Missing In The Heart
Chapter 73.My feelings...

After returning from Queen Elizabeth Hall this afternoon, Bryan took Risya around some of London's icons. Visit the Parliament House, Big Ben, Tower Bridge, and the last of the current London Eye.

Risya was endlessly amazed by what he saw from behind the glass capsule London eye, many times he also asked Bryan to take his portrait from various angles.

Though in the capsule was filled with about 15 people, but Risya seemed to ignore it.

"Sister Bry thank you for taking Risya for a walk all day, and bring Risya here too." He said, jumping and hugging Bryan so excited.

Bryan was jolted when hugged Risya, as if there was electricity stinging his body. This was not the first time the girl had hugged him. Both of Bryan's flushed cheeks held something from the bottom of his heart that even he had just felt for the first time.

"Kc... Once brought a new road to be near. Before that, he was forbidden to come close. From that moment on he kept silent, asked what the answer was." Tukas Bryan tried to hide his palpitations.

"Iisshu.... Onion." Pushing softly Bryan but reviewing his smile. "Sorry... Risya was just embarrassed by Bry. Risya chick and Bry's brother."

Bryan smiled and rattled Risya's head. "It's okay, I understand."

"Do you know Bry?"

"Hmm?" Raised both his eyebrows. "Don't know..."

"Iiishh.." patted Bryan on the shoulder. "Sister Bry is the best sister Risya knows apart from Risya's siblings." He said while looking at Bryan's face with a smile, making Bryan more confused with his heart that seemed to want to jump from its place. Even the touch of Risya's finger holding his arm alone was able to make his blood rustle. "Sister Bry, don't you ever forget Risya?" Continue by rubbing his eyes.

"Sister Bry is silent? Brother Bry will not forget about Risya right?"

Bryan swallowed his saliva and rubbed his neck so wrong.

"Sister Bry...!!"

"If you don't want to be forgotten, you have to make your statue in Madame Tussauds there." Ketus Bryan, so wrong he did not know what to say.

"Ihhh..." Squinting his eyes then glanced at Bryan annoyedly accompanied by his hand that hit Bryan's shoulder.

Bryan glanced back cynically. "Who are you, huh? Keep on remembering?"

"Yes, Risya will also lupain brother Bry." He folded his hands in front of his chest and then moved away from Bryan.

"Ihh, cog..." Bryan smiled his smile while poking Risya's cheek.

"Who's also craving. It's far away, don't touch Risya." Pushing Bryan's chest away.

"If you don't want to be forgotten then just be my girlfriend..."

Risya turned her head, glancing at Bryan's cynical, tilting and hissing smile.

"Nyesel loh if you refuse such a handsome man."

"Okay, Risya Pepacor."

"Huh?? A pepacor? What the hell?"

"Full guy's girlfriend!"

"Gosh, what a hell." He said with a laugh.

"Ssttt, Bry's brother is seen by the people." Pointing around him with his eyes.

Bryan followed Risya's line of sight and immediately clenched his lips together.

Brother Bry is serious not the matter with brother Diraya? If only half-heartedly, return Diraya's brother to Rey."

"You're serious..."

Back Risya glanced cynically and sneered at Bryan.

"Sister Diraya doesn't fit with Bry's sister."

"Who does it fit?"

"Or..."

"If I return your brother to Rey, what will be the reward for me?"

Risya raised both her eyebrows and rounded her eyes. "What did Bry ask for?" Ask while pulling down both eyebrows.

Bryan lowered his head and brought his face closer to Risya.

Kiss me right now....Pinta Bryan, but only spoken in his heart.

"What did Bry ask for?" He asked again because Bryan just stared at him.

Bryan shook his head, trying to dispel his dirty thoughts.

"If I do, will you promise to grant my request?"

"Alright, Risya promised. But what's Bry's request?"

"Remember you promised. Your promise can't be pulled anymore."

"Yes, but what does Bry ask?"

"For now, I will say that I have thought about it."

"Well, as long as Brother Bry doesn't ask to kiss Risya." Said Risya origin.

Bryan turned his head and looked at Risya deeply. His hand moved rubbing his nape. A little girl huh? You know if you want to ask for it.Batin Bryan grumbled.

"Why ask for a kiss?" Bryan asked Risya.

"Risya's first kiss should be with the girlfriend that Risya loves later. Or if you can, Risya will hold on and give Risya's first kiss with Risya's future husband."

