Missing In The Heart
Chapters 94. Promises.

"To pick you up, baby...."

"Pick me up?" tanyanya while laughing.

"After all this time? After what happened? You didn't even ask me?" he continued with tears that had piled up in his eye pelupuk.

"I'm sorry, I really don't know anything. I think you're okay. Stuart hid everything from me..."

"Does that make sense? You always knew everything about me. Even on the plane earlier you know that I don't eat anything. Then why can't you know with such important news?" his pedicab.

Mahavir's hands raised rubbed his face rough, then he sat his body on the edge of the bed. Both his elbows rested on his thighs with hands that squeezed his head tightly in frustration.

"I really can't understand you Vir... You forbid me from leaving you, forcing me to stay by your side. But you yourself come and go as you please. Without explanation. Without any news. What am I you assuming?" His shouting. His voice rose by an octave.

Mahavir can see the hatred, hurt, disappointed, angry and longing from the look of those eyes. He got up from his seat, took a step forward and immediately pulled Rachel into his arms. "I'm sorry baby, I'm really sorry I just got to see you now."

"You are evil, you are evil Vir...You left me when I really expected your presence. You told me to pick you up at the hotel but...WHAT THE HELL DID I GET? WHAT'S??" He shouted while beating Mahavir's chest. The tears she had been holding back from earlier finally fell.

Mahavir swallowed his saliva, unable to answer Rachel's question. He let Rachel beat him and vent her anger.

Rachel stopped the blow, dropped her head into Mahavir's chest and sobbed there. Both of his hands squeezed the strong white shirt Mahavir used. Until the memory of the words of Mahavir again ringed in his ears. The reflex he pushed Mahavir and stepped back.

"Your son is no more Vir, you're free. You don't have to hang on with me anymore. We're done." He said as he stepped towards the sofa, grabbed his suitcase and pulled it to the floor. Rachel crouched down in front of her suitcase, opened it and picked out her clothes.

Mahavir's eyeballs moved to follow Rachel's movements. "Dear, what do you mean?

"Is it unclear what I just said?" Looking up and looking at Mahavir's bead eyes.

For a long time the two looked at each other, until Rachel cut off the gaze by throwing her face back to the suitcase.

"The only thing that makes you survive is just because of the child in my womb, right? Now he doesn't exist. Between us there is nothing more. So go back to that woman. Marry her...." She softly shrieked, looking down and hiding her face and quickly wiping her tears. Trying hard to hide her feelings while closing her suitcase after picking up one pair of her clothes.

Mahavir who looks riled up to him, grabbed his arm tightly and pulled him up to stand before him. "Look at my eyes Rachel, say it right in front of my face...."

Rachel raised her face, her eyes wet and teary. "Your son is no longer...." No time Rachel said her mouth was silenced by Mahavir. Mahavir held Rachel's nape with both hands and kissed her blindly. Then push it hard until it falls into the bed.

"What...what are you doing Vir?"

"I'm going to make you pregnant with my son so many times that you don't have any reason to leave me." He said as he opened his shirt and climbed into the bed and confined his wife. Both knees rested on the bed with Rachel's body between them and one hand gripped Rachel's hand that rebelled against her, put her two hands together and bent them over her head. While one hand to the other opened the bathrobe used by the woman.

"VIRR....!" He shouted while trying to escape from Mahavir's confinement.

"Call my name dear, shout my name..." His whisper in a hoarse voice filled with lust while kissing along Rachel's neck wildly.

Today Mahavir has completely dark eyes. The plain body that was right below him was so seductive, making lust dominate him and defeating his common sense. With impatient and slightly rough movements, Mahavir went through the entire curves of his wife's body, showering her with kisses, suction and small bites all over her body. Leaves a bluish-red trail here and there.

All over Rachel's body trembled violently, her melted tears soaking the bedsheet underneath. His breath was so congested as he ran out of strength against Mahavir's strength. His voice was hoarse because he shouted thrashing asking to be let go. But Mahavir did not heed his resistance. The man just kept on smashing it. He slid himself into the core of his body. Unable to fight anymore, Rachel finally resigned under the active movement of her husband.

After several releases, Mahavir finally drops his body right next to Rachel. Rachel immediately pulled out the blanket and covered her entire body. Lying curled up to Mahavir's back and sobbing silently.

Mahavir sighed. Normalize his breathing which is still hunting because of the hot romance he did. One of his hands was clenched firmly beside his body while the other one was above his head. A moment regretting his barbaric actions just now.

After several hours passed, Mahavir finally turned to look at Rachel's back which still seemed to be shaking because it was holding back his cries. He dived under the blanket and approached his wife.

