Missing In The Heart
Chapters 104.What if I said I was in love with you?

Ms. Amitha tidied up her daughter's plate which was reduced by only a few spoons, put it back on the tray with her eyes occasionally glancing at her daughter's eyes looking blankly at her nursery window. Ms. Amitha knew very well what her daughter was thinking right now. Ms. Amitha's heart was so sore to see Rachel's situation like that. It was alive but lifeless. But there was nothing he could do for his daughter.

Rachel was half-sitting in her safe, staring far out. Looking at the blue sky that is plastered from behind the window glass. The sky was so brightly lit with a glitter that slightly dazzled the eyes. Very inversely proportional to his mood so gloomy. His mind was far mixed thinking of someone he so missed, only a few days did not see the figure of the man make his life feel dead.

His heart continued to mutter, calling out the name of the man in the deepest recesses of his heart.

Unraveling her smile gazed at the horizon out there, imagining her lover's face on that wisp of blue clouds as if greeting her.

Vir... How's it going?

You all right, you?

Do you know what I'm doing right now?

What am I feeling?

Did you know I was lying crying all the time?

Is this a form of punishment for me?

Isn't this too mean and heavy for me Vir?

How about you there?

Are you still sound in your sleep, until you no longer realize the absence of me at your side?

Don't you miss me?

Will you look for me for the first time when you open your eyes?

You know, here I miss you so much...

Wish I could see your face again,

If only it could happen, then,

I'm not gonna waste you anymore Vir....

I will no longer doubt your love...

I pledge... I swear...

For that, for that,

can you be present in front of you at this time?

Can it?

Unknowingly, Rachel shed her tears. His chest tightened again, his breath was wheezing. Hurriedly Mrs Amitha approached and hugged her tightly.

"Darling, it's been yeah... Don't think about it anymore. Rest assured that he'll be fine and will be right back to pick you up." Persuade her while gently stroking her daughter's back that shook with her crying in her arms.

Rachel nodded, rubbing both her wet cheeks and strengthening her heart. The release of the embrace of the Mommy and forced to review his smile.

Ms. Amitha held back her cries, then smiled gently. Take a glass of water and drink it to Rachel.

"Thanks mom, I'm fine, I'm good..." She was so calm again while gently rubbing Mrs Amitha's hand.

Geck... Geck... Geck...

The sound of knocking on the door from the outside made Rachel and Ms. Amitha turn her head, then the door opened slowly and from behind it appeared the figure of Lily who was challenging food followed by Rey who was also carrying some paperbags.

"Sorry aunty, a little late. It got stuck." Lily said as she put the bushel on the table and took over some paperbags from Rey's hand and put the paperbags in a small cupboard next to Rachel's safe. Rey walked over to Rachel and sat down on one of the chairs next to the gurney.

"What's wrong. Aunty's not too hungry either. But you ate, right?"

"So it's been with Rey at aunty's house."

"Yes, aunt. The cooking is good." Imbuh Rey's.

Ms. Amitha smiled and grabbed the bushel Lily was carrying. "Lily, accompany aunty to a meal at the rooftop yuk..." Her request, pulled Lily out of the room sensibly. Give time to Rachel who seems to want to talk something to Rey.

"How are you doing?" Rey asked after Ms. Amitha and Lily came out of the ward.

"As you can see." He answered with a smile on his face. "Have you heard from him yet?"

Rey nodded, slightly shaking. "I'm sorry, until now the person I asked for help hasn't been informed by anything."

Rachel let out a heavy sigh, returning to review her smile. "What's wrong, maybe tomorrow-tomorrow we can already get the news."

Rey's head nodded slowly, slightly commenting on the thin smile. "I promise I will try to find out about him, so you must also be strong. Don't think about it too much. You know for yourself that Vir is hard and persistent. Wherever you hide he can find you. So just calm down. He'll definitely come back looking for you, to the end of the world."

Back those words of spirit were heard from the people who were trying to comfort him. Rachel nodded slowly with a drop of clear hair that had fallen from the corner of her eye.

