MY WIFE'S TEARS MY KARMA
CHAPTER 70

As soon as the sunlight began to appear, Azkia hunt – hurriedly woke up and immediately rushed to the bathroom while carrying a package that she had purchased last night in a pharmacy with Sindy.

After putting the urine in the container and dipping the tip of the test pack, Azkia waited for the result with an anxious face.

One strip.......

Deg deg.....

Azkia's heart seemed to want to come out while waiting for whether the next line will increase or not.

Because no other line also appeared, Azki concluded that she was not pregnant.

“ Ah...”

“ Negative turns out...”, he said slowly.

Somehow arrived – arrived his heart felt disappointed when he saw there was only one red line in the tool.

Sindy, who was also curious, finally ran towards the bathroom when she saw that Azkia's bed was empty.

Tok tok.....

As soon as he got the advice, Sindypun went straight into the bathroom to his friend who was pensive in front of the sink.

“ How it turned out...”, ask antusia.

“ Negative...”, replied Azkia moody.

“ Hey...”

“ Why do you look sad...”.

“ Do you expect if you are pregnant ?....”, asked Sindy with a full glance.

“ I don't know..”.

“ Shouldn't I be happy because this is the result I want...”.

“ But somehow I was a little sad....”, said Azkia mellow.

Sindy who saw Azkia's emotional changes suddenly - suddenly a little afraid if the disease relapsed so he also suggested that his best friend was to meet with his psychiatrist again so that his heart condition could be normal again.

Azkia, who realized this, immediately agreed to Sindy's proposal and immediately made an appointment with Patricia today.

Without both realizing it turns out that the test pack they threw into the trash can is still in process and now looks a faint pink line.

In the afternoon, after finishing his lunch, Azkia immediately glided to the Patricia practice.

Patricia, a psychiatrist who treated Azkia, warmly welcomed the arrival of the woman in her parking lot.

Armed with the report he received from Adrian, Patricia continued the treatment carried out by Azkia until the results were significant as it is today.

“ How are you feeling today ?....”, greet Patricia at the beginning of the session

“ Bad...”, Azkia replied briefly.

“ Is fine...”

" You can tell me everything today...."

“ Let's start the session...”, said Praticia started.

Lying in a foam-lined recliner, Azkia began to tell her everything she felt today.

Patricia patiently and attentively listened to every single thing the woman said while occasionally writing something on the book she was holding.

Azkia continued to tell all the things that were her current fears and that made her emotions unstable again.

Whether it is related to the past, work or all things about the future.

Although he has forgiven, but Azkia is still not completely able to forget and can only accept all the things that happened to him in the past because after all it is also impossible to be erased.

And when she starts to calm down and feel happy, Azkia doesn't want everything that has to do with her past to come back and ruin her life.

“ Then, what if what became your fear happened...”.

“ What will you do in the future ?....”

“ Will you throw it away before it grows inside you..”, Patricia tries to provoke what reaction Azkia will give through her questions.

“ Of course not..”

“ He is completely innocent despite being part of my past...”, Azkia replied quickly.

The cooperative attitude given by Azkia during therapy made Patricia feel easier to heal the wounds and trauma experienced by the young woman.

Azkia who was now in front of him was more cheerful and more confident than the first time he came.

At that time, various emotions in the young woman appeared alternating excessively so that Patricia had felt if Azkia would be difficult to heal with all the rejection that occurred.

But over time, Patricia can feel a drastic change in Azkia.

This can happen because now Azkia is surrounded by – people who think positively and love him sincerely, even though they are not friends or close relatives.

It did not feel like two hours had Azkia passed the therapy session this afternoon. Her heart now felt plump after she spoke out all the things she felt to Patricia.

With a raised chin and firm steps and an ever-expanding smile on her beautiful face Azkia stepped in to finish all her work today with a carefree heart.

As Patricia said earlier, whatever happens he must live it sincerely and happily so that his steps can be light.

“ Alright...”.

“ Whatever happens in front, I will live it vigorously...”, the murmur is positive.

If Azkia has made peace with her past and began to live happily with another airy heart, Ardan is still dissolved in regret.

Although he tried to occupy himself with various forms of work that are endless but it can not eliminate the shadow of his wife.

“ How is his current condition...”.

“ Does he also experience nausea and cravings just like me...”.

“ Should have been, at a time like this I was next to him..”.

“ Meets all his highleness and needs..”.

“ Facing everything together while waiting for our baby born into the world.”, Ardan muttered regretfully.

As an ex-husband who feels a sympathetic pregnancy, he already feels tormented like this, especially when Ardan imagines how difficult Azkia must face morning sickness every day.

And no one can be his backer out there.

He felt that he was the most foolish man to have let go of a good woman like Azkia just for the sake of his perverse passions.

Currently Ardan is only able to look at the photo of Azkia in his cellphone gallery with a nanar gaze.

Photos he took secretly – hid when his wife was laughing loosely with her maid.

With both eyes glazed – glass Ardan stroked the beautiful face of Azkia in the photo slowly with love.

“ Dear...”.

“ Where are you now..”.

“ I was right – really missed you...”.

“ How is little one...”.

“ He doesn't bother you...”.

“ Sorry if your stupid husband is not there beside you when – times like this....”, he murmured slowly.

A drop of tears began to fall slowly as various bad memories were present in his mind.

Ardan cried bitterly again when he did not find any sweet memories with his wife.

All there is is is bad memories and stifling the chest.

Realizing that fact, Ardan's tears were rushing down his cheeks without him being able to hold on anymore.

She cried like a child abandoned by her mother.

It felt so stifling to the chest, a deep sense of loss began to be felt.

Robby who was about to enter the room Ardan immediately stopped his steps and closed the door again slowly when he saw Ardan crying in the shade – brewed in his chair.

Actually Robby had gotten a clue about Azkia's whereabouts at this time, but he did not dare to report before being sure it was true that his boss' wife was there in the morning.

“ I'm sorry Ar...”

“ Not that I'm evil...”

“ I just want you right – really regret all your actions and want to repent... ”

“ I hope, you can turn into a better person so that when you meet back with Azkia you can say an apology sincerely and full of regrets to her..”, inner Robby monologue.