"Honey.sorry.... I'm out of bounds...." He then gently rubbed Rachel's innocent back and landed small kisses there.

Rachel's cry finally broke with Mahavir's gentle touch.

"Until when are you gonna apologize like that Vir?" Ask with a whim. "When are we like this?"

Mahavir erodes the distance between her and Rachel by closing her body. Hugged his wife from behind.

"I'm the one who should ask you that, baby? How long do you insist like this?"

"Don't you say you're tired of being with me? You regret marrying me, you hate me, you want to get away from my life. You're sticking with me just because of your son. Isn't that what you said?"

Mahavir knitted his eyebrows not understanding the meaning of his wife's words. "I never said that, baby... With or without a child I will stay with you. I can't be here and force you if I really intend to leave you."

"Not to dodge Vir....I heard it, I heard everything you said back then Vir...."

Mahavir paused for a moment, recalling when he had said it. "Sad you may have misunderstood..."

"Misunderstand? Then why haven't you called me in two months? Why Vir? Didn't you deliberately avoid me? Distanced me?" Ask with low intonation again weakly.

Mahavir fell silent, rubbing his face violently. He doesn't know where to explain. He pulls Rachel and makes her turn to face him. "I never intended to do that at all, baby. Please believe me, why do you always doubt me?"

"Then what do I get by trusting you?" He looked at both of Mahavir's eyes.

Mahavir pulls Rachel back into his arms. Pecking Rachel's head repeatedly. "I can't promise you anything more if you can't trust me. Right now I can only say that I miss you.I miss you baby, very much... Missing you so much that you want to die..."

Rachel shook her head and beat Mahavir's chest. "I hate you Vir, I hate you so much, I want to go far, far away from you......" He shouted while continuously raining Mahavir his punch.

Mahavir's hand moved to hold Rachel's hand, then kissed the clenched hand.

"Hate me as much as you love, but never leave me..."

Rachel withdrew her hand then immediately hugged Mahavir tightly. He drowned his head between Mahavir's neck and inhaled the scent of the man's body deeply.

"Well.I hate you, I hate you at first. And I hope I will continue to hate you....But the truth is I can't be Vir.... No matter how much I hate, your love has succeeded in removing it. More and more...."

Both pupils of Mahavir's eyes widened followed by an expanding smile. Mahavir quickly let go of his embrace and looked at his wife's face "Darling?"

"Don't interrupt Vir, just listen to it until it's done....."

Mahavir nodded holding back his smile. A happy light now flashed on his face.

"The stronger the pain I feel the stronger your love holds me. To be honest.I feel empty without you Vir..... Forgive me for not seeing your love. I'm sorry I didn't appreciate your love. I'm sorry I treated you that bad. I'm sorry Vir....! I miss you, I miss you too..." Said her with her flushed face holding back her shame and ego.

Mahavir was silent and waited for a few seconds, making Rachel look back at him sharply.

"Why not answer me?"

"Have you finished everything you wanted to say?"

Rachel turned her gaze then nodded slowly.

Both of Mahavir's hands were raised and cupped Rachel's cheeks together. "So what now can you accept me? Can we still be together?" Ask with hope.

"I just want to be loved in a normal way Vir.... Don't treat me like an obsessed person."

"Well baby, good, I'll never again behave like that. So can we really get back together now?" tanyanya made sure once again.

Rachel nodded and smiled in her tears. "I Love you Vir..it's not too late, right?" (I love you Vir, haven't been delayed?) Ask.

"It's never too late for you dear..." (It's never too late for you, baby.) He then kissed Rachel's lips. Solve it and mel*matn it. Rachel did not stay still, she pulled Mahavir's neck and deepened her kiss. The longer, the deeper and wilder it is.

"Are you not tired?" His whisper in between his kiss and Rachel answered him with a shameless nod. With a cheerful smile that developed Mahavir positioned himself back, then together sip the sweetness of their love without any more burden on the two.

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"So how's your father doing right now?" Rachel asked while buttoning Mahavir's shirt. The two had just finished their bath together.

"She was well, but she was told to stay in the hospital for recovery. He had even returned arrogant as before, commanding all of his subordinates mercilessly."

"Just a few leftovers. The president's secretary and Stuart can handle it. But I still have to go back there..."

"Oh..." Rachel said briefly and looked down disappointed. "Now too?"

"Hmmm..." The answer is accompanied by a nod of the head.

"How long?"

Mahavir restrained his smile then grabbed Rachel by the waist and pulled her up to the point of docking with him. A little down, Mahavir whispered. "As long as I want..." Tempting.

Rachel reflexively pushes Mahavir away from him. His face pouted with frowning lips. "Yes already..." He then turned around to tidy up his suitcase. But suddenly Mahavir's big hand hugged him from behind.

