My Naughty Husband
Chapter 21

After I listened to the diyoutube study, I immediately closed my phone.

Our trip took about 1 hour, and soon we arrived home safely.

Then I carried Alzam out of the car to the house.

"Let me open the door on the deck."

(mas yoga volunteered to open the door).

"Please mas, who quickly pity Alzam later on outside.

Don't play mobile phone continue, later the phone can break."

(my love for him).

"Yes you have rested first alzam, we continue our conversation.

Don't look like a child who is always exaggerating your problems.

I'm your husband so respect me."

(pronounce yoga to me).

Even though my house stayed for two days, but the house still looks neat and clean. Because my mother-in-law always cleaned it when I was staying at my mother's house.

I went to the room and I put Alzam to bed.

Because even though the three of us were one room, Alzam had already prepared his own bed.

With disappointment and an increasingly upset heart, I followed the will of yoga mas who wanted to talk to me.

"What else do you want to talk about?"

(asked me at her in a sniffy tone).

"From Alesha Saputri you are my wife, and until any time you can never be replaced.

I'll tell you the honesty I've been craving all along. Are you ready for what I'm going to say?"

"Yes tell me, I'm not ready to listen." (i replied to him).

"You know not men are easily saturated and easily bored.

Sometimes we as men have a soul that is always passionate in domestic relations and sexual relations."

After a while, yoga finally told me everything.

We started the conversation again :

Mas yoga: "I know this might make you very upset and disappointed, but I want to be honest with you. I've been having an affair with your friend."

Me: (shocked and angry) "Why did you do that? What are you thinking?"

Mas yoga: "I don't know, baby. I feel so stupid and sorry. I can't find a reasonable reason for why I did that."

Me: (crying) "How can you do it to me and even with my own friends? I feel very hurt."

Mas yoga: "I knew it was so wrong and I felt so sorry. I just wanted to apologize and correct the mistake I made.

I love you so much and I don't want to lose you."

Me (Consolation) "What should I do now? How can I trust you again after this?"

Mas yoga: "I know your trust has been broken, and I am ready to accept the consequences.

I want to try to improve our relationship and improve myself.

I want us to be able to work together to get through this together."

Me (feeling sad) "I need time to think things through.

But, I'm not sure if I can forgive you after what you did."

Yoga mas: "I understand, baby. I don't expect you to forgive me so easily.

But, I will do whatever it takes to correct the mistakes I have made and prove that you still mean something to me."

Me (still sad) "I need time to process everything.

But, you should know that this will be difficult to fix.

You have betrayed my trust and our relationship."

Yoga mas: "I know, baby. And I'm ready to do whatever it takes to repair our relationship.

I wish we could get through this together and go back to being as happy as we used to be."

After accepting a reality that was quite bitter and heart-wrenching, I could only cry and cry.

And I can only think of how I can forgive all that.

It was beyond reason that I finally decided to contact Rossa.

Because maybe by telling a story with a friend, I can be a little relieved.

Me (while crying)

"Ros, Rossa?"

Rossa: Yes din, why are you? what

happened? please tell me and tell me the same story."

Me: "It turns out Ross, mas yoga and mila cheated on me.

He explained everything to me, and then I have to how Ross?

I'm really confused and sick."

Rossa: "Basic yoga jerk, it turns out to be true my guess all along.

What is your lack of anything? until she cheated on him with mila."

I'm :"What do you suggest to me, Ross?"

(took me).

Rossa: "Can you forgive him?"

Me : "Either Ross, I was very hurt to hear all this.

But in my little heart, I still love her.

It's hard to get away from her."

Rossa: "The heart can not be forced, if it hurts, just stay.

We have to teach such a man a lesson."

I'm :" But Ross, if I back off what about Alzam?

I don't want her to lack her father's affection."

Rossa: "So women should be smart din, don't sacrifice your feelings with the frills of surviving because of the child.

Because the child's true happiness sees his mother can smile, and educate him to be a great child."

I'm : "Yes right you said ross, but for now I'm given the choice to forgive or not.

Because he's gonna fix it again."

Rossa: "Well if that's your desire to forgive yoga.

But remember my message, if she denies, just leave her."

Me: "Yeah Ross, I understand that.

Thank you Ross, you have listened to me.

Because I'm confused about who else to tell."

Rossa: "Look easy, if you have anything to say to me.

Do not cover up, because it can make you stress yourself.

And you'll be sick."

Me: "Yes Ross, thank you again."

Rossa: "Yes din together, have I closed the phone? it's gonna carry chika, just get her body fever.

Because of the exhaustion on the road yesterday."

I'm : "Yes Rossa, I hope you get well chika." (I close the phone).

That moment I saw my son's innocent face at all.

I occasionally rubbed that little face, and I grabbed that tiny body.

What makes me no longer excited.

I need to re-establish desire and motivation for myself.

I took a deep breath and I met a yoga mas who was sitting pensively in the living room.

Me: "Mas I want to talk."

(talk to him).

Mas yoga: "Yes deck."

(to stand and throw the nipple into the ashtray on the table).

Me:" You choose me or mila mas? please answer."

Mas yoga: (Silent she finally answered)

"I still choose to be with you deck. I promise I won't repeat that again. "