Hearing Risya's babbling, Bryan clenched his lips tightly, trying to hold back his smile and laugh. Because unbeknownst to Risya, he has stolen Risya's first kiss.

"Why did Bry react that way?"

"Ti.. No.." - No..." He tried to change his face quickly.

"So when's Bry gonna call Rey's sister?"

"Well, sometime..."

"That's right, Bry's brother promised...!"

"Yes bringel."

"I'm sorry, if Risya insists. But Bry's sister doesn't fit in with a much older girl either. She'll have a grandmother, uh Bry's brother is young. Isn't it funny?"

"Means I have to find a younger dong."

"It's up to Bry."

Bryan gave her a smile, while Risya constantly sneered at Bryan until the capsule they were riding back down.

"Where else is Bry's brother?" Risya asked as they were back in the car.

"It's late, we're having dinner just getting home." He said as he put the seatbelt on Risya, then started the car engine and drove it.

"Wahh where? Tumben today Bry's brother doesn't work."

"Ck, this is Vir's money. We also eat it invited Vir brother. If it's not treated, we go home and eat at home."

"That's.. It's basically Bry's stingy."

"I kissed you again."

"Wekk" stuck out his tongue and turned to the window. Bryan smiled again while focusing on driving.

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The night wind blew increasingly cold pierced the joints, but the coldness did not make Rachel shudder at all. It was precisely what he felt at this moment of burning heat within his chest.

Both his eyes were hot, staring at the man before him intensely.his chest rumbled as his body shook. While one hand under the table squeezes the strong canal of his dress.

Dirman....???

Rachel's mind guessed, but she quickly shook her head and dispelled her thoughts.

No.no... That's just not possible...

It must be a coincidence...

"Darling? What's up?" Mahavir asked, noticing Rachel's paled and stiffened facial expression.

Who are you really, baby....???

Rachel continued to wonder. His heart is not calm. While both of his eyes tried to hold something in his eye so as not to fall.

Mahavir scrunched his forehead, astonished to see the silent action of his wife. "Darling??" Put the menu book on the table and shift the seat to stick next to Rachel. When his hand moved to touch Rachel, his wife distanced herself. "What's wrong?" Ask curiously.

"I.. I'll go to the toilet first." Rachel reasoned, she immediately put her phone behind her coat pocket, then stood up and was about to step up. But Mahavir's hand that pulled his hand held back his steps.

"Are you okay, baby?" Looked at Rachel's face carefully. "Should I go with you?"

Rachel shook her head slowly and weakly, as if she had no strength to shake her head. "I'm.I'm fine." He said as he pulled his hand and immediately stepped out of the igloo and into the main building of the restaurant. Leaving Mahavir sitting by looking at his back away.

After asking the location of the toilet on one of the servants, Rachel immediately rushed to the toilet and locked herself in one of the rooms.

In there, Rachel immediately sat in a closet with both hands resting on her knees while squeezing her head firmly. Clear droplets from the corner of his eyes that had been held back from earlier began to dart falling down his two cheeks.

No. gabe.. No. gabe.. It's just my presumption...

It is impossible that they are the same person...

Both are like heaven and earth...

Obviously this is impossible... They're just similar..

Da... It must be just as it was once said by..........

Raya.....???

Suddenly Rachel remembered the words Raya. He also tried to unite his memory of how Raya tried to make him see the resemblance of Dirman with Mahavir.

Does Raya know anything?

Rachel quickly rubbed her two wet cheeks then came out of the toilet room and contacted the distant Kingdom.

The sound of the knocking of Rachel's heels stomping on the marble floor echoed filling the silence of the quiet toilet room. He continued to move his legs back and forth unsettled while nibbling at the tip of his thumb unconsciously because his call was not connected at all. Rachel let out a long sigh, again she wanted to repeat her call, until the next second she realized.

Oh, my God, it's already midnight by early morning, surely Raya is sleeping.

Anyways....

even if he knew something he would definitely silence his mouth tightly.

Not lost his mind, he then called Kimmy. Rachel felt she had to find out more, lest her unsubstantiated suspicions even make her accuse Mahavir.

No, that can't happen. Her husband was a different person, a man who loved her sincerely, a man who loved her very much.