"I'm sorry, because of that car, you guys...."

Rachel patted Rey's soft hand lying on the edge of the gurney. Make Rey stop her words.

"It wasn't your fault. Nor did you expect that to happen with us. So don't blame yourself."

"Thank you." Lirih Rey still looked down.

"How is your relationship with Raya?" tanyanya changed the topic of conversation.

"Well, the road is in place, even I think it's retreating slowly."

"Rush?"

"How else would it be if he didn't want to."

"Can't you learn a little from your best friend's way?"

"Vir?"

Hearing Vir's name back made Rachel smile bitterly. "Who is your best friend besides him?"

Rey smiled at his smile. "I don't have the slightest bit of courage like him. Vir is a strong and determined figure if he already wants something, he is able to create a miracle that for everyone is considered impossible. Well, for example, you are..."

Rachel smiled her smile, feeling a little overwhelmed by Rey's innuendo. "Well, you're right." Slowly flowed. Apply both eyes to dispel the clear droplets that almost fell. Then he said, "And now I can't really turn away from him. He's succeeding. So what about you? don't you want to be a little more brave?"

"I'm afraid I'm gonna make him hate me."

"No, he doesn't hate you. I'm sure it is. He just doesn't understand his own feelings yet. But if you're just waiting, you'll be just like that."

"Are you aware? You told someone else to snatch your own sister's boyfriend?"

"As a friend of the Kingdom, I see you as more suited to accompany him. Bryan was still too unstable. It looks like he's.." anyway...."

Rey knitted her brows, "He's why?"

"Oh, yes.. Your sister came. Now with Bryan and Raya in the cafeteria."

"Rissy?"

"How many are your sisters? Ish.. You're this..."

"Jeez, why didn't you tell me from earlier anyway, chel...? so he's met Raya?"

Rachel nodded.

"He didn't tell her anything, did he?"

Rachel pressed her shoulders together with her gelatinous smile.

"You said he was in the cafeteria, right?"

"It seems so..."

"Alright, I met Risya first and then returned to the hotel. Tomorrow I come again. You okay with that?" He asked as he rose from his seat, answered by a nod of the head by Rachel.

"Chelin...."

"Hmmm....??"

"The strong well." he said, patting Rachel's arm softly. "For Mahavir." Further.

Rachel smiled slightly and nodded slowly. But a single tear fell from his eye. Hurriedly he rubbed it and came back smiling cheerfully. "Yes... I will be strong for him. I'm not giving up. I will be faithfully waiting for him."

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In the cafeteria, Bryan sat side by side with Raya while Risya sat across the table in front of him. Bryan and Raya eat their lunch while chatting casually discussing their busy lives lately. While Risya with her pouting face prefers to be quiet and focus on her food. Caring his ears to the conversation of a pair of lovebirds in front of him who looked so serious as if they did not consider his existence.

Unknown to Risya, Bryan secretly observed the behavior of the sweet girl before him with occasional glances through the tail of his eyes. Bryan silently smiled holding back his laughter. It seemed that the girl was so focused on eating her food so greedily, even around her mouth was a straw of oil and seasoning from the grilled chicken she ate.

Bryan clenched his hands tightly over his thighs under the table. From earlier Bryan's hands were so itchy to want to wipe and clean the cute and adorable face. But Bryan realized, there was no way he could do when his own girlfriend was sitting next to him at this time.

"So, will you go straight to S2?" Tanya Raya continued her conversation.

"The plan is so." Bryan answered flatly. He was busy chatting with his girlfriend from now on but did not know why his gaze always wanted to go towards Risya.

"Hey boy, I'm like a little kid eating a cane like that." Stiffness in the end. Bryan really can not be patient to see the cute face that is straw.

Risya raised both of his eyebrows. His chest stopped with both cheeks bulging. "What the hell is Bry? Risya is still a child...! People are eating well too."

Risya blinked her eyes confused. His tongue is stretched out, up, to the side, down. Tasting all the remaining food stuck on the surface of his lips that even made Bryan could no longer resist approaching the girl.