"I came here to pick you up. We'll be there together." His whisper then turned Rachel's body to face him. "All of you...... " Pause her speech and then glare mischievously at Rachel.

"All right?"

Mahavir grabbed Rachel's children by the hair and put them behind his ears. A little bit down and get closer to that ear. "All of us honeymoon there...." His whisper then briefly kissed Rachel's lips.

"But.... I don't think I can go there, Vir..."

"Why?"

"I... I was ashamed and afraid to meet the President. I dare not meet him."

"Honey.he knows I'm here to pick you up. If I go home without you, what will he say? You want her to hide her child?" He asked who immediately got a lump on his arm.

"Are you a child you can hide?"

"Loh, it's not like you ever asked him to take me all the way from you."

Rachel was shocked. "So he told you?"

Mahavir nodded slowly, looking seriously at his wife. "I was so hurt when I heard it. Didn't think you'd ask her for that."

"I'm sorry... It was me...." He shrinks with a down.

Mahavir smiled gently, pulling Rachel's waist back up to her. "Yes, I understand, baby.... So now you want to come with me?"

Rachel nodded softly with a tinge of red on her face that looked still puffy. "Now too?"

"Yes, the president's private jet is waiting, ready to take us."

"But I haven't met Daddy and Mommy."

"You want to go there first?"

"Yes, we're still here."

"But it's still early morning. They must be surprised."

"The name is also a surprise. Want dad? I miss them so much."

Mahavir looked at the clock on his left wrist. "Well, we still have about three hours."

Rachel smiled and hugged Mahavir tightly. Drown his face on the man's chest spoiled.

"If you're like this we can go back there...." He said seductively while pointing with a glance toward the bed that was neat.

"Issha...You pervert!" The bait then pinched Mahavir's waist plan.

"The bars are back again." He said with a chuckle while rubbing his waist.

"Oh, let's hurry. You said we only have three hours."

"Yes, come. We'll go see Rey first. Borrow car. My car is in your house."

"Who was the car that took us?"

"Ribet if there's a driver. I want to drive myself and be alone with you." Pull Rachel's hand and want to hold it. However Rachel was stunned to see the back of Mahavir's injured hand.

"Why baby?"

"Your hand why Vir?" askanya while raising Mahavir's hand and rubbing it slowly.

"Ah, it's nothing. Just a form of frustration. Don't talk about it. Come on..." She clasped Rachel's hand and pulled her out of the room. Rachel followed obediently without asking any more.

The two of them got into the elevator and went down to the floor where Rey's office was. But once there, Rey wasn't there. Mahavir finally grabbed Rey's car keys from the usual place and got out of there.

"Don't ask the guy's permission first?" Ask Rachel.

"No need. This car is also bought by me. I want to take it back, no problem." He said with a chuckle. Rachel just shook her head slowly while smiling.

The two get back into the elevator and go down to the basement where Rey's car is parked. A moment later the black sports car drove across the streets of the capital at full speed because the streets seemed empty in the early hours.

One hand of Mahavir tightly grasped Rachel's hand and one hand was in full control of the steering wheel of the car.

"Honey.... Don't you ever let go of my hand again, huh?"

Rachel nodded then dropped her head over Mahavir's shoulder. "From today on I will never let go of your hand. Whatever will be...." (From today I will never let go of your hand. Whatever happens.).

"Promise...?" (Promise?)

"i promise.... I will love you always..." (I promise you, I will always love you)

Mahavir smiled and kissed Rachel's lips gently.

"Focus ahead baby.this isn't London." Rachel pushed Mahavir's face forward.

"Yes baby..." Mahavir smiled and refocused on driving.

Until at the corner in front of a large truck with a fast enough pace seen to look flat on the opposite side of the direction.

"VIRRS...AWASSS.." shouted Rachel warning Mahavir. Mahavir quickly slammed the steering wheel to the right and managed to dodge the truck. But when stepping on the brake pedal, the brakes did not work and made the car he was driving hit the road divider.

Mahavir quickly took off his seatbelt and jumped tightly hugging Rachel's body in his chair. The sports car was thrown a few meters then rolled around and stopped in reverse position.

The blood of the two splattered everywhere, the torn wounds visible on the bodies of the two.

Rachel blinked her eyes trying to grab his consciousness. His body sat in an inverted position and was held back by a seatbelt rope. He saw Mahavir who was not far from his position with a terrible state still clasped his hand tightly. Trying to maintain his consciousness. From the motion of Mahavir's lips Rachel can know the meaning.

"I will love you always...." His reply before finally his consciousness disappeared.

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Sorry, it's kind of lebai....

Sad Ending???

🤔Mmm...