Rachel strengthened her heart, she continued to suggest herself, but on one side of her heart the other broke her own suggestion,

And Dirman?

Didn't Dirman love him too much..

Even with his crazy?

What difference then?

"Argghhhhhhh..." Rachel vented her emotions by hitting the toilet sink table due to her frustration. He no longer even felt pain in his hands even though his palms were reddened by hitting the sink table covered with marble ceramics.

She bit her lower lip hard to keep her crying from breaking. He cannot be weak, cannot be fragile with something that is not yet certain of its truth.

His body was rested against the toilet wall, his left hand which was still flushed raised to a rough massage. While his right hand was unceasingly calling Kimmy's number.

"Hallooo....." Answer at the end there with a distinctive hoarse sound of waking up.

"Kim, Sorry to bother...." He said with a slightly trembling voice.

"Rachel?? What happen, early morning gini nelfon?"

"Sorry, Sorry, I want to make sure of something."

"Can't we talk about it tomorrow? Do you know what time it is here?"

"Aren't you in London?"

"I think I've told you that I want to go to Korea..."

"Sorry Kim, I forgot."

"Yes, what's up?"

"That's.....The photo of the glasses and curly-haired young man you sent me, what....do you have any more vivid photos? Do you know you've ever seen a picture of him not wearing a scarf or wearing glasses?"

"You know him?"

"Kim, please... Just answer my question!"

"Sorry Ra, I don't have any other photos on my phone. Maybe if on the album Sam's photo collection is there. But it's in Sam's house. And no one is in that house right now. Sam's got a photo shoot at Cambridge."

"When are you back in London?"

"About two weeks I'm home, if Sam from Cambridge goes straight to Liverpool."

"Can't you speed up?"

"Sorry Ra...! But is that urgent?"

"I just want to make sure of something. Sorry if I forced it. But this is very important."

"Nothing, I'll help as much as I can. Let me ask Sam, who knows the files on his laptop are still there."

"Thanks dear, sorry to disturb his sleep."

"It's okay...." Kimmy said on the other end.

And Rachel ended the conversation via the phone and put her phone back in her coat pocket. Then shrank his body crouching in front of the sink as he felt his two knees still trembling.

"Sister Rachel?"

Rachel looked up and was surprised to see Risya. He quickly got up and improved his appearance.

"Sir Rachel why?"

"Ah, sister is okay, just a little mules." He said and breathed many times. His gaze straightened his reflection in the mirror then lit the sink faucet, washed both his hands and fixed his makeup. "Aren't you going to the toilet?"

"Ah, no brother. Risya was told to be with brother Vir to see the situation of brother." Risya said, looking at Rachel intensely, then hesitantly asked. "Sister.. Rachel's sister crying out?"

"Ah, not Ris. It's because you're sleepy about lack of sleep." He blurted his two eyes.

Risya nodded slowly but still with a look that could not be separated on Rachel's face.

"Yeah, back outside." Invite her and embrace Risya's shoulder towards returning to the igloo.

Arriving in front of the igloo, Mahavir who was waiting for him at the door immediately pulled Rachel and embraced her. While Risya immediately approached Bryan who was already sitting in the igloo.

"You're okay, right?" Mahavir asked while looking at Rachel's face. "Why your face?"

"I'm doing fine. I'm just tired and sleepy." He said by trying to remove the embrace of Mahavir.

Mahavir looked at Rachel's bead eyes, trying to find answers there but Rachel seemed to take her eyes off and try to get away from her. But the more Rachel tried, the more she clenched her embrace and gave Rachel no space to move. "Are we going home?" His whisper.

"No need, kill Bryan and Risya if left behind." He said, turning his face to the side.

Mahavir sighed, then grabbed Rachel from behind and kissed her cheek at a glance."Yes, let's go inside. I ordered the food. Come soon." He said as he pushed Rachel into the igloo.

A few minutes later their order arrived. They then enjoy the evening meal while hearing Risya's chattering which occasionally even quarrels with Bryan.

Mahavir sometimes chuckles but his gaze always focuses on Rachel who looks limp and not passionate. Although Rachel put on her smile, Mahavir realized there was something hidden by his wife.15 years he knew the woman, and he could not be lied to with just his smile mask.

Dear.... What else is wrong with you?

Can't you make my heart calm thinking of you???

Please don't ever change your attitude towards me...

Can't you keep....

My feelings....??

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