Unknowingly Bryan got up from his seat, stepped over to Risya's side, pulled a few sheets of tissue out of place and directly stuck the tissue on Risya's mouth.

"Mhmmpp...." Risya glared in disbelief with the spontaneous action of Bryan stuffing his mouth with tissue.

Risya pulled her head and tried to dodge. But Bryan's left hand pulled his nape and held back the movement of his head. Bryan's right hand now painstakingly cleaned the sweet girl's face.

Until the face was completely clean, then Bryan realized what he had done.

One second, one second,

Two seconds, two seconds,

Three seconds, three seconds,

Bryan was sculpting on the spot, with his body half bent. One hand was still holding Risya's nape and another hand was still holding a tissue in front of Risya's face.

Slowly Bryan glanced at Raya who was looking at him in confusion. Awkwardly Bryan straightened his back and smiled clumsyly at Raya.

"Now, you clean it yourself." He said to Risya while putting the rough tissue he held into Risya's hand.

Not yet had Bryan stepped back to his place, Rey first patted his shoulder from behind.

"You're here apparently..." Rey said casually.

"Sister Rey..." Pekik Risya, got up from his seat and was about to hug his brother spoiled.

"Hey, hey your hands are dirty." Rey pushed Risya away from her body. "Clean his hands first."

Risya nodded and quickly ran towards the sink available in the canteen.

"Have you eaten?" Ask Bryan.

"Already, it was with Lily at your house." Rey replied with a glance towards the Kingdom who instantly turned her face the moment their eyes met.

"If you're done, you better hurry back, Rachel's alone in the room."

"Where is mommy?"

"So out with Lily, I heard she said she wanted to eat at the rooftop."

"SISTER REY..." Shouted Risya who ran and directly hit Rey's body. "Risya kangen, why doesn't Rey's brother ever come home?"

"So, I'm busy, baby." Rey said, gently stroking Risya's long hair. Raya who saw that was slightly gobsmacked by the gentle treatment the man had on his sister. Suddenly Raya imagined if she was in the position of Risya. Raya shook her head quickly, breaking her daydream.

"Busy but still time alone with sister Lily. To the point of forgetting to pick up Risya at the tutoring place earlier. You don't know, Risya's wallet is gone. Don't know where the forgetfulness is. Risya was almost embarrassed at the Cake shop. Good to see mommy Rachel at the store. Mommy, Rachel's sister is good, she paid for Risya's cake, Risya Nawarin nebeng in her car. Risya was told to call mommy as well as Rachel's sister and Bry's sister. So now Risya has a person that mommy can call as well. Oh yes, sister, Risya can not stay with Rachel's sister here? Can dad? Yeah?" Her cerocos while persuading her spoiled sister.

Rey chuckles and shakes amusedly with her chatty sister. "Don't do it here. It will even trouble people. Just go home, tomorrow just come again."

Risya let go of her embrace, stomping her two legs to the floor as a form of protest. "Bad Rey is evil, the time in London Risya can stay with Rachel's sister, not here?"

Bryan laughed amusedly at Risya, his hand again subconsciously pulling Risya's arm and carrying the girl's body beside him. "No matter what Rey, Risya's just staying this once."

Rey knitted her brows, pulling her sister's arm closer to her. "It's a hospital, so Rachel can't take a break."

"What's wrong, Rachel doesn't mind." Back Bryan pulled Risya's arm closer to him.

"Where will he sleep?"

"There's an extra bed. Load it up."

"Sleeping with you? Hey, my sister's a girl knows." Back to pulling Risya. "Can't!"

"Often, in London I've slept with your sister."

"What??" Rey and Dara compactly asked and glared at Bryan.

Risya blinked her eyes, looking at Rey and Bryan alternately not understanding the direction of their conversation. While Bryan was grinning with a scratch on his head.

"I mean, Risya and I used to lie together on the family room carpet when playing games or watching to fall asleep together. He's like my brother, so don't worry. I even helped him when he came the first month. So there's no way I'm messing with your sister. Lily and Rachel are here anyway."

