MY WIFE'S TEARS MY KARMA
CHAPTER 72

Tonight Azkia could not fall asleep because her heart felt uneasy for no reason.

Many times – times his body he turned left and right but his two eyes still did not want to be closed to make him tired.

It was as if someone was thinking about and longing for him deeply somewhere.

“ Ardan...”.

“ Is he missing me...”, Azkia's ghost is shrivelling.

Imagining a cruel husband who never loved her Azkia immediately put his thoughts aside.

“ No...”

“ That is unlikely to happen....”, he said, shaking his head several times.

But then his words came back he denied after Azkia remembered Jacob's words some time ago.

“ But Jacob said he also suffered from nausea and cravings since the beginning of my pregnancy..”.

“ Even worse than my condition..”.

“ What because – because of this he thinks of me....”.

“ She must be swearing at me for making her suffer like that..”, inner Azkia is bad to think.

Because he could not fall asleep, Azkia also stepped out of the room to walk – streets for a while until the drowsiness arrived.

Tracy, who had just finished drinking water from the kitchen, stopped her step back into her room as soon as she saw Azkia coming down the stairs.

“ Dear...”.

“ Why haven't you slept...”.

“ Are you hungry....”, asked Tracy in a soft voice.

Azkia also answered Tarcy's question with a headband to make Sindy's mom look at him fully inquiring because she did not believe his words.

“ I myself do not know why tonight I have a hard time sleeping mom....”, Azkia complained.

“ Want to tell you...”, take Tracy warm.

Azkia again nodded her head to accept the invitation of the middle-aged woman who she had considered her own mother since arriving at the Sindy residence.

A gentle woman who always heard his complaints and wisely gave an opinion made Azkia's heart always calm after talking to him.

As a graduate of psychology, Tracy is very knowledgeable and can read a person's character with just one look.

Tracy recommended Patricia, her best friend, to treat Azkia because she was one of the best psychiatrists in the country.

Both of them immediately sat on the sofa in the middle room while hugging and talking about anything warmly.

True, after a short conversation with Tracy, Azki was getting sleepy so she said she wanted to go back into her room.

When Azkia was able to sleep, without him knowing the man who had been in his mind for a moment was sitting on the floor with his hands praying to the almighty.

While shedding tears Ardan asked for forgiveness for all sins – sins that he had done so far.

He also prayed for the woman he loved so much with the prospective children in his womb to always be healthy and blessed with grace by Him.

“ Wherever you are...”.

“ I will always wish the best for you and our future child both sincerely...”.

“ May you both always be healthy and have no shortage of anything... ”

“ And may the prayer of a sinner like me be afflicted..”.

“ Amin...”, said Ardan at the end of his prayer and immediately fix his worship equipment.

Krucukkk....

Ardan moved towards the refrigerator and took out some groceries for him to cook tonight because his stomach was already on a march.

During the experience of couvade syndrome, Ardan told Bik Mina to prepare food ingredients in the refrigerator so that he was easy to process it if he wanted to eat his own food like this.

Somehow, if he cooks his own food that is served always exhausted without rest, although sometimes the appearance and taste is not convincing.

Ardan thought this must be the crowning of his prospective son who wanted to taste the cuisine made directly by the hands of his father.

While several times rubbing the sweat on his forehead, Ardan stared satisfied with the results of his cooking this time which looked quite beautiful.

“ Welcome my son...”.

“ May you like papa's cooking today...”, Ardan said with a satisfied smile.

Ardan always said – words like that when he was about to eat, as if his future son who was somewhere could hear all the things he said with all his heart.

After taking the drinking water, Ardan immediately ate the results of his cooking while occasionally taking a deep breath.

She felt sad when she imagined how the fate of Azkia who had to wake up in the middle of the night and starve while there was no husband beside her.

Ardan can feel for himself how difficult and tormented he was during this cauvade syndrome.

Nausea was almost every time, even now she could no longer use her favorite perfume to wear because it made her stomach immediately churned violently.

Not to mention the mood that arrived – suddenly changed drastically especially if what he wanted was not fulfilled.

He alone who is not pregnant is experiencing distress especially his ex-wife who has to experience it alone.

Without Ardan knowing, all the things that became anxiety of his heart at this time did not happen in Azkia's pregnancy.

Maybe nausea is yes, but even that is not too often experienced by Azkia only when just waking up.

It seems that the baby in the womb is very understanding if his mother is currently focusing on her work so that she does not act too much.

It is precisely the papa who is far away there that he made suffer by experiencing severe nausea and extreme cravings.

Maybe this is also a form of revenge for an unborn baby in the world because all this time his father has wasted – nyiakan people as good and sincere as his mother.

Time passed, Azkia's pregnancy had entered the seventh month where her stomach was getting bigger and perfectly rounded.

Surrounded by – people who love and pay more attention to him make Azkia happy to live this pregnancy even though she is alone in the country of others.

The Sindy family was the one who had a big hand in spoiling Azkia because they all considered her to be part of their extended family.

It is also what makes Azkia's life never feel lonely because there is a new family that gives her warmth at all times.

“ Tonight you want to eat what baby..”.

“ Let mommy cook for you...”, that's one of Sindy's mommy's messages every day.

Until sometimes make Azkia feel bad for having troublesome women who he already considers as his mother.

“ Thank you mom...”

“ What is important is not too eneg....”, replied Azkia.

“ What if your favorite shrimp spinach omelet.

“ Same asparagus crab soup...”, he said offer.

“ Can also be mom....”, said Azkia smiling cheerfully.

Tracypun immediately told his assistant to shop for – ingredients that he will use as his family dinner later, especially the dishes he made specifically for Azkia after hanging up his phone.

Realizing that his extended family will soon receive new members, Tarcypun tries to always make Azkia happy so that the little baby in the womb can be born well.

“ View child...”

“ Although you are not born yet, but people – people around mama already love you very much...”, Azkia mutter while rubbing her distended stomach full haru.