MY WIFE'S TEARS MY KARMA
CHAPTER 54

Although he did not sleep in the room, but every night Ardan always offered prayers for his wife in his worship.

A thing that Ardan never did before because his heart and soul were covered by revenge to blind everything.

Re-imagining all that, Ardan instantly turned his face away. The pain and pain in his chest was indescribable again how dasyatnya.

It felt like there were hundreds of arrows stabbing and tearing at his heart continuously.

All Ardan can do is close his eyes strong – strong so that the crystal grains that have collected in his eyes are not right – really down.

Slowly, Ardanpun began to scoop up as much oxygen as – by taking a few breaths and exhaling slowly.

Stuffy….

His chest really feels tight and his tongue is weak so just to say – words it feels very difficult so he can only be silent.

After cleaning his worship equipment, Ardan rushed out of the room to eliminate the fatigue that existed.

Ardan's feet stepped into the kitchen to make a cup of black coffee so that the feeling of fatigue in his head could be slightly subsided.

After that, he brought the thick steaming coffee to the terrace in the backyard and sat in the rattan chair there.

Although the cold night wind pierced the skin, but the heat that whack his heart disguised the cold.

A sip of hot black coffee accompanied Ardan through the dark night while sitting leaning against the clear sky above.

The crescent moon in the sky continued to be stared at while occasionally his mouth spouted thick white smoke from the cigarettes he smoked.

I don't know how many packs of cigarettes he smoked tonight so that his heart anxiety can disappear.

He did not expect that he would fall deeply in love with Azkia, the wife he could no longer have.

If their marriage had not begun with tears, Azkia would have embraced Ardan without hesitation and strengthened him.

But the pain that was once present made him withdraw and killed all his hopes and love for Ardan.

Azkia was only able to stare at her husband's body which looked thinner and frail than usual.

POV AZKIA

“ Hey...”

“ Why do you keep showing up and affecting my feelings..”.

“ If it continues this way then you will be oppressed and hurt again...”, he shouted did not accept.

“ You are very selfish..”.

“ Therefore I appeared...”.

“ Didn't you see how sorry my husband is..”.

“ His body is getting thinner and unkempt..”.

“ I think he's right – right so feel sorry now... ”, said Azkia's real soul sad.

“ This is what I don't like about you..”.

“ You are weak and easily beguiled..”.

“ Do you not remember the devil's treatment of you..”, his cry full of anger.

I realized that what the other part of me said was true. But, seeing the man who had reigned in my heart for so long looks desperate like this my heart also feels very sad.

Although I said if I no longer love, but the deepest part of me refused and the love is still left even though it was not as big as before.

Part of Azkia is angry when she hears Azkia's inner voice, which still leaves a speck of love for Ardan.

Dukkkp…

Dukkkp…

“ What are you doing ?!!...”, cried Azkia surprised.

“ Of course buried in – in that love so that it can no longer appear to the surface...”, he said while pressing in – in love it in his heart until the pink light was no longer visible.

Azkia arrived – suddenly felt tight when the love is the light is right – completely disappeared to make it weaken again.

Arrived – just arrived the part from within the other Azkia became stronger than before and managed to seal her original soul.

“ If you know the pink light can weaken it, it has been a long time I lost...”, he said satisfied.

POV END'S

Shanum and Shanas, along with Surti and Ardan, were still faithfully accompanying Azkia, who had not yet opened her eyes after fainting under the window.

Fortunately, Shanaz's hearing was good enough that the slightest sound could be heard. So it is not surprising that when Azkia fell unconscious the young woman immediately rushed to her master's room.

After Azkia woke up, Bik Surti immediately gave the medicine to be consumed by his master in order to regain his calm.

“ What medicine is bik..”, asked Ardan suspiciously.

“ Vitamin den...”, says bik Surti lying.

Ardan, who was dissatisfied with Surti's speech, could only sigh when the two young women's bodyguards looked at him sharply.

Shanaz and Shanum already know that what Azkia is taking is lithium, a mood-balancing drug given by psychiatrists who treat Azkia.

Bik Surti silent – quietly began to contact Adrian doctor after seeing the change of emotions Azkia very drastic these last two days.

Although not telling the whole story, though, but Bik Surti had already told the outline of what caused Azkia's emotions to become unstable to Shanum and Shanaz in the hope that the two young women could act quickly should something like this happen to Azkia when she wasn't around.

These two female bodyguards are the ones who keep the medicine bottles given by the Surti bik that will be used in case something like this happens again in the future.

Once taking the drug, Azkia's heart suddenly – just became stable so she fell asleep again because she was too tired.

Shanaz and Shanum did not return to their rooms and preferred to accompany Azkia so that there was no reason for Ardan to remain in his wife's room.

Once down, Ardan immediately stopped the footsteps of Surti who was very visible to want to quickly avoid it.

“ What is true medicine taken by Azkia earlier is vitamin bik..”.

“ Answer honestly...”, Ardan said intimidatingly.

“ Said mbak Shanaz earlier so den...”, said bik Surti nervously.

“ Lho, instead of the aunt who gave the drug to Azkia ?..”, asked Ardan suspiciously.

“ True den, earlier bibik who gave the medicine to non Azkia..”.

“ But the drug bibik can from non Shanaz who say if the condition of non Azkia some days is dropping so every night should take the vitamin...”, said bik Surti lying.

Surti's face that looks convincing makes Ardan believe and let the old woman back into his room to rest.

All that was said by Bik Surti on the orders of Shanaz who could have predicted if Azkia's husband would have asked him about the matter.

“ What medicine it is actually because I do not believe if it is a regular vitamin..”, Inner Ardan suspicious.

Shanaz who saw Ardan questioned Surti's silent – silent contact Jacob. His boss must know about Azkia's disease because he thinks his condition is quite alarming.

He guessed that Azkia's stupor was not a natural thing because he knew enough the history of toxic marriage that the woman had been living.