Rey shook her head and snorted in annoyance.

"If you fuck with my sister, I'll fuck with your boyfriend." Candanya, chuckling looking at Raya.

Raya rolled her eyeballs off guard, "Auk ah..." He said and stood up. "Bryan, Risya, I think I should go back to my poly. Is it okay to leave?"

"Yes, brother, it's okay." Risya and Bryan said together.

Raya twists her body, steps up and crashes into the rough shoulder of Rey who is standing on the side of her desk. Rey was slightly pushed to the side, and merely gave her smile at the actions of the Kingdom. Look at the back of the girl who was away.

"Repy's brother." Call Risya. "People are far away..." Goda.

"Huh? Who else has seen him."

"That's it, don't be ashamed..." Temptation Risya again.

"Hush, do you want to see your sister get hit with her boyfriend?"

Risya knitted her brows and turned to look at Bryan. "Upss, sorry Brother Bry...Risya forgot that she's Bry's boyfriend."

Bryan snorted, but his hand pulled Risya closer to him. "It's okay to exchange for this boy. I'm sincere..." Candanya, then pulled Risya walking with her.

"Hey... Where do you want my brother to take you?" Rey shouted to catch up with Bryan.

"Your sister I borrowed a day first, if there's your sister Rachel's sister can be a little comforted." Reply Bryan slightly shouted.

Rey snorted in annoyance and sighed. Turn around and walk towards the lobby. Get out of that hospital building.

While Bryan still pulls Risya with him and gets into the elevator.

"Sister Bry can't get away? Would like..."

"You want to cross the handrails of everything? Is that?" Bryan spoke to the girl.

Risya chuckled and elbowed Bryan's stomach.

"Eh, brother Bry was serious?"

"What?"

"That, about Risya in the barter with sister Raya for brother Rey?"

Bryan looked down, looking at Risya right in front of his face. "Want to?"

"Okay!!"

"Then his Royal brother won't be for Rey." Returning to his feet, put both of his hands into his pants pocket casually. Pretending to be ignorant in front of Risya.

"Well, what is it?" Pulling the end of Bryan's shirt down to look at him.

Back Bryan bowed and looked at Risya. "Then replace the position of Kak Raya."

"That's.. Fucking." Bump Risya with a rough push on both of Bryan's shoulders.

Bryan laughed. I don't know why he enjoys flirting with his girl. Whenever being close to Risya could always make her be herself. Unlike when with Raya where she always tries to be mature to compensate her lover.

"Sister Bry is in love with Kak Raya anyway? How does it feel like a joke."

Bryan fell silent, leaning his back against the elevator wall. "Love, I seriously love her. I just don't want to be selfish. If indeed his Royal brother also likes your Rey brother I'll let him go." He said seriously.

Risya mangosteen sign understand. Bryan glanced at the girl, again intending to tease her.

"But..." Pausing his words, standing sideways looking at Risya. "I don't want to lose dong. If his Great Sis is taken, Rey's brother must replace it with a sweeter one."

"With Risya the point?"

"No, pinter..!!"

"What does Bry like about Risya?" Ask innocently.

Bryan leaned over, bringing his face closer to Risya's face. So close that Risya's breath was felt on the surface of her skin. "If I say I'm in love with you?"

The cute face was blushing and blushing. His clear round eyes widened and stared into Bryan's bead of eyes. Not yet had the girl react to anything, Bryan immediately laughed out loud because he could not bear to see Risya's face.

"Basar boy... " She said in her laughter.

"UAHHH....BROTHER BRY NGESELIN!!!" he shouted, stomping his feet on Bryan's feet and then immediately ran out as soon as the elevator door opened. Leaving Bryan still laughing at him.

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Sorry it was so late Up it 🙏🙏

Othor had block Writers gegara fun family time with family. Instead of the original writing and the story is not connected, so it is better to wait until the brain can return to writing.

again sorry... 🤗

Happy Reading..,🤗😘.