does therapy.
There have been many costs incurred by both parents Ardan to be able to return the child's legs only wayangnya back to the original.
Bringing in doctors from outside and – medicinal ingredients used for soaking that are classified as steps to make Faisal must spend in – in every time Ardan's medicine runs out.
In addition to requiring large costs, treatment and therapy run by Ardan is very painful to make Ardan had thought to give up if he just did not remember the figure of Askara.
The baby is the one who always makes Ardan back the spirit to continue to undergo treatment.
Sometimes, Ardan makes a video call with Askara using Tracy's phone because Azkia does not give her ex-husband access to communicate with her.
Had Ardan wanted to communicate with Azkia he would have had to do it through Tracy as an intermediary.
Although he was disappointed in Azkia's attitude, but considering that his ex-wife did not limit himself to communicating with the child, Ardan no longer disputed it.
“ Askara, wait papa yes dear..”.
“ Papa will try his hardest to be able to walk in order to meet and play with Askara..”, said Ardan in front of a photo of his son that he displayed on the wall where he did therapy every day.
Whenever he saw Askara's cheerful smile, Ardan would get excited again and it was very helpful in his healing process.
Meanwhile, on the other side of the earth, Azkia is busy with her wedding preparations that will be carried out two months from now.
Therefore, he also took a little time to do preweding shooting sessions and take off the clothes that he will wear in his wedding later.
“ Actually do not need to be like this..”.
“ This is also not the first marriage for me or for you.
“ We can do everything more simply again...”, Azkia protested.
Azkia who has started active in the company with Sindy a little hassle taking care of all her wedding – knickknacks.
Actually this is not the first time he raised a protest but it seems Louis did not respond to the objections that Azkia raised to him.
“ I just want this wedding will be the last wedding for both of us who can remember until the end of life..”.
“ So I want to make everything as perfect as possible so that it has a deep impression..”, replied Louis did not want to be denied again.
Seeing that Louis was in indisputable fashion, Azkia could only breathe out slowly with a resigned face.
“ Already, don't argue anymore..”.
“ Free, it will only waste your energy in vain...”.
“ Better just enjoy everything that brother Louis gave you..”, Sindy said while patting Azkia on the shoulder several times.
Although already assisted by the wedding organizer but Azkia still have to intervene in some ways because Louis really – really want everything in accordance with his future wife even though Azkia has given everything to the party WO.
Imelda and Asai here who look very enthusiastic. The brothers seemed to be tireless to accompany the grandmother and herself to prepare – wedding knickknacks of both parents.
Drtts....
Tracy immediately picked up her phone and pointed it at Asai as soon as she saw Ardan's name on the screen.
“ pa..apa..”, funny Asai babble.
Ardan immediately smiled broadly to see his son greeting as soon as the video connection came in.
The two seemed to communicate smoothly even though Asai responded with baby language but it was not a barrier between the two to be able to communicate.
The two chatted happily until a familiar voice to Ardan made the man's body freeze instantly.
Although he did not see Azkia directly but through the chat he heard at this time it seems that his ex-wife is preparing for the wedding which will be held one more month.
The corner of Ardan's heart felt pinched, painful but he tried to hold it because he was talking to his son.
Tracy who accidentally saw Ardan's expression when he and Azkia spoke directly gave the code to sister Tya to disconnect the phone on the grounds Askara should rest.
Ardan who actually still wants to linger – long meet with the child was forced to end his phone once his caretaker said if Askara needs to take a nap.
As his phone screen blackened, Ardan sat languidly on his bed and unwittingly a clear liquid began to drip from his eyes.
Ardan is still unwilling to see Azkia with another man even though he can give his ex-wife and son the happiness he cannot give.
Selfish indeed, but that's Ardan. Although they can no longer be together but he also does not want Azkia to be owned by another man.
“ Why it hurts so much...”, Ardan muttered while clutching his chest.
He had indeed received an invitation from Jacob but at that time he was only surprised and a little disappointed because Azkia did not give him the opportunity to return to repeat the household with him.
But just now when she heard Azkia's happy-looking voice preparing for her wedding her heart immediately throbbed in pain, as if there were thousands of sharp knives that instantly unsheathed right in her heart making it difficult to breathe for a moment.
The clear fluid from both Ardan's eyes the longer it goes down the faster it gets. This was the umpteenth time she cried because of Azkiah.
A thing he abstained from doing first but now it has become a habit when he returns to remember the woman he loves.
The love that comes late and at the wrong time makes him weak and badly hurt like this.
Melati always reminds Ardan to let everything go. But it was very difficult for Ardan to do given how deep the love he felt.
“ Until when should I get such painful karma...”.
“ Not only lost all the precious things in my life but now I also feel my soul become empty..”.
“ Oh Lord...”.
“ I feel I can no longer bear all the pain you have given me due to my past actions..”.
“ If by death I can pay off everything, then I am willing to die for the sake of people – people I love....”, said Ardan while stripping off as he pleased.
Melati who had often heard Ardan crying like this at night could only stroke her chest while stripping in her heart.
As a mother of course she also could not bear to see her son suffer like this even though this is karma from his bad deeds in the past.